>>76287677 (OP)I was at a mexican restaurant with my friend and he goes "holy fuck our waitress is so fucking hot did you see her tits" and I'm just thinking yeah I did, but I'm so far gone that I don't even register women in a sexual manner anymore because I have no chance at getting with any so why even bother. I haven't even jerked off in like two weeks, I have to force myself because I'm scared of losing my ability to get hard