>>76458849
Correct
I think bodybuilders are a special kind of mentally ill though because I think theres even more to it than standard "I want to be the best"
I think theres gnarly sprinklings of
>I am running away from past trauma
>I will never be good enough
>i have an innate desire to be stronger than everyone else so I can mentally beat up the people that wronged me as a vulnerable young person
>If I am not clearly the strongest person in the room at all times I will have a narcissistic meltdown and believe im the weakest little baby in the world and my ego will be crushed