Thread 76281446

why would something like this happen, thought being fit was supposed to help you with your mental health

race mixing is not good

>>76281446 (OP)
being a roider is bad for your mental health. If you already have anger issues before you shouldn’t do it as you are way more likely to hurt others and yourself

>>76281446 (OP)
>>76281454
This bitch was married?

Her OF stuff was reposted all over muscle girl R*dd*t. She banged dudes, women, and trannies, and was getting progressively bigger.You could tell she was juiced out of her mind. Hubby + the "coach" clearly created a monster and couldn't handle it.

>For the past 20 weeks, Amy has been training for a bodybuilding competition and has been on a heavy steroid cycle. Her Coach has her taking many steroids including trenbolone(no female should ever take trenbolone) and I told him not to give this to her as it will make her very crazy. And it did. The last weeks she has become even more aggressive and mentally abusive, even smashing a door in our apartment. This is with me, she is a completely different and nice person to everyone else. So how did we get here…4 years ago we got back together after a bad breakup which was all my fault. One of her conditions of getting back together was that she wanted control over all our finances, I gave in and transferred ALL my money to her, 2.7 million dollars of crypto. She is obviously very successful, earning 1 million dollars a year from fan pages. I told her she didn’t need to do the fan pages because we have money, but she loved the attention. During the last 4 years I was not allowed to have access to our money and had to ask her permission for anything I purchased. She has used this as a control over me. She has used heavy steroids for the last 4 years and I believe this with lots of money, attention, and lots of fan page fame has changed her into a controlling aggressive person towards me. She has now asked for a divorce and told me that under Colombian Law(we were married in Colombia), that she keeps everything including my money, because everything is in her name.

Sounds like two narcissists in a toxic relationship. Reminds me of that Eddie Murphy joke about divorce. Pic related is recent, that cadaver is gonna be contest ready.

>>76281451
>race mixing is not good
Chud.

>>76281635
*she's

>>76281446 (OP)
>hammered to death
>actually used a hammer
kin 'ell

>>76281446 (OP)
Stop: HAMMER TIME!

>>76281668
occasionally news articles will describe someone as “hacked to death” and I always think it involves a computer for a sec before realizing it probably involved a machete

>>76281697
>occasionally news articles will describe someone as “hacked to death” and I always think it involves a computer for a sec before realizing it probably involved a machete
https://youtu.be/pFS4zYWxzNA?t=59

>>76281635
>One of her conditions of getting back together was that she wanted control over all our finances, I gave in and transferred ALL my money to her, 2.7 million dollars of crypto.
>During the last 4 years I was not allowed to have access to our money and had to ask her permission for anything I purchased
>She has now asked for a divorce and told me that under Colombian Law(we were married in Colombia), that she keeps everything including my money, because everything is in her name.

There's a lesson in there, I think. "You can take a man for all he is worth but he might eventually snap and bludgeon you to death with a hammer"

>>76281446 (OP)
Androgens make you more depressed and suicidal.

>>76281810
>There's a lesson in there, I think. "You can take a man for all he is worth but he might eventually snap and bludgeon you to death with a hammer"

Clearly being her husband was a bad deal. Speaking as a muscle fetishist myself, if you're going to fuck a woman like that, the best case scenario is helping them blow off steam on the side or being the OF twink.

Before all the OnlyFans money, that guy was bankrolling her. Buying the drugs and the food. He created her in a way. And ultimately, it killed both of them. She's never yours, it's just your turn.

She-hulk Vs Thor
Mjolnir finished the beast

>>76281697
Esl nigger

>>76281911
LMAOO
This can't be the same person right?

>>76281860
She is disgusting no wonder her hammered to her death, the coach is like frankenstein and she is his monster.

Tren makes you super aggressive and prone to violent rage. It literally turns you into a nigger. The divorce bombshell didn't go down well.

>>76281635
kek

>>76282053
I fapped to her quite a bit but you can tell she was probably nuts.

There's a term shrinks use for domestic violence/abusive relationships when both parties are involved--"bidirectional". You think someone like this never hit the dude back or yelled at him? A woman suddenly given the test levels of a supraphysiological man without the years of acclimation that would grant the necessary self control? She was no angel. This was never going to end well.

>>76281446 (OP)
>being fit was supposed to help you with your mental health
What?
Why would you think that? If anything it's the opposite.

>>76281940
it isnt. shes from colombia, not some american kid studying biology.

>>76281446 (OP)
You're a rube it you think they're fit. They're abominations

>>76282094
>Why would you think that? If anything it's the opposite.
People compliment me on my physique all the time and I still feel like a fat fuck. I'm natty but thinking about TRT in the next few years. Hope it doesn't get any worse. I want to be "enhanced" but not to the point where I lose my mind.

