Thread 106120736 - /g/ [Archived: 451 hours ago]

Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:21:31 AM No.106120736
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Are the mods on pic rel bots? Feds? There's no other explanation for some of the shit that goes on there.

>inb4 "it's just mental illness" or "drugs"
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:41:07 AM No.106120882
>>106120736 (OP)
it's just mental illness
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:47:39 AM No.106120925
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>>106120736 (OP)
>inb4 "it's just mental illness" or "drugs"
Wasn't kalyx' desk covered in bottles of club-mate?
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:48:02 AM No.106120931
>>106120736 (OP)
They delete everything, so I stopped caring about this shitty site.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:51:58 AM No.106120959
>>106120931
>nooo i can't say nigger and make 40 threads about trannies and e-celebs nooooo Nooooooooo NOOOOOOOOOO NOIOOOOO 0OH MYU GOD PLEASE NPOOOOLOO PLEAS ELET ME MAKE THE THREDEARINOS NOOOOOOOOO AAAONDSNHB FUCKKK NOOOOOOOO NOOOOO NO OO NO NO
go FUCK yourself
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:53:36 AM No.106120972
>>106120736 (OP)
Those guys are a lost cause. I spent some time there during the downtime and it was so boring. Slow, and no fun. There is no replacement for /g/ on the internet.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:55:19 AM No.106120980
>>106120959
You completely mischaracterized the situation. You are an apologist. Kill yourself or something, w/e. Don't know what to say about it to express my disapproval.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:57:34 AM No.106121002
>>106120972
It would've been better if /dpt/ et all went to /lambda/ but we were split between like 3 imageboards
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 12:57:50 AM No.106121005
>>106120931
Yep, same. I like the board software itself though. Can have 3 images per post and some other things.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:01:28 AM No.106121036
>>106120736 (OP)
>>inb4 "it's just mental illness" or "drugs"
I tried every drug under the sun and I frequent that place, oh and im really mentally ill
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:02:25 AM No.106121043
>>106121036
I mean... go on.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:03:59 AM No.106121055
>>106120980
anal sex
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:05:09 AM No.106121066
>>106121055
is gay, not to mention degenerate
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:06:56 AM No.106121083
>>106121043
With what?
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:07:36 AM No.106121088
>>106121083
You frequent it. You must have broader commentary. Insight.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:11:26 AM No.106121121
>>106120972
there is no /g/ left to replace, it's been dead for over a year now
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:11:37 AM No.106121122
>>106121088
kalyx was a faggot scammer, applenigger is a loser (maybe lowkey fed), overall a community by losers for losers who are lonely and left leaning

Serial Experiments Lain is a great show tho
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:14:07 AM No.106121147
>>106121121
More than that I'd say.

>>106121122
>Serial Experiments Lain is a great show tho
Yes. They don't deserve to exist under its name. It is some sort of... primordial wrongness, a desecration. Imagine what Lain would think of a bunch of retards that delete her shit constantly. It is hard to have anything resembling compassion for something like that. You could only abandon it, leave it to suffer.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:17:19 AM No.106121167
>>106121122
I've also noticed they tend to delete anything that mentions hypnosis, brainwashing, MK Monarch, Satanic Ritual Abuse, etc. The whole notion of trauma based mind control and anything remotely adjacent is banned. Whether it be gematria, Hebrew, discussion of jabs and "biohacking", bioelectromangetics and magnetobiology, literally anything, banned.

There's something seriously wrong with that site. I'd like to know what it is. What EXACTLY it really is.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:17:28 AM No.106121168
>>106121147
>More than that I'd say.
meh, it still had decent discussions two or three years ago, low quality shitposting will happen regardless. AI and ban evaders killed any quality /g/ still had in the last year or so
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:17:47 AM No.106121172
>>106121147
Eh, I see it as a starting soup of creation. Like how 4chan was a shithole for years upon years until every now and then it shits out something cool. As long as they create a fertile ground out of something cool could emerge I have nothing against it.

