Thread 60951839

I want to kill myself so fucking badly.

I HATE working and I HATE MOST OF ALL GOING TO THE OFFICE AND HAVING TO FAKE FRIENDLINESS.

NO I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU
NO I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WEEKEND( NONE OF YOUR BEESWAX)
NO I DO NOT WANT TO DO SHIT WITH YOU AFTER WORK
NO I DO NOT WANT TO EAT GOYSLOP WITH YOU
NO I DO NOT WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT YOU

JUST GIVE ME A FUCKING PAYCHECK AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF THIS BULLSHIT

low agency, low T work.
get into some sort of highly physical job where you rescue people and your life will have meaning.

>>60951843
>work for the state
fuck this world

>>60951839 (OP)
Me too anon... me too...

Find a new job you retarded cunt holy shit you are LITERALLY a gigantic bitch faggot incapable of changing your life all you do is bitch and moan about it

>>60951854
>Find a new job you retarded cunt holy shit you are LITERALLY a gigantic bitch faggot incapable of changing your life all you do is bitch and moan about it

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM COMPLAINING ON THIS BOARD YOU GIGANTIC FAGGOT ASSVAULT

>>60951839 (OP)
lmao I quit the rat race earlier this year and decided to take a vacation in Thailand for the next year or two. Half the time I don't even know what day of the week it is. Work was such a timesuck stressor until I finally decided it's not worth my time.
If my BTC and ETH continue to go up at least 10% a year, I'll never have to work again for the rest of my life.
Godspeed anon.

>>60951839 (OP)
You are me just I don't work in an office. Other people make the job worse. Terrible jokes and when you're in a shit mood they wont leave you alone. My family member just died and everyday this week my boss in broken english says why you so sad i want you happy we look after you you want beer after work. The they get annoyed when you dont want to socialise with them. No bro leave me the fuck alone let me flip burgers in peace so i can make it to my next paycheck and quit. I dont want to fake friendliness 13 hours a day 5 days a week doing slave labour as a white guy working for a foreign 3rd world resteraunt where they expect you to work 8.30-9pm everyday and its just normal . Im considering just quitting and doing uber eats as a small income once i make some money in this bull market. At least then i dont have to deal with other people and driving is enjoyable.

>>60951839 (OP)
I understand you, anon. I will quit when I saved 120k.

>>60951839 (OP)
Blue collar here so I don't have any office politics. It sucks but at least I can say what I want and the coworkers are cool. But coming home in pain every single day and being too exhausted to do literally anything is so frustrating.

>>60951839 (OP)
i hear you. you might like a part-time local trucking job, youre alone on the road, doesnt waste too much of your most valuable resource, Time, can use time on the road to listen to books about starting your own business or investing and youll be taking the job instead of a non white

>>60951839 (OP)
Absolutely.
It’s why I’ve been buying crypto; not just to leave this job but to quit working entirely. Not quite there yet but I hope it is soon because I’m sick of passive-aggressive cunts and fat bitches.

>>60951843
Nah you need a desk job where you do work that allows you to research investments

>>60951839 (OP)
Stop hating what's a important chunk of your day, anon. I have news for you= None of your coworkers want to be there as well. No one wants to talk, or do anything at all. Understand their pain as well. Try to make their day a little better and you're going to help yourself in the process. Imagine complaining like a little bitch about your work, about...socializing. Trivial stuff that demand no effort at all. YOU EITHER CRY OR DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Be a light of hope for other wagies, be a better person. Listen to others. Share. Understand the cosmic joke of existence, laugh about having to enslave yourself for pieces of paper with no value to avoid homelessness. The real victory is over yourself, anon. You don't realize you could double or triple your job like it's nothing and yet you complain about so little. Picrel could be you

>>60951958
why the fuck do they constantly suck dick then?

Why the hell do they constantly try to pull me in situations where I have to interact with them? They don't have to but they constantly just do and it's annoying.

>>60952066
see the evil inside yourself and know that that same evil exists in everyone. once you see it anger will be gone and instead there will be understanding and compassion. stay conscious, if you arent ready to live this, take a job you can work alone while you practice this awareness

>>60952082
why are you erping as the buddha guy now?