I'm also bisexual and the only way to get the guys I'm into is to basically be one of them, physically speaking.

>>76282094
It does when you do fitness that's actually fun, and exercise for the sake of health/entertainment. If you get into bodybuilding it's over. There's a reason why the unofficial motto for bodybuilders is 'die young and leave a beautiful corpse'.

>>76282109
Assuming real, why lie about being natty just to say you're considering trt? I don't understand your endgame here. Sounds like the same double speak looney troons do.

>>76281446 (OP)
At least I won't see her on pornsites anymore

>>76282125
>why lie about being natty just to say you're considering trt? I don't understand your endgame here.
I am natty. The pic in the post wasn't me, just someone I thought had a desirable physique.
As I get older I'll need TRT anyway. I see a lot of very obviously roided guys at one of the gyms I go to and I want to look like pic related, but not as big. Just lean and veiny.

More fit straight east asian men southeast asian men need to make more sextapes with female bodybuilders and post it on onlyfans. I'd pay to see it.

>two dead roid troons
wonderful news

There's a LOT of mental illness in this story.

>>76281446 (OP)
all roid trannys are mentally ill desu

>>76281704
>grab machete
>cleave through someone's skull
>hacker voice: I'm in

>>76283443
LMAO

>>76281446 (OP)
>Roid rage

Many such cases.

>>76281446 (OP)
Roidtrannies be like

>>76281451
>>76281635
Fetishizing race is disgusting, also likely racist and sexist.

>>76281454
you have some actual evidence of this or is it something some fat dyel cop told you in your 7th grade DARE class?

>>76281635
>be a violent nigger she-ape
>lets blame her chimpouts on steriods
yeah ok

>>76281446 (OP)
shame her tranny scenes where great.

>>76281827
Its more likely that suicidal/depressed etc people took sterioids as a desperate attempt to change their lives and when it didnt work they an hero'd.
Just like alcoholics who commit suicide. Beer didnt make them kill themselves, they were using it to escape from what ever problems they had but just couldnt take it anymore.

>>76282049
>Tren makes you super aggressive and prone to violent rage
No it doesnt.
You never took tren, I have.
You're just repeating memes you saw to sound cool.
That being said., tren did give me the worst sleep I ever had in my life to the point I was functionally retarded and couldnt even carry on a conversation.
Maybe that causes some people to loose control of their temper, but thats not directly caused by the tren.

>>76284620
No, you need to read all thr studies, it clearly shows a relationship between testosterone and suicide. More testosterone equals more suicide.
For example more men commit suicide than women, and this divergence in rate manifests during puberty in proportion to circulating testosterone level increases during adolescence.

>>76284690
>For example more men commit suicide than women
Men have more pressure, stress and responsibilities than women and are held to higher standards of success, income etc so of course there's going to be more suicide.
You dont a study by some egghead in a lab coat to see this.

>>76284690
con't:
There's also stigma toward men who seek mental health treatment because its considered weak.
Just look at all the "just stop being a pussy" posts here when ever someone brings up mental health.
Meanwhile women are encouraged to get treatment.

>>76282143
But fucking why, though?

>>76284735
>But fucking why, though?
I want to look good, feel happy/healthy, and not be another fat fuck office jockey as I get older. I've also had a general muscle fetish since childhood

>>76284712
Yes 16 year old boys have more pressure. Fact is testosterone is associated with suicide. Suicide attempting males have higher test levels than non suicide attempting males.
You can even see in this study, the optimal test level for the parameters tested is the middle of the range (of course, middle of the range is what we optimally evolved for over millions of years, the further away from the middle in either direction of any type of blood test, the higher likelyhood that something is broken in the body)
With increasing testosterone above the optimal middle causes depression and other things to get worse in naturals.

>>76284903
Sounds like some bullshit made up by feminists or jews to scientifically "prove" that testosterone (masculinity) is bad.
My testosterone has been far above the natty range for years and I have none of those problems on that chart.
Except for some sleep problems but high doses of steriods of any kind are known to cause that.
Also the suicidal graph is practically flat, so I'm not sure what that proves if anything.
Maybe "high T" men are more competitive and therefore under more pressure which affects mental health than "low T" men,

>>76284931
>>76284903
Maybe society just demonizes high T men while also depending on their labor/energy/talent to keep going and the realization of this creates mental anguish/blackpilling and thus more suicides.

