Thread 76788896

This shit is worse than cancer and fucking cocaine

I started smoking when I was 17, and it ruined my life, I smoked daily made my whole life about it and missed out on a lot of shit in life

Right now I'm 22 years old, 10 days out of this crap, and I already have a job, am planning to move out, am trying to lose weight, and now I have real plans and goals for my life.

I still feel like shit and prolly felt more shitty than good over the years because of this green jew

The most egregious lie is that it's a safer drug than alcohol, etc. it's the biggest danger is in its normalcy, it had me so unmotivated, and I flunked 3 years of my high school and 1 year of my college and currently am a 22 year old unc in my second year of college, but it is what it is

I know it can be a normal safe drug and stuff, but in my case it wasn't, I used it to cope with my problems instead of fix them and over the years my problems escalated and became more problematic

My biggest regret is not my 5 years wasted on this literally doing fuck all with 0 achievements, my biggest regret is wasting my potential for future success and smoking for empty satisfaction, for so long it was my only way of feeling good

tl;dr don't smoke weed, it's 100% the complete opposite of cool just pretending to be, it is the most jewish drug there is

>>76788896 (OP)
Dude you're 22. Im still repaying the debt of my birth by dumping money into my schizophrenic mom until she croaks. You're fine.

Wait until he hears about tiktok, vidya and the internet in general

>>76788896 (OP)
jewish? meh
being a dude is hard especially when you first graduate high school. a lot of dudes turn their brain to scrambled eggs with weed because of the stress of living in modern society with all the elements set to make basic middle class living seem daunting and impossible. i dont really smoke weed anymore but i could see it being okay once in a while or on weekends the way i drink alcohol. if you are smoking 5+ times a day and need it to eat/sleep then it becomes just as sabotaging as any other drug addiction. at that point.. yeah im thinking its a good idea to quit.

>>76788896 (OP)
>he didn't have the discipline to work harder whilst high
Either you're a retard and bought the wrong strain or you're just a lazy cunt destined for a min wage job for life.

>>76788896 (OP)
Literally pushed by jews to fuck up your brain, do some research

>>76788896 (OP)
>currently am a 22 year old unc in my second year of college
and yes, you must be shamed by all the 15 year olds in college, calling you a creepy creepist for trying to engage in problematic age gap relationship with the 21 year old children there.

>>76788927
>pushed by jews
>illegal for over 90 years.

Cheer up gangsta, I've been hooked up to this shit for 10 years. I started at 24 which is even dumber, considering that in high school i thought it was shit for commies (it is). It helped cope with my mom's Alzheimer's disease but also made turned me into a weird reclusive guy. I stopped to smoke 2 weeks ago and I constantly feel miserable, even though i have a good job, comfy life, fit body and a hot gf, I'd trade it all at the moment to just smoke again but that's my lizard brain talking. 2 years ago I went 4 months without smoking and it was objectively the worst most arid time ever. But i think one has to go atleast 1 year sober to have your brain working again.

sounds like fat person blaming krispie kreme

>>76788898
thanks senpai, best of luck to you and am sorry about your mom, hopefully all goes well
>>76788912
>>76788920
I used to be no faggot, I started /fit/ when I was 16 and was as motivated and unbreakable as ever, I embraced hardship, but having a disenabling mother and an addiction of cannabis really buck broke me into one, fuck it though I can't keep complaining like a baby I just have to take it and move forward even if I have to learn new baby steps all over again on how to be a proper guy
>>76788975
I get your point lol, I'm just regretting not looking like a smooth faced teenager no more so I can have it easy exploring life, but like I said I just have to go and rehash my Self all anew

>>76789043
hells yeah, g. My intial goal was to quit for 6 months till the new year but I lasted only 4 and relapsed in almost all of october, those 4 months were so miserable you have no idea, not even cravings it's alot of things at once, depression stress unmotivation and lots of irritablity 24/7, vivid dreams lasted the whole 4 months and were fucking horrible, it wasn't even nightmares it was just dreams of my family&friends telling me I'm a loser and stuff and lots of demoralizing and belittling dreams, never ever have I had dreams like that, made me feel weird
>>76789095
nothing is wrong with that, in fact krispy creme does make you a fat person just like how weed can make you a miserable loser
"nothing is wrong with being weak, but staying weak is pathetic"

appreciate ya'll for reading my stupid vent and not calling me a nigger faggot, love ya'll and hope the best for you
WGMI

