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Anonymous (ID: dK09p+kQ) No.61142897 >>61142918 >>61142921 >>61142927 >>61142996 >>61143037 >>61143045 >>61143054 >>61143135 >>61143240 >>61143284 >>61143439 >>61143441 >>61143474 >>61143500 >>61143601 >>61143848 >>61143857 >>61143984 >>61144005 >>61144107 >>61144262 >>61144368 >>61144863 >>61144898 >>61145130 >>61145623 >>61145629 >>61145636 >>61145695 >>61145962 >>61145984 >>61146344 >>61146765 >>61146829 >>61146835 >>61146893 >>61147028 >>61147082 >>61147667 >>61147679 >>61148662 >>61150647 >>61150656 >>61150750 >>61150794 >>61152306 >>61154533 >>61154638 >>61154652 >>61155050
How's your mental health /biz/?
Anonymous (ID: Uealnxlt) No.61142902 >>61145284
Not good
Anonymous (ID: hztzP6B2) No.61142905 >>61143005
i'm a third world country brokie fag, guess how i feel
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61142918 >>61143130
>>61142897 (OP)
It has been the same since birth. Psycho.
Not my fault.
Yet can't change it.
I'm your psycho though, and I'll take a Scotch.
Anonymous (ID: iZxesyrD) No.61142921 >>61143061 >>61143130
>>61142897 (OP)
it doesn't matter if my port is -20% or +20% i feel like shit anyway
>inb4 get fit bro
>inb4 just socialize bro
fuck you i've done it
Anonymous (ID: jBIsAnPp) No.61142927
>>61142897 (OP)
>How's your mental health /biz/?
Angry. Not because of the market but because of this fucking female at work.
Anonymous (ID: uhpnuUAv) No.61142931 >>61142937 >>61143503 >>61146234
Lost my 6 figure wfh job this week. Honestly I feel better than I thought I would. It was nice but now I feel like I actually have a moment to figure out what I want to do in this life instead of just go with the flow in some career I stumbled into many years ago.
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61142934 >>61146844
Planting seeds for a nifty little tech startup that I'm hoping will yield significant returns.
Doubts about how good it is, or my ability to pull it off keep creeping in.
Anonymous (ID: Uealnxlt) No.61142937
>>61142931
Cope
Anonymous (ID: DLpvN9Vi) No.61142996
>>61142897 (OP)
Rope
Anonymous (ID: 8zN6/F44) No.61143005 >>61143053 >>61154848
>>61142905
brown
Anonymous (ID: a9zR1AVw) No.61143037 >>61143130 >>61146234
>>61142897 (OP)
Antidepressants don't let me feel anything. Almost kms a year ago, but a sport bet that made a 3x on my portfolio saved my life. Now, I'm just hoping for the altseason to come, and have enough money to fake my death and live in the woods for the rest of my life (at least until the great reset happens).
Anonymous (ID: vnP911oM) No.61143045
>>61142897 (OP)
Absolutely unstable at the moment. Sometimes im happy as hell if the line goes up just a little bit, and when it goes down im battling a literal ulcer
Anonymous (ID: vnP911oM) No.61143053
>>61143005
Absolutely fuckin kek'd at this
Anonymous (ID: 1yJECkbt) No.61143054 >>61143272
>>61142897 (OP)
THANK YOU MR PRESIDENT
Anonymous (ID: ycabvmFM) No.61143061 >>61143130
>>61142921
take psychedelics bro
disrupt those depressing thought patterns
Anonymous (ID: 1UHksnN7) No.61143067
Mostly just want a nice gf again
I like to cook and bake a lot but I'd much rather share it with someone I love
Money is nice but love is better.
Anonymous (ID: GKru4E2y) No.61143130 >>61143156 >>61146889
>>61142918
>52
>>61142921
>>61143037
>>61143061
Bros try Buddhism seeing awareness no self over mind body and ego (I am, I hate, I like etc) it took years but I'm so happy even when things turn to shit like that constant awareness over mind and emotions that never fades , it's like a light bliss behind all emotions that just feels incredible. When mind says "I need this I want that" you return to that space behind.. it takes practice but it's like a drug high that never fades and I recommend all to at least learn 4 truths and practice even half hour daily
Anonymous (ID: J3Rt/Klt) No.61143135
>>61142897 (OP)
I have been on SSRIs for 20+ years. Think its been over for me for a while.
