>>149520182 (OP)How is it that I find twinks more attractive than young women but I find older women more attractive than older men? It's frustrating because I want and can fuck twinks but I also want a long term relationship which I know twinks can't provide while a woman can. It's fucked. Throw in me wanting to be a christian and pursue ministry stuff when I am out of my 20s and it's a frustrating catch 22