Thread 76482172

Drinks on until Sunday night, what will it be, Anon?

Crown apple and salted caramel crown mixed roughly 70/30 over ice and a black n mild

>>76482172 (OP)
>went out into the big city today
>felt super alone all of a sudden
>now feel guilty that I'm sitting at home instead of at least going out to a bar or a nightclub tonight even though I'd be the weirdo without friends

It's kind of pathetic that the only "friends" I really have are guys and girls from the gym that I see semi-regularly. And even they aren't really friends, just people I see often.

I don't know how to describe it because i had an insane week but i will try to keep it as short as possible: i'm going on my first date ever, i'm too old to be a virgin, but the girl actually liked me so much she forgave me for fumbling her the first time (i literally didn't even realise she was into me at all) and basically did all the work for me to set up a date so i just have to show up and make a better impression for her. My mind has been racing because i told myself for decades that i'm a pathetic fucking freak no one could love but here's a person who actually wants to love me and it shattered my entire fucking world holy shit

>>76482172 (OP)
>gave shitty lifelong friend a final chance at being friends again
>proved to be two faced hypocritical moron while also throwing a fit and being the same retard I cut off in the past trying his hardest to be hurtful
Oh well. Have other friends. Pisses me off though. My own fault fool me once and such. This fag was begging me to be his friend again for years I finally snapped and instead of just cutting him off I started retaliating and suddenly he’s got way less shit to say trying to play it under the guise of just busting balls but we all know the line between banter and when someone’s trying their hardest to be hurtful. It’s in the way they say what they say, the tonality, the things they’re saying too. I’d end up writing a max character count post if I gave detail on the situation I’m over it though. He was two faced on top of acting like a bitch, I’m just annoyed that I gave him another chance. I don’t have time or any desire to have shitty people in my life. He’s also a genuine retard because he has no idea how far I could take things, how much I’ve bitten my tongue in the past. Suddenly I’m the bad guy when I do the same shit back in pure defense

My dog Max just died. I will lift for him tomorrow.

>>76482327
RIP little Max
I'll dedicate my run later to him

>>76482327
I'm sorry anon.

>>76482327
You should look at getting another as soon as possible. You can never replace a dog, they are all unique and individual, but it does make you feel better. I was looking a borzoi puppies but, I just travel too much at the moment.

>>76482339
>>76482334
Thanks bros

>>76482466
>You should look at getting another as soon as possible.
It's a vicious cycle anon, before max i had another german shepherd and another before that. I think my dog journey it's over desu.. when did you dog pass away?

I wish I had a crew to rep. For now I'll lift for the anons even though most of you are faggots
https://youtu.be/jxGGjyLp3is

>>76482322
Don't get triggered, just cut em off like the gangrenous limb they are. People remember your chimp outs, don't make a scene, send anything that could be used to make you look unhinged, quietly remove them from your life.

>>76482276
Good on you. Don't try to impress her, don't try to be something you're not. Show yourself. In the end, you're two people looking gorward to get to know each other and have a good time. Bonus points if you manage to make her laugh.

>>76482478
I've had a couple of dogs dude, first a German wire haired pointer which was like, our family dog, passed away when I left home, then more recently we had a terrier, passed away a few months ago.

I understand it, I know it's hard mate, like I say you can never replace them, just provide a good life for a new one.

>>76482276
>Misaki-chan is real
>she chose this nigger and not me
It's not fair
https://youtu.be/i3ufGmccc-0

>>76482492
I did chimp out a bit, made the point I needed to that I’m not gonna be a punching bag without hurting the other person back. Burned the bridge. I told this bitch it was his last chance at friendship with me. 25 years I’ve known this prick.


And context was video game related, but it’s the principle of 2 things for me
>has issues with someone in game
>try to find a resolution he gets mad at me for not screaming over disc at everyone claims I’m a shitty friend despite it being clear to everyone I was just trying to find resolve
>2 weeks later this French guy and friend keep wiping us in a dungeon, makes the hardest to upset person ragequit, I explain to discord what happened when they ask, which is “these two were being dumb they kept pulling when healer was out of mana even with warnings”
>french gets really fucking rude with me for literally just explaining what happened so tell him “shut the fuck up you frog eating shit for brains I’m sick of your moody drawn out whining JACQUE LE BLEU voice begone already”
>friend starts ripping into me not to defend french but because I said he was being dumb, sided with French guy (whole discord agreed he was in the wrong), tries his hardest just to be as hurtful and belittling as he can be as he has in the past over the smallest of things
It was super two faced, but more importantly it’s proof of the same shit. The second he gets buddy buddy with new people he’s suddenly very comfortable trying to shit on me and be a totally shit friend. I’m over it.
He’s done this in group settings where everyone is ball busting and he took offense when someone did it back, full blown tantrum where he went on a rant trying to belittle and hurt the other person. He’s comfortable telling everyone they’re a retard over the smallest mistake, but you point out he’s being dumb and he gets his feelings hurt.
This guy drove everyone away and spent the last 2 years begging me to be his friend again

>>76482625
It's only game why you have to be mad?

>>76482492
>>76482625
And I’ve been super fucking patient and kind. Even when I cut him off the last two years, the second his ex left him she began trying to talk to me. I never replied out of basic morals, but I could have gotten the easiest head of my life if I was that kind of person. Even right now I could do that if I truly wanted to hurt this faggot. I’m mostly just annoyed with myself for giving him another chance. What you said is correct. I don’t need more drama. It’s just astounding to me how cruel I COULD be back and this retard chooses to still be a shitty friend even when given a chance. He literally just had to not be an unhinged two faced back stabbing asshole

>>76482322
>>76482625
People like this will never change. Yeah it is your own fault for letting him back in. You’ve essentially run into a brick wall, hurt yourself, done it again and again, taken a new route for a while and then run back into that wall again. All you can do is cut him off and hang with new friends. No one gets cut off by everyone out of coincidence
>>76482642
Read his post again poojeet. He was very clear about the principles.

>>76482625
>25 years friendship
Just how old are you that you're chimping out over vidya?

>>76482642
Wasn’t about the game
>>76482664
I realize this but it’s a little upsetting I guess
>>76482671
Dude it had nothing to do with the game for me I was chilling until I had someone raging at me for nothing over voice chat

>>76482322
>anon grows a spine and now he’s considered an asshole
It’s literally “wow you changed bro” yeah you aren’t a doormat anymore. Good for you bro

>>76482717
Oh I realize what it is. Just fucking annoyed. Oh well not like that was my only friend