>>76452475 (OP)
I'm 22 and at this point I've become numb to it. I don't even register it anymore until a week ago I was at the grocery store and my cashier was a girl around my age being all smiley and giggly with me. I came home and it hit me like a tsunami how I'm missing out on the one of the most important human experiences that everybody gets except for me. I'm like a fucking alien trying to blend in with everybody normal.