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61143156
>>61143130
kek
Anonymous (ID: PxEDWHaW) No.61143240
>>61142897 (OP)
It's shit, but I need to endure this until I'm able to get the fuck out of this place and have enough money to do whatever the fuck I want with my life
Anonymous (ID: fxlljmkk) No.61143272
>>61143054
jajajaja joly chit mang
Anonymous (ID: lux24Ocv) No.61143284 >>61146234
>>61142897 (OP)
$0 nw, ready to kill myself but im too much of a fat fucking retard coward and I don't want to make my Mom cry. But I really, really want to kill myself
Anonymous (ID: KKc4Y5mT) No.61143373
Anonymous (ID: HxawKNgQ) No.61143439
>>61142897 (OP)
Not great to be honest
Anonymous (ID: cuRBIuwC) No.61143441
>>61142897 (OP)
i lost 2.5k over the last week. my overall port is fine but that was all the "fun" money I have
Anonymous (ID: NZUoJmmZ) No.61143474 >>61143510
>>61142897 (OP)
Gin please. And honestly, it's ok. I mean, am I stressed? Yes, often very much. But I wouldn't say that I have daily persistent feelings of despair anymore. Certainly there are days where I am demoralized by the state of things, I have personal ongoing family issues that cause me daily grief, I've lost a lot of money essentially gambling and I wish my life looked different from what it is currently. But the fact of the matter is I'm still a very lucky person. I have a cozy home and no landlord, clothes, food, finished my masters degree on a scholarship last year and now I'm applying to law school. I'm hoping that I can find a decent paying job soon and invest more aggressively but also wisely as opposed to some of the moves I've made in the past few years. All I'm saying is that it could be worse and rather than hyper focusing on the bad I am balancing it out with the things I do having going for me because I've seen how some people truly suffer and I have it fucking good at the end of the day.
Anonymous (ID: RLyB/EEc) No.61143500 >>61143519 >>61143523 >>61143548
>>61142897 (OP)
Lost so much in the past year. Crypto was a big part of that loss, went from mid 5 figs which was a huge amount of money to me, to nearly broke in a couple months at the start of the year and haven't made back any of it. But I tried, and am waiting to see if the next few months bring about some sort of final parabolic run. I was very tired and down for a long time but now I feel more humbled and accepted that life just kicks you in the nuts sometimes to make you stronger
Anonymous (ID: KKc4Y5mT) No.61143503
>>61142931
>losing job at the beginning of recession
Damn that's brutal, unless you've got enough money tucked away to weather 12-24 months of unemployment
Anonymous (ID: Ph1pfHfx) No.61143510 >>61143530 >>61143539
>>61143474
You have to go into your comparative advantages. This is is to only way to survive nowadays.
I'm not talking about getting rich. I am talking about decent survival
Anonymous (ID: Ph1pfHfx) No.61143519
>>61143500
You will get mauled. Meat for the meatgrinder
Anonymous (ID: NZUoJmmZ) No.61143523
>>61143500
Fuck man, relatable. I'm trying to recover with shares and LEAP calls on CMPS, ATAI and I plan to open up a position of BYND 2028 LEAP calls ($1 strike price).
Anonymous (ID: NZUoJmmZ) No.61143530
>>61143510
agree very much
Anonymous (ID: NZUoJmmZ) No.61143539
>>61143510
also look at ACRV, a lot of upside potential
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61143548 >>61143842
>>61143500
Checked and you might be wrong here friend. Nobody I know here ever lost. (Which can be achieved by holding anyway)
Anonymous (ID: HTj/k7xy) No.61143601
>>61142897 (OP)
Not good enough. When do we get blood on the streets?
Anonymous (ID: uQjHGxHC) No.61143734 >>61143778 >>61143865
I think I have ADHD. Does Adderall help? What are the chances my shrink will try to get me on antidepressants? I dont want those I want to be treated with Adderall.
Anonymous (ID: jBIsAnPp) No.61143778 >>61143793
>>61143734
>Does Adderall help?
Do like the rest of us and become an alcoholic
Anonymous (ID: uQjHGxHC) No.61143793 >>61143804
>>61143778
I fell off the wagon last week for the first time in years, blacked out and woke up in my garage all fucked up covered in my own piss and vomit I am not going back to that as a regular occurrence.
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61143804 >>61143856
>>61143793
Why do you think you have adhd?
