>>76390591 (OP)Yes, get on.
Nothing ever happens. Even if shit breaks out its not going to be big enough to prevent some chinese lab from shipping shit to you if you send them crypto. There will be lots of roiders, trannies, and trtfags who will need hormones so the black market for it would probably expand massively if traditional healthcare systems were strained or collapsed.
Also, another way to get around this is to take hCG or hMG with your TRT, which will keep your balls at least somewhat working. This, plus a stash of PCT drugs for when society shits the bed, could get you started again you needed to.
No, you can't really stop it without fucking yourself up once you've been on for a few years. I tried, and i'm still recovering from the damage having no hormones at all did to me and my body.
>>76390834You can't just taper down. Even a small amount of test will completely shut you down, especially after being on for an extended period of time. Tapering down won't help your balls come back, it'll just make you feel progressively more shit until you stop taking it and your body is finally forced to try to restart your balls.