>>76411676I don't know if I can do that... it just feels like I would be betraying him
>>76411679Yeah, yeah that's true, my sister said the same thing. But I wonder if there was something I could've done to keep him alive. He had seizures, but this last one was just super bad, he couldn't come out of it. Putting him down seemed like the best viable option, he was 17 after all, what could a doctor do?? I mean could I have saved him? Did I have to put him to sleep?? Did I do the right thing?
>>76411687>fucking smartEvery day on the dot, this fat fucker would waddle his way around me asking for dinner, to a point where he would just walk back and forth to the kitchen for his meal. His senses wasn't all there, but he always had a mental clock of when to eat
Thank you anons for the consolation. I've been crying myself to sleep since then, and while my sister has been really great at helping me cope, I still just can't believe that my boy is gone. I mean he has his own spot on the couch and my bed. Now its just a bit lonely at the moment since he's not by me no more. Maybe tomorrow I'll try to get a good workout if I wake up early enough