>>76463461 (OP)Probably fear of being rejected but then I can't really justify the risk of rejection against the supposed benefits of interacting with women in that manner. I can and do use prostitutes who are attractive and I don't have to play games in order to have sex. I'm not afraid of women and can talk to them whenever but I definitely have friendzoned myself on a night out when it was looking like we were going to hook up only for me to then go home and order a prostitute for the same night. Doesn't help that I genuinely don't think men and women even like each other and want different things from each other and don't understand why the other party doesn't want the same thing. I've never felt lonely once in my life.
Also genuinely don't even find the porn of these two erotic at all, I just find it depressing when watching it, it is legit just pure self destructive behaviour, they don't even seem that into it.