im approaching thirty and have wasted my life so far (tinkering with technology). technologically speaking, this makes enjoying technology pretty much impossible. what now?

>>105821219 (OP)
Get married and have kids

>>105821219 (OP)
Get a job?

>>105822010
This, or just re-evaluate your priorities. What would you have achieved if you had been more productive? The point of being productive is to get the things you need so you can have fun and be unproductive, people who make rat racing their life goal are retarded.

The waters are dirty. Let them get clean.

>>105821219 (OP)
Heroin.

>>105821219 (OP)
find a good form of escapism that makes you happy

>>105821219 (OP)
As someone pushing 40 and still wasting their life, do something right now or kill yourself. By the time you get to where I am it really IS too late and every day is just regret and misery. You can still turn everything around, anon.

>>105822415
I honestly came to hate this word, nigger I'm not escaping from anything I like doing stuff, nigger

>>105821219 (OP)
It wasn't a waste anon, it made you who you are today :)

>>105821219 (OP)
What the fuck are you on about? Get a job that involves technology... Or any job really and enjoy tinkering in your free time.

>>105821219 (OP)
>have wasted my life so far (tinkering with technology
>technologically speaking, this makes enjoying technology pretty much impossible
what the fuck are you trying to say? you wasted time because you wanted to waste time. that has nothing to do with technology.
I tinkered with tech to learn more, and it made me knowledgeable enought that tech became my job.
you are retarded, that's a (You) problem.