>>60951839 (OP)
>wah wah working is hard wah wah

>>60952066
>why the fuck do they constantly X
"Forgive them, Father, for they know not what they do" Think about Jesus' last words. People really don't know what they do or understand why. You have a job, you will see the same people everyday. Try to understand their pain and insecurities, they're similar to yours, that's all I'm saying. Laugh about having to have chit chat that leads nowhere. Don't seek to engage in conversation but don't try to avoid it like the plague. Improvise, listen. Function in autopilot mode when people talk to you. Everybody does and have preset answers. "What did you do this weekend? watch stupid youtube videos, that's it. What about you?" that's all you need to say. Use wokeGPT to help you have preset answer for small talk. That said get away from problematic or abusive people you don't have to be a saint. World is unfair, my friend. Your pain is mostly in your mind, imagine you don't it hate that much, like 50% less. Your work life would double in satisfaction

>>60952101
because hes right

>>60952131
okay man.
how about this
you and me kiss right now, I would feel better.

>>60951958
>>60952082
>>60952131
Buddhism is gay and you're gay. Go have gay sex with asian incel manlets in your temple.

>>60951839 (OP)
How old are u OP? Try not to work beyond 30, but then again, somebody gotta be on the clock AM RIGHT!!

See ya after the weekend break wagie!

>>60952131
hey man respond to me, I know you are there. >>60952140

>>60951839 (OP)
It's all a humiliation ritual, a vast majority of work is meaningless. It's adult daycare.

>>60952131
come on man a kiss isn't asking for much

>>60951958
>pieces of paper with no value
Money is an invention that solves the problem of the coincidence of wants. in the current day and age it happens to be paper and numbers in computers, college Student. Get a grip before you try to sound profound.

>>60951839 (OP)
My office job is pretty quiet outside since I'm in a secluded room and my boss is extremely hands off.

>>60952234
This. I personally think the level of suicides from AI replacing employment will dwarf the stock market crash from 1929.

>>60952365
ok Rabbi such a profound insight

>>60951958
this just isnt true. these goyslaves love working and socialising at work. they live for their "career" which is nothing but free slave labour for a government that hates you through the tax slavery system. just under half of every hour you work is free slave labour for the government

>>60952234
this

>>60951839 (OP)
>>60951848
>>60951939
>>60952234
You complain about hating your job and the suffering and lost time at your job while you factory farm animals.
https://www.dominionmovement.com/watch

>>60952443
Another clueless college kid
Money does not automatically imply usury. Some people misuse it for that.

>>60952538
its the same thing really

>>60952618
yes chickens and pigs are in the wage cage
You are a hypocrite if you are not vegan and complain about your wage slavery

>>60952234
very true
The vast majority of animal agriculture is also unnecessary (almost all animal products in USA, Australia, UK, etc come from factory farms)

>>60951867
gigabased

>>60952637
I'm created in the image of God and God tells us that we have dominion over the beasts of the earth. That doesnt mean we should treat them cruelly though and battery farming is cruel. However it is a system we are forced to participate in because of the global usuary and slavery system run by the satanic "banking". elite. we cannot escape the system without facing persecution from the state, e.g. not paying taxes. we own nothing and are not allowed to build the wealth required to operate our own farms and humane settlements. first we have to overthrow this system whilst still working within it. this is what crypto is for. build the financial freedom to break away from the jewish freemasonic globalist system. then we can take the first steps to a better world

>>60952733
>I'm created in the image of God and God tells us that we have dominion over the beasts of the earth.

Christianity is probably not true https://benthams.substack.com/p/why-im-not-a-christian?utm_source=post-banner&utm_medium=web&utm_campaign=posts-open-in-app&triedRedirect=true

Even if it were true it would almost certainly have to be a "liberal" form of Christianity because of SERIOUS issues with mainstream Christianity like that scriptural inerrancy is almost certainly false.

Also

Genesis 9:9-10 (In your preferred KJV) "And I, behold, I establish my covenant with you, and with your seed after you; And with every living creature that is with you, of the fowl, of the cattle, and of every beast of the earth with you; from all that go out of the ark, to every beast of the earth. And I will establish my covenant with you, neither shall all flesh be cut off any more by the waters of a flood; neither shall there any more be a flood to destroy the earth."
God established a covenant not only with humans, but with every beast of the earth as well.