Anonymous (ID: RLyB/EEc) No.61143842 >>61143851 >>61143912 >>61143956 >>61144056 >>61147659 >>61150783
>>61143548
The healthy human mind doesn't wake up in the morning thinking this is it's last day on Earth. But I think that's a luxury, not a curse. To know you're close to the end is a kind of freedom. Good time to take... inventory. Outgunned. Outnumbered. Out of our minds. On a suicide mission. But the sands and rocks here stained with thousands of years of warfare... they will remember us. For this. Because out of all our vast array of nightmares, this is the one we choose for ourselves. We go forward like a breath exhaled from the Earth. With vigor in our hearts and one goal in sight: We. Will.
Anonymous (ID: l/052RGS) No.61143848
>>61142897 (OP)
I'm rich from corn and I'm still miserable.
I keep burning bridges everytime someone disrespects me and I think it's justified, but I also think it has to do with how I carry myself.

I attract the worst people and tolerate a lot of shit until I blow up.
Drinking alone right now feels meh.
Anonymous (ID: Ayiv0/kU) No.61143851
>>61143842
cope
Anonymous (ID: uQjHGxHC) No.61143856
>>61143804
I fit a lot of the symptoms. Went to docs for poor sleep. Physiologically sound, after discussion doc said he suspects ADHD and to get it checked out.
Anonymous (ID: 3uYXzbdO) No.61143857 >>61143868 >>61143947 >>61146234
>>61142897 (OP)
I never had gf yet and I am 32, I have no life and live with parents. I have 520k in crypto markets and 400k in bank and that’s all I have going for me…..

I am just lost, completely lost, like what’s the point of even anything when you are lonely and have no life. Like what’s the point good does buying a house or whatever even do for me…. At end of the day I need at least 5 million to not be a virgin anymore. It’s insane just how bad of a position I am in in regards to loneliness and being stuck as an outcast. It’s much worse now then when I was a teen because now with social media everyone knows you are a loner outcast if you don’t have it so I am fucked before I can even try
Anonymous (ID: SnakPi+3) No.61143865 >>61143904
>>61143734
Try modafinil before you commit to frying your brain with amphetamines. It helps in the short term but the cognitive damage compounds over time
Anonymous (ID: uQjHGxHC) No.61143868
>>61143857
Start playing golf. I'm not even kidding. Courses for fun and networking, and normie places like Topgolf to meet girls. You have the money. If consistent income is a worry you have enough to play in the income fund etf casino too.
Anonymous (ID: l/052RGS) No.61143892
I feel like Jimmy
Anonymous (ID: uQjHGxHC) No.61143904 >>61143967
>>61143865
That is my main concern. I know a handful of people with diagnosed adulthood ADHD that said Adderall did wonders for them but all were within their first year of use. I feel like I've been operating with flat tires my entire life.
Anonymous (ID: Ph1pfHfx) No.61143912
>>61143842
Get a load of this retard
Anonymous (ID: l/052RGS) No.61143947
>>61143857
I'd spend some money to enjoy yourself and don't ever mention what you have.

A girl nearly got me killed 5 years ago setting me up to be robbed.
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61143956
>>61143842
The hwealthy human mind knows that it's over. Nothing ever happens.. But it's over.
Now lay in wait for Islam and Cistfags coming out of the woodworks? i am tired of it. Fuck off, bow, or both
Anonymous (ID: KKc4Y5mT) No.61143967 >>61143974 >>61146945
>>61143904
The negative effects from the compounding damage only begins to appear after like 10 years of use. Risk of psychosis and other serious side-effects skyrockets. And by then your brain has already been fried to the point where quitting requires a cocktail of drugs for the rest of your life just to function properly.

There's a reason so many developed Asian countries like Japan, Singapore, China, South Korea, etc have made amphetamines illegal, even with prescriptions, and they crack down HARD on anyone who's caught with it
Anonymous (ID: uQjHGxHC) No.61143974 >>61143998 >>61144016
>>61143967
Good point. I don't plan to live well for a decade just to fuck up the other half of my life.
Anonymous (ID: wQstk9by) No.61143984 >>61146234
>>61142897 (OP)
I want to kill myself.
