>>149486058You are more attracted to the image of feminity than to females themselves.
It's a direct result of spending more time with flat pictures on a screen than with real women since you never had a gf.
Your brain is turning crazy to find ways to make you enter in contact with females so its reproductive mission can be achieved.
If you continue on this path soon you will be attracted to the thought of yourself as a woman and you will become your own girlfriend.
You will have a gf that always agree with you, never contradicts you, wears what you want, tell what you want, do what you want, come when you want and leave when you want...the gf of your dreams, but you will die alone.
Go outside and seek for a woman, even an ugly one, before it's too late.