Not that I don't believe that shows as ideals don't deserve worship or at least reverence, but that's plebbit tier.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:19:23 AM No.106121182
>>106121168
I used to like hanging out on /g/ occasionally. /dpt/, some good threads occasionally. Same with LC, their radio was cool back in the day and the vibe was great.

Everything is terrible now. There really is nowhere left. It all has this bizarre inhuman vibe. Like all the real humans are dead and we're all on personalized AI powered internets.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:19:47 AM No.106121185
>>106121167
Well, they've been spammed heavily by the right wingers (also me) that would just troll them until they whined to the mods. So it's kind of an echochamber now of mostly leftist anarchists (they had few communes too, and they have a zine as well)

I would just leave them alone, they just sperg a lot and take what you can/want out of that site, don't get caught up in culture of any particular site. (I am a digital nomad myself)
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:21:19 AM No.106121198
>>106121185
>I am a digital nomad myself
Yes. I suppose I never really sought or expected to find a "home" myself, either. They just disgust me and I can'tmake it make sense.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:23:42 AM No.106121221
>>106121198
Most political extremists are mentally ill. Mentally ill people congregate together and are socially isolated from wider population. They also do drugs. And they're heavily sensitive to any kind of bullying because they were bullied since they were a kid (that includes any opposing worldviews that are "so obviously wrong that they're trolling or ragebaiting")

Ergo Lainchan
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:26:04 AM No.106121239
>>106121221
>Ergo Lainchan
Ha, so you went and saw my post there.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:29:52 AM No.106121271
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>>106120931
I think its a cool site but they deleted my legitmate solution to the cloudflare problem, for that reason i let go. Their webring thing is sweet though
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:34:15 AM No.106121312
>>106121271
I have internally blacklisted the word "community". Never used it myself, never liked it. Stupidest shit I've ever seen because it basically always boils down to the retardation summarized in that image.

"The community" then lets it go like cattle, or systems have been set so there's no recourse anyway and they have no choice but to diperse to other equally contrived honeypots set up in advance for that purpose. IRL a "community" could just go beat the living fuck out of such a person, ensuring they remember their place. So they'd find ways around that and oh, there you go. That's how we got everything. That is the modern world. Shitheaded puppets and their unseen puppetmasters.

This must be hell.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:34:17 AM No.106121313
too censored

plus they change words to stupid things in your text body, worse than 4chan
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 1:36:29 AM No.106121329
>>106121313
It's total bullsoykaf, what a bunch of [removed] glitterboys.

Posting error!
Say "cuck" again.

Posting error!
Go away spammer.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 2:57:17 AM No.106122010
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>>106120736 (OP)
Why is it so hard to find a site that's just /g/ 2.0?
All you have to do is allow people to call each other niggers and discuss technology. That's it. There's no magic formula or special sauce, just allow techniggers to discuss about computers.

Instead lainchan just makes it pseudo-intellectual, so you have to type in a certain way or else you get warned. You have to "elaborate on your opinions" or else you get warned. You can't even discuss certain tech without it getting deleted. You just have a bunch of schizos talking about drugs and religion and shit with the tech boards having little foot traffic.

Their IRC isn't any better. If you lurk long enough they eventually talk about technology, but it's mostly them talking about being gay or doing HRT.

