>>76524539
Shame, fear, and humiliation are the shackles of the weak-minded. You speak of them as if they are the chains that bind you, but they are nothing more than illusions a weakness you have allowed to fester within you. You waste your life fearing the gaze of others, afraid of judgment and failure. But what is the point of hiding? The world will notice you whether you remain invisible or not, and your attempts to shield yourself from its scrutiny are futile.
You speak of shame in relation to experience, but experience is something earned, not something to be feared. It is the result of action, not of inaction. You have avoided the gym, jobs, relationships, not because of some inherent flaw in your being, but because of your own refusal to act. And now you seek solace in self-pity, hoping that someone will pity you or offer a solution to your cowardice.
There is no easy way out, no magical moment where the fear dissipates without you confronting it head-on. The path to strength, whether physical, emotional, or mental, lies in overcoming this fear, not by hiding from it. And if you truly want to change, you must understand that every action, no matter how small, begins with the decision to act. So long as you let the fear control you, you will remain as you are: weak, stagnant, insignificant.
There is no place for weakness in this world. Either you rise to your challenges or you will remain beneath them, forever a slave to your own insecurities.
As for your question "why you are here", on this thread, it is simple. You are here because you are seeking something. A response, validation, a spark of hope, or perhaps just an echo of your own thoughts. But understand this: your struggle will not be won through words, through validation, or by coddling your ego. It will only be won through action, through the relentless pursuit of strength.
If you cannot summon the courage to change, then you will die as you have lived weak and inconsequential.