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md5: 1df0d653... 🔍
Id be happy for my body and life and content with my height(5'9) if it wasn't for the fucking internet. U roid trannies slowly eroded my self worth over the years
Im 31, been lifting on and off for 15 years. I remember being happy with 1 pl8 bench at 19.... I keep lifting more and more, the scale keeps resting higher and higher, everything looks smaller and smaller in thw fucking mirror. All day I try to catch glimpses of myself, sometimes when the angle is good and I see my side my arms look massive. Other times I look like a gnome. Every year I think about it more and more. Every year I get shorter and shorter, I didnt even realize it as short until I was 25. My dick is 7 and 3/4, I didnt know that till a few years ago, my whole like I though it looked small and developed a tranny porn fetish beacuse i couldn't imagine a female accepting me in any form. My salary is double what it was 5 year ago yet im somehow can only still afford the same lifestyle(okay kind of a lie, ive been on a sushi and steak bulk, but thats all the luxury I can afford at 6 figures, still drive a shitbox, I can stop the sushi and steak and get a lexus or bmw but I would rather eat good).
On top of everything, even if all that wasn't going on, even if I wasn't in my prime and young women drool over me now, I will never be as happy as I was ealier. My best day as a 19 year old is my worst day today, yet i was still happier. Even when I was at a low point, I was somehow happier. I dont look old, I look like im less than 25, but my youth is gone. The spark and the hope and the ignorance and the unlimited time to waste.. sall gone..
Im 31, been lifting on and off for 15 years. I remember being happy with 1 pl8 bench at 19.... I keep lifting more and more, the scale keeps resting higher and higher, everything looks smaller and smaller in thw fucking mirror. All day I try to catch glimpses of myself, sometimes when the angle is good and I see my side my arms look massive. Other times I look like a gnome. Every year I think about it more and more. Every year I get shorter and shorter, I didnt even realize it as short until I was 25. My dick is 7 and 3/4, I didnt know that till a few years ago, my whole like I though it looked small and developed a tranny porn fetish beacuse i couldn't imagine a female accepting me in any form. My salary is double what it was 5 year ago yet im somehow can only still afford the same lifestyle(okay kind of a lie, ive been on a sushi and steak bulk, but thats all the luxury I can afford at 6 figures, still drive a shitbox, I can stop the sushi and steak and get a lexus or bmw but I would rather eat good).
On top of everything, even if all that wasn't going on, even if I wasn't in my prime and young women drool over me now, I will never be as happy as I was ealier. My best day as a 19 year old is my worst day today, yet i was still happier. Even when I was at a low point, I was somehow happier. I dont look old, I look like im less than 25, but my youth is gone. The spark and the hope and the ignorance and the unlimited time to waste.. sall gone..