>>76284931
Having high T on the edges of the normal bell curve distribution usually means a person can have high SHBG which can indicate health or genetic issues. Or a person might have low sensitivity androgen receptors which causes the body to release excessive testosterone to compensate for lack of androgenic signalling.
Interestingly many many studies have found no correlation between testosterone levels and muscle building ability.
Optimal testosterone for the average person is in the middle of the range, in the meat of the bell curve, this indicates tip top functionality of the body. The further one deviates from this middle in either direction, the higher likelyhood there is a fundamental problem with the person's body functions.

https://youtu.be/1162ouPHH3Q

>>76285039
>Interestingly many many studies have found no correlation between testosterone levels and muscle building ability.
I've been saying that here for a couple years now but everyone refuses to believe it.
All these retards with their testboost testmaxx memes still insist if they get slightly higher natty test they will turn into jacked chads with the superhuman ability of looking a girl in the eye and saying hello

>>76284903
>Yes 16 year old boys have more pressure.
Uh yes, they do. Teenage years are among the highest pressure time for men.
Women only have the problems they create for themselves, society keeps them from most dangers.

>>76284690
>>76281827
So when i get old and need to replace test i'll have to choose between test and getting even more depressive than i am now and will finally killing myself or deteriorating slowly?

>>76282094
being fit, not /fit/ (roided)

>>76285225
You dont even know what TRT is, do you?

>>76281446 (OP)
Hilarious. Such a shame this farce is allowed to masquerade as a sport.

Thats a hammer dawg

>>76285886
>Hilarious. Such a shame this farce is allowed to masquerade as a sport.

It's the only "sport" that rewards you for being a drug addict with an eating disorder. There's a reason competitors have such a short shelf life and why the ones who do it for life are so weird.

It's an autoerotic body modification fetish at best. That said, I like lifting for aesthetics but would never blast enough to be on a stage.

>>76281446 (OP)
What PEDs do women at her level take? Test? Tren Ace? Good Lord.

>spic genetics
This is why every spic man needs to be executed.
Kill every single one, worse than niggers.

>>76287458
Chud.
Brazilian varbies are amazing.

>>76281451
fpbp

>>76281827
Yeah that's why troons have such low suicide rates. None of those pesky androgens.

>>76288239
Those softball perfectly round fake tits are hilarious and not at all attractive. You are mentally ill if you think this looks good.

>>76285039
>>76285121
Yeah, in my own experience having high T on the bell curve by maxxing a bunch of shit didn't do anything for me. It's only until I injected that I started to feel actual recovery boosts and mindset changes.

It wasn't that I couldn't have muscle or facial hair, but that my genetics are just very middling for T response.
I can totally see how elite genetics would be a different ballgame.

>>76281446 (OP)
>thought being fit was supposed to help you with your mental health
Yes, being actually fit. Which has nothing whatsoever to do with this.

>>76284598
>do you have evidence that alcohol causes people to get drunk
lol cope roid fag, the negative mental effects of anabolic steroids are very well studied and documented.

>>76288615
>Those softball perfectly round fake tits are hilarious and not at all attractive.You are mentally ill if you think this looks good.
Call me Mr. Looney Toons

>>76288815
You’re actually a homosexual

>>76288826
>You’re actually a homosexual
Yassssssss queeeeen

>>76288826
Riddle me this, Batman
How can you be a gay man if you like pussy?

>>76288740
Roids havent affected me mentally so none of that is my problem.

lifts to survive hammer?

every time i search for muscle mommies to jack it to she came up but i never did it bc i dont like her proportions and she did too many shoots with trannies

>>76281704
Kek

>>76281911
that is the shittiest interesting fact I've ever heard. Dumb bitch

>>76281446 (OP)
>elite
Why do drug addicts with eating disorders delude themselves this way?

>>76288866
sure thing, roidnigger

>>76288632
>Naturally high t bad
>Injecting for high t good
Is that what you're saying? Why would that be?

they owed me money

>>76289780
NTA, but I he's saying that natty "test boosting" does fuck all and you wont see results until your test level is far above the natty range, not by going from low natty test to higher natty test.

>>76281635
>giving 2.7 million dollars to a nigger just so that she'll take you in

bodybuilders are the weirdest, most insecure, mentally ill, retarded manchildren

>>76290600
yeah because nattys never act like simps

>>76290600
>bodybuilders are the weirdest, most insecure, mentally ill, retarded manchildren

Like you can't just build another varbie for way less, kek

But curb your racism. I love black FBBs
https://www.girlswithmuscle.com/images/full/2532844.mp4

>>76282049
That subhuman was trying to steal his life's fortune. What the fuck does roids have to do with it? She got Colombian justice.

>>76285225
Yes ha ha enjoy your death