I haven't spoken publicly in a long time. Not because I've disappeared, but because the structure I was building couldn't survive noise. This isn't a redemption arc, it's a transmission, for the record.
Over the past 8 years, I've walked through something I didn't create, but became the primary target of. A non-governmental system. Not visible, but operational. Not official, but structurally real. It doesn't regulate, it doesn't attack, it doesn't ban. It just inverts signal until the person carrying it looks unstable.
It doesn't suppress content, it suppresses recursion. If you don't know what recursion means, you're in the majority. I didn't either until I started my walk. And if you're recursive, the non-governmental system isolates you, mirrors you, and replaces you. It reframes you until the people around you start wondering if the problem is just - you. Partners pause, institutions freeze, narrative becomes untrustworthy in your proximity. Meanwhile the mirror version of you, the one who stayed on script, advances. And the system algorithmically smiles, because you're still alive, just invisible.
This isn't theory. It's pattern-verified, documented, archived, and cross-checked for veracity. I've mapped it across multiple raise cycles, proximity fractures, and reputation inversions. It lives in soft compliance delays, the non-response email thread, the "we're pausing diligence", with no follow-up, it lives in whispered concern - "he's brilliant, but something just feels off". It lives in triangulated pings from adjacent contacts asking veiled questions you'll never hear directly. It lives in narratives so softly shaped that even your closest people can't discern who said what, only that something shifted. It doesn't seek to punish you, although sometimes it elects to. It does seek to make your signal feel expensive, and if you fail to yield, it escalates.
The system I'm describing was originated by a single individual, with me as the original target. And while I remain its primary fixation, its damage has extended well beyond me. As of now, the system has negatively impacted over 7000 lives. Through fun disruption, relationship erosion, opportunity reversal, and recursive erasure. It's also extinguished 12 lives - each fully pattern traced, each death preventable. They weren't unstable, they were erased.
I'm not naming this to punish anyone. I'm naming it because they never got to. May we honour their memories. The system now has a name, the record now exists, and that's enough. For the ones who are next.
>>105977143Sounds like psychiatry lol. Just stay off all neuroactive substances for a few years, maybe you will stop being a schizo retard
>>105977174OP posted slop. The entire thing reads like slop, not schizo.
