>>76402452 (OP)
You are not a baddie or "bad bitch". You are a relatively attractive white woman from a decent, upper-middle class family, who has never been told "no", or that she couldn't have something. You go from relationship to relationship sowing chaos, getting elbow deep in other peoples lives, and causing an enormous shitshow, all because your "bestie" told you to do it "for the plot". Any problem that does exist in your life is simply a result of your behavior and reputation catching up to you, simply because you have never had any actual issues in your life and require constant drama (with attention directed at you) in order to get through the day. Everyone is tired of you and your antics, but unfortunately it's not worth bringing up because you will again attempt to make it about yourself and pretend to be a victim. You are not quirky, you are not complex, you are a carbon copy of a hundred thousand women exactly like you. Your streak of neon hair, your sleeve of tats that you pretend has some profound, esoteric meaning, are so similar to any number of your peers that they are forgettable and not worthy of mention. Likewise, your "bestie" and other friends actively sabotage one another to make each other undesirable as long term partners, meaning less time apart from "the girls."
You have never been rebellious. The illusion of success you either have or pursue was crafted explicitly for you by businessmen in board meetings or over rounds of golf in order to bolster revenue. You are acting in a manner that society collectively shrugs over, because we expect it and can spot it a mile away.