Anonymous (ID: KKc4Y5mT) No.61143998 >>61144016
>>61143974
If you really believe you have ADHD then talk to your doctor about trying modafinil. Studies have shown it to be about as effective as ritalin, but without any of the negative sides
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144005
>>61142897 (OP)
How is your mental health, bartender
Anonymous (ID: KKc4Y5mT) No.61144016
>>61143974
>>61143998
Also get your T levels checked. About 20% of men between ages 18-35 have low T, and a lot of men confuse low T symptoms with having ADD
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144056
>>61143842
Yes.
Anonymous (ID: 1eGVpm0/) No.61144107 >>61144203 >>61146234
>>61142897 (OP)
>mom has cancer
>girl i love married somebody else
>broke
>shit job
>made no gains on crypto
I'm feeling suicidal
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144203 >>61144241
>>61144107
I trump you. Born suicudal and sycho. No feelings. Mm an d Dad died. I have only myself and you all to torture. Now trump me
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61144241 >>61144253
>>61144203
Schizophrenic.
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144253 >>61144257
>>61144241
Unfortunately it is just realistic. I imagine this shingle is all you really have, That is me.
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61144257 >>61144573
>>61144253
No, I'm schizophrenic. You've been trumped. Schizophrenia is much worse than psychopathy.
Anonymous (ID: nmdZJIXS) No.61144262 >>61144294
>>61142897 (OP)
>How's your mental health /biz/?
Anonymous (ID: A10GBiTm) No.61144285 >>61144583 >>61150736 >>61154597
i really want to stop working
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144294
>>61144262
i guess I needed an in. And now
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144311
You are al slaves o Rome. unless cleared otherwise. Get ready for it. I do not care what you are or who you are, or how wrong. You fuck wi with S1A one more time, I will personally make your life a living hell. And that includes RUS chaps that I can have higher stats in 6 weeks free to play you mongoloids
Anonymous (ID: 1ZHkuQis) No.61144368
>>61142897 (OP)
I'm mildly annoyed at the coupling (?) / correlation between SPY, BTC and all crypto.
SPY moves -0.5%, BTC moves -1% at the same time, alts move -2%. SPY moves +0.5%, BTC moves +0.2% etc.
In Q4 2025 crypto is just investing in SPY on leverage, but with extra risks and magnified downside and reduced upside.
It's extremely fucking gay.
Anonymous (ID: KKc4Y5mT) No.61144520
>currently 12% below the 2022 bear market bottom
Anonymous (ID: kJ/3vI1p) No.61144545 >>61145280
Bad. I jerked off 3 times one day and then met this slam pig with huge tits. I couldn't get fully hard and she got annoyed. Few days later she still doesn't wanna meet up again. It's messing with me.
Anonymous (ID: BcNIbb8r) No.61144573
>>61144257
> you have been trumped. I f you wish to live, do not tell me such lies.
Anonymous (ID: LnRyGW6B) No.61144583 >>61150736
>>61144285
Legit me every day
Anonymous (ID: PfmLTGFk) No.61144863 >>61150795
>>61142897 (OP)
In a race between paying off my mortgage and having a mental breakdown. It's neck in neck.
Anonymous (ID: x601LmwQ) No.61144898
>>61142897 (OP)
Take loan from parents i am 26 but I'm a neet and live in india. Put it all into pepe in july at 0.0000141.

But almost fomoed and almost put it all in Vine at 0.14 when it was being shilled here, thankful to the anons who told me that it was going to make me a bag holder for life,
Anonymous (ID: aNvperlX) No.61145130
>>61142897 (OP)
>How's your mental health /biz/?
I'm still griping on about the $400k unrealized gains I could've gotten back in 2021 if only I weren't so greedy. I've been living like an empty shell since early 2022 now.
Anonymous (ID: uI869MhK) No.61145280
>>61144545
Been there, you're better off without the slam pig, find a nice girl.
Anonymous (ID: ZADn7y3p) No.61145284
>>61142902
Please respond
Anonymous (ID: u7jhjMho) No.61145623
>>61142897 (OP)
I am financially a virgin at 36
I don't want to get married, and on the other hard I find it hard to break out of the guilt I was indoctrinated into so I don't chase women and even ignored several that tried to approach me through life (last one to throw hints was a few months ago, last one to actually hit on me was 3 years ago, although my boss claims some waitress was hitting on me as well a month ago).
I'm not even that handsome. I'm 6ft tall, decently in shape, balding but skull shape saves me. I suspect they all smell the money on me.
I am very close to giving in and finally getting my dick wet.
