>>76456429>Female bodybuilding is just a contest for mentally ill women that nobody cares about except other mentally ill women.And mentally ill men like me who are drawn to them.
It's honestly a combination of likely mommy issues and a reflection of my own body image problems. Both my parents were fat fucks so a woman who's deeply. obsessively committed to fitness feels "safer" as a partner. The emotion I feel when I see varbies in the wild is so deep and visceral that it's beyond a fetish, beyond anything even sexual. It's an externalized anima, the divine feminine, the goddess, or whatever, and it's an energy you want to draw close to and feel to help you cope with how lame life can be