>>76788896 (OP)
>I smoked daily
then you have noone but yourself to blame, I've smoked for 10 years on and off with no issues whatsoever, hell at one point I even smoked daily for 6 months straight and there were literally no negative effects once I ran out and stopped smoking, you might just be a fucking pussy anon

>>76788896 (OP)
No mind altering substance should be underestimated, so you might have a point
But worst than alcohol?
Alcohol is a neurotoxin
Alcohol is responsible for a third of traffic crash fatalities
Actually, I suspect you have fetal alcohol syndrome, for spouting such a retarded take

>>76788896 (OP)
> Right now I'm 22 years old,
stopped reading

>>76788896 (OP)
>I'm 22
Lighten up

>>76788896 (OP)
Over dramatic retard. Alcohol is more normalized and can actually kill you

>>76788896 (OP)
You're 22 now. At that age the body is very forgiving of mistakes and what else you're throwing at it.
That weed episode won't have any negative consequences aside from the years lost.
Just don't get roped in again like
>just once in a while is ok
>it's such a light drug
it's not and chances are you'd be going back to smoking everyday pretty quick.
Also don't hang around people who smoke. It's too much temptation and probably bad company in general.

Compared to other drugs weed withdrawals are chickenshit. They're annoying and the insomnia sucks but they won't give you seizures, psychosis or physical pain.
Melatonin, chamomile, lemon balm, glycine and taurine can help take the edge off in the evening.
After a month it will be significantly better and after 2-3 months you're through it and weed will just disgust you.

Listen, you still have all the youthful energy and health to realize your path.
Don't chase pussy or wealth. Chase your ideals and the rest will come by itself. And of course stay /fit/ - mens sana in corpore sano
The next five years will be the most important in your life setting up the trajectory for the rest. Don't squander them.

Kekke makes this weird larp thread every day. Same guy who makes the hemorrhoids thread.

>alcohol made me beat my wife
>weed made me waste my youth
>meth made me suck dick for money
>crack made me rob the gas station

the older you get the more you just see people as patterns
some people are cursed from birth, they will never accept personal responsibility for their choices, at this point you're just a recognizable "type" of guy
you're probably on your 8th job you'll have for less than 5 months, slowly alienating everyone with your fake transactional friendliness before you jump ship yet again for reasons totally not your fault
if you were a woman you'd be a born again virgin with a triple digit body count and a perennial coke habit

>>76788896 (OP)
I started smoking semi-regularly at 29, so I was mature enough to do it only as a weekend treat and it affected my life in a good way without sabotaging my regular activities. Fun thing is, I hated weed as a teenager.
>I already have a job
I have a job and a side gig
>am planning to move out
I bought an apartment and smoked weed there probably within 3 days of moving in
>am trying to lose weight
weed makes it easier for me to be satiated while on diet
I guess everyone has to make their own experiences.

>>76789859
>no mention of woman
well?

>>76789895
I'll be married next year, not really worth mentioning though.

>>76788896 (OP)
>22
>unc
Bro youre supposed to spend 16-22 getting high, fucking prime teenage pussy and going to clubs/raves/concerts.
As long as you got some good puss, had some good trips and listened to good music you didnt miss a thing.

If youre still a virgin, and haven't had mindblowing nights with music, drugs, lights and fights, its not the weeds fault.


Im in sales, and pull in just shy of 70k a year, hit the gym 5-6 days a week and I literally spend like 15 minutes a day sober bc mental illness.

Weed saved me from constant nausea and vomiting when I was a teen. It keeps my depression and anxiety at bay and most importantly it allowed my mother to eat and sleep during her Chemo.

I'll also admit I'd probably be twice as successful without it, but miserable. It slightly dulls ambition because it makes me okay with life. I don't think its a bad thing to be content and living in the present.