Anonymous (ID: RLNe37VD) No.61145629 >>61150925
>>61142897 (OP)
for the first time this year I didn't take benzos for over 24hours
Anonymous (ID: Fm5v4hPz) No.61145636
>>61142897 (OP)
I’m the most racist man in town so obviously my mental health is very good.
Anonymous (ID: rW7vp6Jt) No.61145695
>>61142897 (OP)
Very good, is not some number on a screen that makes me goes mad, and in this year I'm down 90% or even more
Anonymous (ID: YLCOKkoU) No.61145962 >>61146320
>>61142897 (OP)
just enough to safely store lock, btc and eth in my asshole
Anonymous (ID: PWRj6Zzy) No.61145984
>>61142897 (OP)
about 3.5 roentgens
Anonymous (ID: u7jhjMho) No.61146234
>>61142931
Welcome back to the office anon
>t. hybrid cuck
>>61143037
Did you try pic related? Depression is literally just chemicals in your brain, nothing more. Yes, shitty life can trigger it, but it is still a little malfunction in your bio-computer that you call a brain.
Pic related is not for treating depression, but it does some sort of a reset to your brain. For me it not only killed old habits, it also changed how I react to things, how much more I appreciate every little thing.
>>61143284
Life is too good of a joke just to miss out on anon. If you aren't a drug addict having a life sentence in jail getting raped by an AIDS ridden inmate, why give up? You can always earn money, and I get the sense that you live with your parent(s?) so why not just live carefree and go on adventures from time to time?
>muh life accomplishments
>muh 0 nw while my peers have families
Again, why do you care? Just ignore it. Go work on a ship. Travel on a bike through your continent. Explore abandoned buildings at night. You want to die anyway, nothing is risky.
(You) too, faggot >>61143984, read the above.
>>61143857
Do you have a job? Having an office job with female coworkers is the best way to train in talking to women. You don't even have to hit on them. The day to day interactions with them are more than enough. If you are lucky enough to have lunch breaks with them then it is even more of a jackpot. Workplaces are not like high school where girls will go out of their way to not talk to the odd ones.
>>61144107
>girl i love married somebody else
The girl you love would be a literal nobody you will never ever meet in your life if your parents raised you in a different state/country. She is one of many thousands of girls that tick every box of your little faggot brain, which is built in a way to obsess and not move on. You will never fully get over her. You will cum to the thought of her from time to time. But you will learn to live with it.
Anonymous (ID: C48s/6s4) No.61146320
>>61145962
FFS. I mean just... FFS.
Anonymous (ID: 5TjB9KRv) No.61146344
>>61142897 (OP)
My wife is pissed off at me because I snapped at her for making stupid baby voices to our dog for 5 minutes straight.
Anonymous (ID: 1cmtPAzK) No.61146347
Pretty shit and it seems to be getting worse.
Anonymous (ID: vhLsOsqz) No.61146765
>>61142897 (OP)
I want to pull my hair out until I go bald
Of all the memecoins, only my npc survived, I was supposed to make it this time, or at least pay off my student loans ffs
Anonymous (ID: 4sNsxX5T) No.61146829
>>61142897 (OP)
Loaded up as much as i can. Going outside for a week of beans and rice until next payday.
Anonymous (ID: ARGOOwUX) No.61146835
>>61142897 (OP)
its dire
Anonymous (ID: T8XRwnpG) No.61146844 >>61154459
>>61142934
fuck the doubts
doubts are like women
they're retarded and incompetant and exist to be fucked unconscious
Anonymous (ID: /VfaCjPA) No.61146889
>>61143130
blud got stuck in permanent cope mode
Anonymous (ID: bWjXEJFN) No.61146893
>>61142897 (OP)
My mental health is fine but ngl I have been more financially nervous in the last week than I have been since 2022. This crab market has clearly been the longest and therefore most grueling in crypto history and it is wearing me thin. I have mid 6 figures, four fifths of it in alts so the volatility has been something. I'm reminded of when I first came to /biz/ in 2019 and anons talking about roping from the snib snab price action and I can't help but feel like they were all pussies, at least the ones who actually sold. The ones who held made it, which is what keeps me going, plus being aware of the macro situation. The more time that passes, the more I accumulate, but fuck I'd really like to retire desu.
