>>76258433The attention whoring with the pictures isn't helping, that's for sure.
Girl, if you're reading this please stop, for your own sake. You shouldn't be seeking attention like this, especially not 4chan of all places. You've made a great transformation for your body and gotten in great shape. Now you need to focus on getting healthy mentally and learn to truly accept yourself and believe in your own value. Maybe you can do that by helping other women get fit or stop self-harming. It doesn't have to be over for you like some other anon said, but it will be if you continue this course of behavior. Go outside someplace quiet, and take time to self-reflect.