>>76611622
Sucks and its ruined any connection I've had with other girls since. As all I want is her. Even though it's just a fantasy of her. And not actually who she actually is.
Made worse by the last time we saw each other we had a really great time. And she couldn't stop staring at me, smiling non stop.
I gave her my number months beforehand because she said she wanted to train with me one day. And I never heard from her. Even after these months away.
It's the uncertainty that's fucking me up.
The obsession is a lot better than it was, due to having time away. But like I said. She still comes into my head pretty much every day.
I feel like a retard