Anonymous (ID: iihvS8xI) No.61146945 >>61147085 >>61148607
>>61143967
>giving someone who has suffered extreme bloodloss an emergency blood transfusion he has to repeat every day is somehow "damaging"
>even though the natural state of the human body is having more than 1 liter of blood
Thanks for the hot insight, retard.
Anonymous (ID: V6u8qGZ0) No.61147028
>>61142897 (OP)
Grow up humanity

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLosV7-J3OWsDsZO-SnzWhE3XOL1wLTIvD&si=KdQ3F2cox56_JyGF
Anonymous (ID: Zmky5Kxw) No.61147082
>>61142897 (OP)
Mediocre. I've been stressed the last few months trying to find a new job. After about 7 rounds I finally got one and should be starting in January. I can't manage to feel excited about it even though it's a big pay bump and a better job, mainly because it requires moving country. Every time I walk around the city now I feel sad because I know I'll leave it behind soon. I think it's because it reminds me of the passage of time and how fleeting life is. Another chapter of my life is over and I'm not sure if what follows will be better or worse... I hope I don't look back with regret when I'm older.
Anonymous (ID: /Xw9Bni6) No.61147085
>>61146945
>giving someone who has suffered extreme head trauma an emergency cyanide transfusion he has to repeat every day is somehow "damaging"
>even though the natural state of the human body is to not have extreme head trauma
See how retarded you sound?
Thanks for the hot insight, retard.
Anonymous (ID: e00tVTfZ) No.61147659
>>61143842
gptslop
Anonymous (ID: WW+Tcqoy) No.61147667
>>61142897 (OP)
Not good. Debt collector pisses me off.
s (ID: MMrGxFsM) No.61147679
>>61142897 (OP)
I'm coping, but if I'm being entirely honest; sometimes I seethe.
Anonymous (ID: 5sjnrkG5) No.61147775
I'm in a very bizarre place where for the first time I'm not a complete poorfag (yuropean) but the only way I can move up from here is to abandon everything I know including my country, family, friends. In terms of effort it's a jump from 0 to 10. There's of course "le entrepreneurship" but that's a pipe dream since I'm half retarded.
Anonymous (ID: Y7D4/mzF) No.61148607
>>61146945
Did you just compare strong mental drugs to blood? Just passing through this thread.
Anonymous (ID: XM2XcUnI) No.61148662
>>61142897 (OP)
Crypto has ruined my life
I wish I didn’t learn anything about it
I wish I was a normie
Anonymous (ID: iFtDC9w4) No.61150647
>>61142897 (OP)
Going back to school because I'm literally unemployable and have no money. I sold 70% to reset all of my debt to $0 and now I have to start over.
Anonymous (ID: RE8hjeKo) No.61150656
>>61142897 (OP)
Well, it's actually been a pretty rough these days
Anonymous (ID: NSESdDl+) No.61150736
>>61144285
>>61144583
on one hand, i actually do think my job is pretty cool

on the other hand, i really really want to goon to f-list ERP all day and order door dash like i did when i was pseudo-NEET (in college doing the bare minimum)
Anonymous (ID: Wj4lGyH0) No.61150750
>>61142897 (OP)
It's been down only since covid
Anonymous (ID: /ifEw/tb) No.61150783
>>61143842
I get the reference.
Anonymous (ID: 8Ial1XBW) No.61150794
>>61142897 (OP)
its in the shitter currently and not even due to money. i'm well off financially and physically but my mental is gone. im worried that im at a point of no return and have permanently damaged myself. this board hasn't helped.
Anonymous (ID: 8Ial1XBW) No.61150795 >>61155688
>>61144863
why did you fall for the buy a hope meme anon? i still haven't heard a single good argument anywhere on why people should be buying homes with leverage.
Anonymous (ID: UHkSVaE4) No.61150925
>>61145629
Congrats anon
Anonymous (ID: CPkfe/ab) No.61152306
>>61142897 (OP)
fine i guess. been out of a job since june but i dont really need to work since i have savings and my portfolio keeps pumping. might pick up some defence stocks next week. watching vtubers to stay sane and trying to quit drinking. last gf was 4 years ago and id like another one but the girls i mix with never go outside, last one was an outgoing tomboy that wanted to be more feminine at home. i just want everyone to get their wars over with already.
Anonymous (ID: +rXYyNPs) No.61152331
i ignore the entire concept
Anonymous (ID: VbQkU8eo) No.61153982
I'm going to fucking
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61154459
>>61146844
Thanks.
