>>150959489
worse, you could see yourself becoming a woman like naomi and spiral because in 40 years your future children wont be able to tell each other "I love you" because you ruined it for them by being too assertive and needy as a mother. and all they'll have to say at your birthday is that "wow she was so much nicer to everyone but us" because you wanted them to be great so you ended up being an asshole to them, and all they can remember of you after you die is how they could never be good enough for you and how you made a scene every chance you got.
god I'm sick why do I wanna have kids so badly.