>>76789774
got it, thank you very much for your advice big bro, it's true the older I get, the more serious life gets, nobody gives me real advice like that anymore so I really appreciate it
>>76789840
your words are somewhat true I became a "recognizable type of guy" I've had jobs that I quit earlier than I wanted to, but yet the only thing I care about is getting myself out of this shit or else I'm gonna be stuck with it forever, and I really don't wanna kill myself in my 30s and blame it on weed or family, I'd much rather be it my own mistakes not my vices, because I know for a fact am a good character from birth not a cursed one bro, I now think of problems that I used to blame as a test I failed to solve or deal with, my biggest mistake was smoking weed instead of solving my problems I embraced the fake satisfaction that came from smoking and all it did is just mask other problems

my choices are either keep accepting this or get myself hurt again and continue, I think I'd rather bet all my life on the first
>>76789859
>I guess everyone has to make their own experiences.
I guess so, I started as a retarded kid who thought he knew better, I didn't. I replaced weed with family, friends, work and achievements, am a full grown adult now, and even if I wasn't my mistakes hurt bad enough that I was forced to learn now

>>76789936
ngl it was fun at first, but it became aching dull after, I don't crave fun or partying or good puss no more, I want a satisfying work with an end goal of success, good friendship with great minds and a good lover who can show me how to care for her more than I care for myself.

And I hate the weakness weed gives and the ambition it steals in exchange for happiness, satisfaction or a fake feeling of peace, the fucking most jewish drug there is

Smoking feels like shit but digesting is nice. The problem with digesting THC is how much indigestion it can cause the day after if you do it at all regularly, so you're left with the hybrid tinctures as a compromise

Weed made me schizophrenic.

>>76788896 (OP)
Bro don't quit smoking weed, next thing you know you'll have a job and be paying taxes, responsibilities and bills, you're getting up at the same time every morning, showering every day. Then you'll probably wife up some roasty and buy a doublewide, soon you've got a couple of little shits at the local elementary and you're coaching tball and hosting barbecues!

>>76788896 (OP)
Weed is for faggots. Any drug is for the weak. If you can't stand your life so bad you need to take mind rape substances to cope with it you're a pussy.

>>76790712
Exercise can help you un-fuck the chemical imbalance too much weed does to your brain.

>>76790844
guess if you get a surgical procedure done you wont need any pain meds or anesthesia. cut him open raw, doc!

>>76788896 (OP)
>it ruined my life
>22 years old
lmao, you are acting like you missed out on your 20s.
Just stay away from everything in general. The issue is you, you lack self control and its going to happen again for literally everything else. I would say stay away from anything that addicting, even good tasting food. You are bound for failure

>>76790853
No it can't. Its a genetic disorder you cant reverse if weed does it to you.

>blaming a harmless drug for your problems
lmao

>>76792784

It's dire but one can try eating a good, primal diet to heal the brain.
I know quite a few people who fucked themselves up with weed who were never able to recover. They're basically stuck in paranoia, fear and self doubt.

>>76792933
>primal diet to heal the brain
that is the dumbest shit ive ever heard. are you memeing or what here?

>>76790742
this, imagine being some faggy ass normie driving around in a toyota camry, filing taxes every February, waking up early M-F to get to the wagiecage, having existential crises every Sunday night perpetually in the same rut
oh shit mein niger thats me

>>76788896 (OP)
Another moral faggot nigger ape "muh weed baaaadd >:(" meme thread

>>76788896 (OP)
Stop blaming the jews and cannabis for bad decisions YOU made/defects in YOUR character, it's pathetic and sad.

>>76792933
I have a good, primal diet of Abilify that makes it okay.

>>76788896 (OP)
>am just started all this shit ill quit in a week!
loser

>>76790706
t. does not seem to know dry herb vaping is a thing

Weed is a shit-tier drug. I feel bad for any loser dumb enough to do this shit.

>>76794533
Based opioid junkie.

>>76793236
>>76794521
this, so much this. I recommend all my riv- I mean, friends- to smoke kush

>>76795439
I smoke every day and look better than you. I'd say post body but we both know you're dyel trying to find a way to feel superior to other lifters

>Weed made me lazy!
This excuse is BULLSHIT. I smoke everyday and I wake up early to go to work, go the the gym ~6 days a week, and practice guitar everyday for 1-2 hours. You CHOSE to smoke all day long instead of getting shit done. Hell I stopped smoking for a few months before my current job and I noticed very little difference in my productivity because im not a dumbass. If you take an edible every morning and smoke throughout the day of course you aren't going to get shit done, you are supposed to smoke at the end of the day when you chill. Or if you work a dogshit job like cook or shit cleaner than it is understandable to smoke during the day.
>Weed ruined my life!
You mentioned absolutely nothing life ruining, hell you even made it to college without dropping out yet. Stop being hard on yourself. The only life ruining issue caused my weed is early onset schizophrenia. If you have any family history of schizophrenia never touch this shit. But if you are blaming Weed for stopping you from getting shit done just smoke it less lol its not hard.