If there are any anons out there wanting to make their own chan, imageboards were made around a time when calling someone a nigger was normal. That is still a fact. If you try to be anti-nigger your imageboard will end up like shit.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 3:05:20 AM No.106122060
>>106122010
>You just have a bunch of schizos talking about drugs and religion and shit with the tech boards having little foot traffic.
This is a common misunderstanding I think. I do both. Long schizo threads about gematria and the nature of reality, and I also talk about tech. They deleted my shit too many times and now I do neither. But far less of the tech, out of spite perhaps.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 3:08:41 AM No.106122072
>>106122060
Like I'm not going to bother to fuck around and go into depth on bioelectromagnetics if they'll just delete it anyway. Whereas if I'm working on gematria I'll serialize it into a thread in realtime. I will combine the two to a degree, but it becomes "your life your problem, here it is, figure it out yourself".
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 3:09:00 AM No.106122075
>>106121329
Possibly the gayest word filters I've ever seen, honestly. Lainchan sucks. And like half the talk isn't even about tech, it's about drugs.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 3:36:11 AM No.106122242
>>106122010
There exist other chans with their own /g/ equivalent, but yeah, one more dead chan wouldn't hurt anyone.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:23:46 AM No.106122571
>>106121002
What other boards? Looking for the third one :)
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:36:02 AM No.106122636
>>106120736 (OP)
Lainchan is a good concept but /g/ has fare more active community. LC is slow af, takes days for a reply.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:38:18 AM No.106122652
>>106120736 (OP)
>Lain
Theyre trannies
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:39:17 AM No.106122657
>>106122652
They're circumtransinated.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:40:22 AM No.106122664
>>106120972
Have you tried r/programming humor instead anon?
It's basically the same quality
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:45:52 AM No.106122698
>>106122010
The problem is that corpo came up with McDonald's racism, so now the board floods with people who don't want to discuss technology and just say "nigger" because they like the new-right clowns
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:52:28 AM No.106122733
>>106122698
So what? I didn't say shit and they still routinely delete my replies and threads. Some of which have been up for months or that I personally put hundred + replies in.

Sorry but this is bullshit. I don't want to hear about muh racism and normie language clone tendencies. Beyond that if you CANNOT say nigger, as in literally cannot AT ALL or EVER on any level even conceive of saying NIGGER, then you probably are a nigger. In the spiritual sense. Spiritual BLACKNESS, like the VOID.

An NPC.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:55:55 AM No.106122755
>>106122733
I don't know about lainchan, but due to the american political climate it's pretty much impossible to make a /g/ 2.0
They probably filter vulgar language because that's one way of filtering normies, and if you are smart enough you could still deal with it
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 4:59:09 AM No.106122776
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>>106122664
Have you? I've tried a bunch of different communities. I've browsed altchans on and off for like 10 years, but I really went soul searching during the 4chan downtime. There is currently nothing else like 4chan's /g/ on the internet. I know people like to joke about it dying years ago or whatever, but I've been here since 2007 and I still enjoy browsing.

There are certain communities here that don't exist anywhere else, and that I was lost without. Has /g/ gotten worse? In some ways, yes. But it's still better than the alternatives and often has interesting threads. And most of all, it's still fun. Everywhere else is so boring and sanitized. Maybe I'm just a shitposter at heart, but I can only take so much super super super serious discussion before I blow a fuse. 4chan's brand of retarded shitposting is truly one of a kind.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:00:16 AM No.106122785
>>106122755
Just use silly--emphasis on silly and not gay--substitutions like "roody-poo" and "candy-ass".
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:09:27 AM No.106122845
>>106122785
Again, I don't know about lainchan
Try to pay more attention to the context around you and you will fit anywhere
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:30:44 AM No.106122990
>>106122845
I don't want to "fit", I want to talk about what I want to talk about and be left the fuck alone. No more "people", no more stupid systems deleting my shit. How is Lainchan any different than youtube or facebook? Answer: IT ISN'T. Get these stupid fucking meddleware biobots out of my fucking way and out of my life. Whether it;s an algorithm or some tranny shit for brains that's pissed for some retarded reason that isn't my problem.

It's infuriating. There is always some shit pile, whether it's made of silicon or flesh, interfering with everything you're doing. There's always something in the way. You know back in the day? I had whole body nerve pain, whole body felt like I was on fire or dipped in acid. Inside of your head was like hot mud and cotton had been dumped inside. Whole face and scalp was burned melted off and crushed. Eat anything? Blood pressure drops, more pain, heart pounds 130+ bpm for the next 8 hours. Shower? White hot pain, vision desaturates, good luck out there kiddo. And this goes on and on and on for years, a decade before I got my own body to stop getting in the fucking way.