I only really need to put like $5k on the line which is a lot cheaper than I was expecting.
Anonymous (ID: nmdZJIXS) No.61154533
>>61142897 (OP)
can i have 3 stellas?
Anonymous (ID: 0Om4+kFW) No.61154597
>>61144285
100% this. Well, not stop working, but stop working at my job. Got some hobbies/projects I I'd love to dedicate 40+ hours of effort to per week if I didnt have my wagie job in the way.
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61154628 >>61154663
I’m having paranoid mania again and it’s not looking good.
Anonymous (ID: UlktuImi) No.61154638
>>61142897 (OP)
On the surface? Some would say questionably good.
Deep down? Well, I ain't perfect. Sometimes I need a moment to cooldown, where as an efficient system can cool while still going.
Anonymous (ID: 0eiqK6cv) No.61154652
>>61142897 (OP)
I'm coping, more on some days than others
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61154663 >>61154676
>>61154628
Plz help
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61154676 >>61154685
>>61154663
Take Abilify.
I'm on the 300mg monthly injection. The side effects kinda suck but I can negate most of them with a robust focus and energy nootropic stack.
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61154685 >>61154711
>>61154676
I tried that but fucked me up. I do heavy risperdal now but it’s not touching it. I feel myself losing weight fast and I can’t sleep
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61154711 >>61154725
>>61154685
Should probably get some Olanzapine for the insomnia. I start to lose it too if I don't get any sleep.
I'm actually now more effective with the nootropic stack despite the Abilify than I was without any of it.
Maybe give paliperidone a go, I was considering it because I've found I compulsively masturbate on the Abilify. It used to really zombify me, but on the lowest doses it was manageable, though I don't know how it goes for the psychosis because I was a daily pot smoker last time I was on it too.
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61154725 >>61154737 >>61154743
>>61154711
Yeah I haven’t tried zyprexa. I am afraid to get fat and gyno but I don’t think that matters now. I have been sober a long time through AA and it’s the best thing around for $2.
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61154737 >>61154749
>>61154725
Truth. I've been sober for a while myself. I managed to go 1.5 years without a psych ward admission and I started my sobriety after six months. Couldn't stay out more than six months when I was still using.
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61154743 >>61154800
>>61154725
Hope you get better, man. If you start binge-eating, get on the Wegovy or Mounjaro. I had difficulties with it with the Abilify, stacked on heaps of weight but the Mounjaro has really curbed that.
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61154749 >>61154770
>>61154737
It’s been 7 years since the ward for me, and I have been sober 14 years. But my last trip to the ward started a lot like this. I think there was divine intervention that I didn’t relapse the last time when I was out of my mind
Anonymous (ID: uoVitlsM) No.61154770 >>61154800
>>61154749
That you can recognise that you're potentially going down that path is incredibly powerful and a good sign.
Good luck.
Anonymous (ID: rdlRVLnk) No.61154800
>>61154770
>>61154743
Thank yall.
Anonymous (ID: l29h+ZqN) No.61154822 >>61155063
ever since I became a HIMS subscriber, my mental health and wellbeing has skyrocketed. Being a HIMS subscriber really turned my life around.
Anonymous (ID: BEckbicb) No.61154833
I’m so fucking broken and I feel like such a burden on everyone else around me. I think my friends and family low key hate me for being so depressed all the time. I can’t even get out of bed some days I’m just so numb with grief. I mostly just keep to myself these days. Does that answer your question?
Anonymous (ID: P9QWUBZ7) No.61154848
>>61143005
Thank you for reminding the Jeet that his place is below the dumb cows that they worship
Anonymous (ID: KFY59ru8) No.61155040
Fine. Sold some btc to get out of a financial hole, I spent 25k in two months, alll on worthy things (books, tech, militaria) but it's fine because I have 0 expenses other than food and I'll make it back in 5 months
Anonymous (ID: bD4TsxTi) No.61155050
>>61142897 (OP)
My mental health is a direct derivation of the 24h change in percentage of the bitcoin price.
Anonymous (ID: EupHoMjV) No.61155063
>>61154822
HIMS is a TERRIBLE buy and hold but a fantastic swing trade. Bounces off $40 support and $60 resistance like clockwork
Anonymous (ID: PfmLTGFk) No.61155688
>>61150795
I have no education and no idea if I'll have a job in 5 years. At this pace I'll have a paid off home at 34 (32 now), then I can relax.