>There isn't anything in that bible that suggests beasts have any kind of preeminence
Even in the KJV, it says, as I just quoted, "yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast." And notably in the Hebrew the word translated "breath," ruach, is the same word translated "spirit," in the verse under discussion. Man and beast all have one spirit.

>>60951839 (OP)
just take a bathroom break and walk outside every hour

talk to a cutie if there is on

listen to podcasts or comforting ambience videos on youtube

learn meditation methods you can do with your eyes open

be grateful for your health

>>60952779
>>60952733
>no beast having a soul
The main Hebrew word usually translated as soul is nephesh, which is applied to humans and animals. It used of animals before humans in Genesis.
>No beast praying
Job 38:41 "Who provides food for the raven when its young cry out to God and wander about for lack of food?"
Psalm 104:27 "27
"All creatures look to you to give them their food at the proper time."
>no beast being promised anything
Isaiah 65:25 "The wolf and the lamb will feed together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox, and dust will be the serpent’s food. They will neither harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain,” says the Lord.

I will say that the Abrahamic religions are, on the whole, very human-centric religions with limited concern for animals, and that's one of the things that makes me pretty confident that they're wholly human inventions, but if you're willing to look, you can certainly find that animals aren't wholly excluded or relegated to being just props.

Romans 8:19-23
"For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the children of God, for the creation was subjected to futility, not of its own will, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its enslavement to decay and will obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. We know that the whole creation has been groaning together as it suffers together the pains of labor, and not only the creation, but we ourselves..." And word translated creation can mean creature as well. It includes all living things.

if you're that far gone just livestream on poomp fun and go fucking mental and scream and shit your pants and you'll make 250k

>>60952785
>>60952733
Oh, there's also ye olde talking donkey story, which as silly as it may be does attribute obvious intelligence to an animal when given the power to speak.
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Numbers%2022%3A21-39&version=NRSVUE

Then the Lord opened the mouth of the donkey, and it said to Balaam, “What have I done to you, that you have struck me these three times?” Balaam said to the donkey, “Because you have made a fool of me! I wish I had a sword in my hand! I would kill you right now!” But the donkey said to Balaam, “Am I not your donkey, which you have ridden all your life to this day? Have I been in the habit of treating you this way?” And he said, “No.”

There's also 1 Kings 17, where God says to Elijah, "You shall drink from the wadi, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there.” and the Hebrew word used for God commanding the ravens is the same word used many times for God commanding humans to do things throughout the Tanakh, including God's command to a widow just a few verses later.
https://biblehub.com/hebrew/tzivviti_6680.htm

>>60951914
wtf happened to you so you flip burgers for a pajeet

>>60952798
>>60952733
>This has nothing to do with a spiritual connection with God
Breath and spirit are the same word in the Hebrew, so it's up to the translators to make the distinction.
>Not in the kjv, none of my business.
I guess no one correctly understood God until the KJV was written, though the KJV translators themselves were under no illusions about being divinely inspired. https://dbts.edu/2012/04/09/the-embarrassing-preface-to-the-king-james-version/
>That's not praying for God's sake, that's a reference to ravens croaking in distress for lack of food and God being mindful of that.
>Again, that's called figure of speech, and expectation wouldn't be the same as prayer anyways.
Who are you to tell the writers what they mean?
>That's not a promise to beasts, that's a promise to man concerning beasts. Come on now.
I wouldn't have expected to find a direct promise to animals in a book written for humans, but to my surprised I did above, in Genesis 9:9-10, where God explicitly establishes a covenenant not only with humans but with every beast of the earth, and he promises to them as well as to humans never to flood the earth again.

>>60952733
Another instance of God making (promising to make) a covenant with animals is in Hosea 2:18. "And in that day will I make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field and with the fowls of heaven, and with the creeping things of the ground: and I will break the bow and the sword and the battle out of the earth, and will make them to lie down safely."

>>60952733
>That doesnt mean we should treat them cruelly though and battery farming is cruel.

Obviously factory farming is cruel, humans breed these animals into existence and then they are tortured they suffer immensely and experience very little well-being then they die.

