>>3992749
>>3992751
Both of you are victims and did not deserve what happened to you, especially at that age. The brain has a powerful way of subverting or reinventing trauma since we were not meant to handle such pain, thus, victims of such abuse believe "they deserved it," or "they actually liked it." If you've ever wondered why a battered woman stays with her abusive, drunk husband despite knowing what he does to her is wrong, this is why. I say this as someone who is also a victim of childhood sexual trauma from a family member. Both of you were violated by people who dehumanized you and took full advantage of your age and your lack of power in that situation. The anons who post abuse and rape fantasies are only contributing to the same harm you guys experienced as children. Yes, the images and fantasies may be fictional - but the intention is very real and should be viewed as harmful, even if it's only the "lust of the eyes" so to speak. I understand why you guys developed a shota fetish, it makes sense. But after listening to several sexual health experts, buried deep within that fetish, all the porn and eroticism, is something very beautiful and wholesome. It took me YEARS to find and to heal, but I promise it's so much better than being alone in filth.