And now here I am and I have some human shaped object, some filthy animal, some shit for brains cocksucker deleting my posts. Interfering. IN THE WAY. AGAIN. I would rather beat them into a bloody pulp than even have to conceive of this THING alive on the same planet as me right now.

You have no idea. This whole thing is intolerable. Humans are absolute trash. Control is the only thing that matters. I don't how people can fail to comprehend that there are going to be consequences. It's so eay to atomize people and turn them into a bunch of filthy strays you can kick around and pick off as you please. That's the future they're helping to create, like good little mutt slaves.

Triggered.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:46:00 AM No.106123103
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>>106122990
And you are interfering in their way they of having a community without X and Y
>It's so eay to atomize people and turn them into a bunch of filthy strays you can kick around and pick off as you please
Aren't you doing the same thing? Judging as if they are doing it to personally trigger you instead of just going in their ways
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:48:13 AM No.106123120
>>106123103
My wife Shiroko
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:51:24 AM No.106123142
>>106123103
>Aren't you doing the same thing?
No. But even if I was it would be a good thing.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:57:57 AM No.106123171
>>106123142
If you keep acting in this way, you will keep having things getting in your way
You can't walk in a straight-line from point A to B without expecting houses, vehicles or people
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 5:58:41 AM No.106123175
>>106122785
>roody-poo
>candy-ass
It's a solid 13 years too late for these.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 6:03:17 AM No.106123192
>>106123171
False metaphor. Although I appreciate the intention behind it.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 6:20:59 AM No.106123339
>crying about lainchan on /g/

Lel. You are pathetic dude. Next time you are going to make a thread because a subreddit moderator bad talked to you? We don't care.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 6:22:46 AM No.106123348
>>106123339
What's this "we" shit, got a mouse in your pocket? What are you going to do about it, punk? Report me?
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 7:46:13 AM No.106123778
Not trying to suck their dick too much, but this place would unironically benefit from people elaborating on their opinion.

Also, for anyone interested: Somebody revived arisuchan.xyz https://arisuchan.xyz/
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 7:49:19 AM No.106123797
>>106123778
here's an opinion for you: sucka my dicku
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:06:42 AM No.106123898
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>>106123778
Don't suck it at all. It would be funny and a sort of site meta-meme if they didn't delete shit constantly. They banned me for a year for a similar thread to this.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:11:17 AM No.106123927
>>106120736 (OP)
Haven't been there for quite a while. Like a couple of years or so.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:20:39 AM No.106123976
>>106121271
>I think its a cool site but they deleted my legitmate solution to the cloudflare problem, for that reason i let go. Their webring thing is sweet though
What was your solution to cloudflare?
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:21:40 AM No.106123986
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>>106123898
Note, this was my last contribution to that thread (my thread) before being banned for 52 weeks.

Place is retarded. It's no wonder anyone remotely considering contributing to a slower altchan leaves. And if you don't take the hint and leave on your own, they make you leave. Hence: >>106121167

What IS that place REALLY? What is it FOR? This isn't muh sekret clubhouse behavior. Petty grudges are possible. It'd be really next level pathetic. I really think it's some sort of honeypot or monitoring system... but a very specialized type, that I can't pin down. They block tor, and after I started logging threads I visited on wayback machine, they modified their robots.txt to block it. Though it took them quite a while to do so.

Really doesn't make sense. Maybe they are just totally friend and not focused on the site itself, I don't know.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:26:14 AM No.106124012
I always assumed that site was for trannies so I've avoid it. Lain is one of those characters that trannies latch onto so I figured they'd drive off any Lainfags that aren't walking freakshows.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:29:49 AM No.106124033
>>106120736 (OP)
what the fuck is s*ykaf?
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:31:33 AM No.106124043
>>106124033
Probably some tranny word, better not to know.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:32:01 AM No.106124047
>all alt-chans are either foreign language, full of irony poisoned psychotic teenagers like the sharty, or just fukken ded
grim since half the boards on this website are unusable but there's no alternative
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 8:38:14 AM No.106124083
Muhamjeet mods like on every other dead shitchan
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 9:06:52 AM No.106124227
>>106122010
Yet if you cater to people saying nigger you'll just get S/g/ormFront so what can you do
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 9:11:37 AM No.106124259
>>106124227
You call them clamped over and over and over. The response to nigger nigger nigger faggot faggot nigger faggot nigger nigger double ultra meg giga nigga?