But "humane" animal agriculture is still immoral.
If animals are living net bad lives (like in factory farms) they should not be bred into existence by humans
If animals are living net good lives (like on a "humane farm) they should not have their lives cut short by being slaughtered when they are still relatively young and would have had many healthy and happy years left to live.

>>60952733
>However it is a system we are forced to participate in because of the global usuary and slavery system run by the satanic "banking". elite. we cannot escape the system without facing persecution from the state, e.g. not paying taxes.

You can only purchase and eat vegan food. It's not that hard and it's not more expensive. It's less convenient and less tasty. Doesn't justify murder.

>we own nothing and are not allowed to build the wealth required to operate our own farms and humane settlements. first we have to overthrow this system whilst still working within it. this is what crypto is for. build the financial freedom to break away from the jewish freemasonic globalist system. then we can take the first steps to a better world

I agree with all of this but I'm unsure about crypto, I wouldn't be surprised if the CIA invented Bitcoin and it's just Them playing 4D chess and they're pushing for digital currency and getting rid of cash
Just stack gold silver bullets food etc
No one regrets buying gold 5 years ago. No one. Plenty of people regret buying certain cryptos five years ago.

Animals are tasty. God is imaginary. Bible is one of the best ancient books. Crypto is a speculative investment. All jobs suck. Having no job sucks even more. Boredom makes people insane. Retirement is usually dull. There's nothing interesting about farm work. Working together with people on a common goal is very satisfying. You should find an inspiring cause and join a company that pursues it.

>>60952939
>Having no job sucks even more.

lol

>Retirement is usually dull

lol

>>60952873
who regrets buying BTC 5 years ago? Its not CIA it was created to combat their system out of the 2008 banking crisis

>>60952988
>who regrets buying BTC 5 years ago

I didn't say Bitcoin

>Its not CIA it was created to combat their system out of the 2008 banking crisis

You have no way to prove this as the inventor is anonymous. It's fully traceable
Bitcoin is not monero.

>>60952779
I'm not going to try convert you but for me I know with 100% certainty that Orthodox Christianity is true. If you are actually curious Look into the Transcendental Argument for God (TAG) if you are agnostic on there being a God. Then if you want to narrow down who is that specific God, I recommend a channel called Inspiring Philosophy who is unfortunately a protestant but he has a great wealth of knowledge especially for your issue about Scriptural inerrency. Then if you want to narrow down which specific Church is correct and actually has the same faith and doctrines as the Apostles I would recommend Jay Dyer. God bless and i hope we break free of the jewish masonic globalist usuary slavery system together

>>60953031
you are correct i cant prove it but i can suggest that it undermines the very fabian socialist system they seek to enforce

>>60951854
what job? every new job posted on indeed gets 1k+ applicants MINIMUM, there's even data out there showing more workers than jobs now

>>60952799
I am poor and retarded. I wont be doing it ffor much longer

>>60953059
>Transcendental Argument for God (TAG)

I think some kind of God has a decent chance of being real but the Transcendental Argument as well as all presuppositional arguments are very bad.

I forgot before on your point of "made in the image of God"
The evidence for evolution (darwinism macro evolution) is overwhelming. https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/40952000/#q40960462 I made a thread about this and how "made in the image of God is a meaningless phrase

Jimbob (a well known jay Dyer type eastern Orthodox apologist) and Inspiring philosophy Disagree HEAVILY on whether or not evolution is true, one believes it is true and jimbob denies it. Inspiring Philosophy believes evolution is compatible with Christianity and jimbob thinks evolution is FALSE, INCOMPATIBLE with Christianity and even says evolution is HERESY.

Jay dyer dodges and loses debates on TAG

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Me7FL0NJFwE

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=S0DxUQt5Le0

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=46UswqaglPM

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gK-rwG392Uc

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LyL7rMfJ7lA

This one ^^^^^ is probably the best long one


Here's a short one about Jay https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rp6s5-Az7HI

>>60953247
im really surprised you know these people and arent Christian lol and linked all this so quickly. I dont agree with you on Jay, every single debate i've watched of his I watch he's won with better far better philosophy and has answers to arguments against presups, (hes just a bit of a dick who rushes to kick and block people that irritate him especially smaller channels trying to get clips of "jay dyer pwnd and ragequits") but also I dont think im gonna be the one to change your mind so carry on soldier and i'll pray you. and Im not surpised JimBob thinks IP is a heretic, everyone whos not orthodox is a heretic. I dont think just believing in evolution, in and of itself, is heresy though but i dont beleive in the mainstream (macro) evolution narrative either

>>60952066
because they're emotional vampires who thrive on interpersonal conflict and constant pecking order reinforcement. they have no identity outside of group identity. they're not human stop expecting them to be any better.

