>>76552511
Thats the thing, im not a drama queen about anxiety and i can perfectly manage it, tobacco makes it non existent. Im a diagnosed schizo and i live a normal life just getting a paliperidone injection every few months, but there motherfuckers insist on me chomping down boxes of that shit, they do the same thing with everyone. I tried them several times and they are totally pointless, you get kinda high without exactly feeling high, it slows you down and it makes you way dumber, the last time i cold quitted them and told the doctor to fuck off because i could spend 3 hours looking into a wall, i couldnt follow the speed of the speech of other people or the tv, i couldnt fucking read anything longer than 4 lines and i couldnt get shit done at work. I was taking 20mgs (which is a dose that makes normies sleep 16 hours a day) and the tolerance became awful to the point they did nothing to me besides the bad secondary effects. My anxiety is due being surrounded by dumbfucks and awful people in general and getting frustrated about it, its not really "fear". Tobacco works because when someone says some stupid shit i can turn around and leave with the excuse of smoking. In every meds thread i say the same thing, meds dont fix problems and its pointless to take them unless you have a justified chemical imbalance in your brain (thats why i dont refuse paliperidone)