>>76794521
Mate, I bet you're no older than 20. Stop acting tough on the internet, it doesn't make u look cool
>>76794527
I'm closing in on two weeks, two more weeks to go!

>>76788896 (OP)
>tl;dr don't smoke weed, it's 100% the complete opposite of cool just pretending to be, it is the most jewish drug there is

problem with weed is it make you complete unsocial, you actually have to fight yourself to go outside and social on weed. Like weed makes you want to sit inside smoke your joint and not go out anymore, gets worse if you grew older. Otherwise, it's a pretty nice drug.

>>76795524
I miss that from weed. I was conserving myself, I had more dignity when I smoked. Now each time I am bored I end up in the most cringe and low-spiritual-energy social situations because I can't just sit at home sober.

>>76795524
>Like weed makes you want to sit inside smoke your joint and not go out anymore
Honestly more people need to do this. Everyone is living beyond their means while also complaining about how everything is too expensive.

>>76795594
>>76795586
I don't like the anti-social part, honestly fucked me up. BTW are you guys ever sick? I feel like when I smoke weed I am never sick, like literally the only time I get sick if I stop smoking weed.

See, I went the opposite way. I get addicted to most everything, learned to grow from my father when I was 16. I'm 33 now. I grew in MN to not pay for weed and give it away/small sales. I moved to AZ when the Covid lockdowns hit and ran a dispensary there. Continued to get better at growing. Now I live in New Mexico and help run a large scale hydroponic grow.

I've also worked in alcohol brewing and distribution and predictably became such an insane alcoholic it became life threatening. I rely on weed. It makes me money, has been kind to me. I also have Ehlers Danlos so my body always hurts sorta. Weed helps me run every day. If you think weed is bad, alcohol withdrawal gets fucking INSANE.

Excuse me as I smoke this joint and run 6 miles. Pic is from work.

>>76795624
>the only time I get sick if I stop smoking weed
You're extremely stupid if you seriously believe weed stops you from being sick.
As for the social part, its different for everyone. Someone people calm down while others get very anxious and paranoid.

>>76795643
How is the competition as far as sales go? How difficult is it to start learning and try to grow a business?
Im asking out of curiosity. Just back up plans to have.

>>76795649
>You're extremely stupid if you seriously believe weed stops you from being sick.
Well I've been smoking for +15 years on and off and every time I went off I had times when I got a cough or sick otherwise. I'm back to smoking every day, I have not been sick for 3 years. Like, even when people around my are sick and coughing, I don't get sick when I smoke weed.

>>76795643
>Excuse me as I smoke this joint and run 6 miles. Pic is from work.

weed and running is crazy, dunno what it is, but on weed I can run a marathon easily.

>>76795443
i used to smoke every day and now its been several months without any. for me the difference is palpable, but I really have nothing to gain from arguing with a pothead like you.
and i have a pretty nice fizeek so I doubt you look better than me. your lungs and cardio are probably fucked from the smoking as well

>>76788896 (OP)
Very nice anon, now quit this shitty site and keep working on your goals and life.

>>76795691
Hmmm yeah my cardio isnt great but i prioritize a lot of lifting volume first. Then i jog around the block about a mile each morning. I used to run on the treadmill 3 miles a day but i feel like the movement is easier on treadmill anyway.

>>76788896 (OP)
good job anon. 22 is still young, you've got your whole life ahead of you. in 10 years you won't even remember this shitty feeling. hang in there

>>76795656
Competition is fierce. Depends on the state honestly. In NM it's comically easy to get a license to grow commercial or manufacture etc. Look at how many dispensaries are in Albuquerque etc. It's a young market though so they all won't last. MSO's are slowly creeping in.

It's not difficult at all to start learning. I was lucky to have a head start. My dad knew it would be legal sooner rather than later and he retired early so he needed a hobby. Great person to learn from. Tons of resources available now online.

At least in NM you can get ounces for like $30 so unless you were in when it was medical it's gonna be rough. You also are competing with the black market which honestly has better flower for cheaper lol.

By all means start growing, it's fairly simple. One grow will pay for itself. I like growing more than consuming honestly. I grow tons of peppers too as it's New Mexico. Got me balls deep into horticulture and botany. Fascinating shit.

Here is some Bubba Cheesecake from my closet. Personal grow.