>>60951958
>>60952082
>>60952131

>>60953694
I've spent lots of time investigating this because I believe it's important
TAG is great on people who don't know philosophy

>>60953729
pretty sure that little faggot won't sleep that night thinking of what he did, and the next morning he'll head up to the zoo, search for mr Elephant and tell it "look man, I'm sorry" but the elepphant will tell the boy "I cannot forgive you" "why not?" will ask the little faggot and then the elephant will tell him that yesterday's boy with all his faults is already gone and that a new, a more humble boy is standing in front of him

>>60952118
though the point being made is a larger one. it's about maximum extraction but not only of atomized time but also attention, spirit, thoughtcrime, it never ends which is why one feels defeatist after returning home and finding nothing left to live for oneself. then again, work is now widely acknowledged as meaningless - it neither reflects real production, nor keeps pace with inflation, nor does anything but leverage debt to grow indefinitely; the usa economy is a ponzi whose remaining aloft depends on thermal winds generated by a burnt offering of the foundation no longer physically solid but existing as a hot gas of sorrow and mRNA.

>>60951839 (OP)
plenty of options for you outside of the office

Is it like picrel?

>>60953889
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcztDZ13TLI

>>60954021
Never seen it before

>>60951867
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dbBQyIGT_4

>>60951839 (OP)
What do you even do in an office.

I'm also exhausted. Stress through the roof all the time. Every day I wake up dreading the nerve wracking shit that is inevitably going to happen. I dislike complaining because there is much, much worse in life; but still, it feels very disheartening.

>>60951867
>If my BTC and ETH continue to go up at least 10% a year, I'll never have to work again for the rest of my life.
you're delusional to say this. But hey, you're living a better life than me right now. Enjoy, don't wind up robbed and broke in a turd world country now!

>>60951839 (OP)
This was a non-issue at my work until they hired a woman. At least everyone in the office hates her.

>>60954632
Sequel to the Office

>>60955037
Are you serious? You can't imagine BTC growing to $2 million in 30 years? I'm not Michael Saylor predicting $21 million in 21 years.

>>60951839 (OP)
nice filename and blog post
>>/lgbt/ is that way

>>60951839 (OP)
aww, boohoo

>>60951839 (OP)
i can tell your a high estrogen crazed leftist sexual deviant. the little testosterone you have left in your tiny balls are insufficient to be succesfull like your nonexistent trading account. You are never gonna make it and that's a reassuring comfort to the rest of society. you will cope then you will seeth not long before you shout your existential dread into the void. end this meaningless suffering OP , you will be better off and the world can heal once more. Yes OP i genuinely want you to kill yourself but not for my satisfaction rather as a coup de grace. I am of noble blood i no longer want to see a creature like you suffer anylonger. do what's right , shoot yourself this very night. good luck OP , be brave for once in this life

>>60952733
I love it when I see religion and crypto in the same post. It's two things that absolutely trigger /biz/ autists.

>>60956046
Why are you replying to broke, envious retards?

Kek i will never got antisocial people like OP. You are nothing special so why do you hate other people? You are not better than them. Or is the real reason that you hate yourself and thus can’t stand seeing those same qualities in other people?

>>60951867
I'm in Pattaya right now and this country fucked me up good.
I wake up. Go to the gym, pool. Eat something healthy. Play videogames. Later I order (yes, fucking order like Uber eats) a girl to my room because you know, 25,000 prostitutes here. I use the 20 to 29yo and less than 45kg filter and fucking destroy them (yes, bought cialis so I'm always 100% ready)
How the fuck am I going to go back to the rear race next month?
How the fuck am I going to date 35yo roasties of my age in my country?
This is a fucking dream.