Clamped. Clamped clamped clamped. Circumclampinated. You are circumclampifluoraccimirradiciminated!!!! UNCLAMP YOUR MIND!~
Clamped!
You need to unclamp!
Unclamp now!

This will cause a short circuit. Nigger and faggot speak will be reigned in.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 9:31:51 AM No.106124371
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I've been pondering this again lately and I've come to the conclusion that saying nigger is good and important, for two reasons. One is spiritual and psychological in nature: the whole language policing meme was forced and dictated by the powers that be; the same types of politicians and oligarchs who rape and ritually sacrifice children and harvest adrenochrome. Evil people who sold their divine spark to the archons in exchange for power and wealth. Refusing to go along with any policies they try to impose is unironically good for your soul. Conforming to language policing by self-censoring even when you don't consider the use of language to be morally wrong at all is a humiliation ritual, and wilfully humiliating yourself before the slaves of the evil one is a sin against the holy spirit.
The other reason is one of simple internet hygiene. You don't want hiveminded hylic NPC normgroids to flood your place, and saying nigger, kike etc. is a good way to repel them. I do agree we need an added layer of posting hygiene to repel rightoid NPCs though, as they are just as bad as the libtard ones. Maybe ridiculing cuckstianity or their favorite pedo politicans they worship could work.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 10:38:46 AM No.106124781
>>106124371
It's a difficult problem to solve. You can see why secret societies are engineered the way they are. Normies really fuck shit up and it sucks not having everyone on the same page. And having to wonder if they're even capable.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 10:52:12 AM No.106124861
>>106120931
Lain requires high quality posts
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 10:57:22 AM No.106124887
>>106121005
That's vichan. Every vichan imageboard allows you to do that.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:19:20 AM No.106124979
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>>106124861
>Lain experiencing high quality posts
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:21:28 AM No.106124991
Serial Experiments Lain - 13.mkv_snapshot_21.22_[2014.01.23_21.40.45]
>>106124861
Then Lain realizing the Truth.
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:23:48 AM No.106125000
>>106124861
Who decides what is high quality? rules like that are always just an excuse for some mod to delete whatever they feel like.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:28:00 AM No.106125023
4chan-rules
4chan-rules
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>>106124861
So does 4chan (lol)
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:28:51 AM No.106125029
>>106120959
trvke post
>>106121168
agreed
>>106123986
rouge janny maybe?
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:34:03 AM No.106125058
>>106125029
>rouge janny maybe?
Probably. However if you ask about it in /q/ you never get a response. None of the moderation decisions are ever explained on any level no matter how many people thought it was bullshit that the 6 month old thread they were actively engaged with just got randomly deleted and posted about it there. Nope. No explanation. No response. No discussion. Any post about it outside /q/ deleted. /q/ itself has like 10 threads stickied so you have to scroll way down to see anything new.

You see what I mean? The more I describe it the more deliberate it seems. So what is Lainchan really?
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:37:29 AM No.106125084
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>>106125000
Trips of truth. I think there's also a rule that you can't complain about the mods or lainchan on lainchan.
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Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:50:31 AM No.106125148
lain_a_shit
lain_a_shit
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>>106125058
Anonymous
8/3/2025, 11:52:16 AM No.106125154
Serial Experiments Lain - 02.mkv_snapshot_15.55_[2013.04.22_08.22.50]
>>106125084
And yet, then I think perhaps I am wrong. Lainchan is like a time capsule in my own personal development, and I should leave it alone. It doesn't need top do what I want it to. It should provide the illusion that the world is "normal", should have a chill radio, and maintain that sense of wonder. And sense I cling to this in the back of my mind it turns me away over and over because I don't want it to change.

And yet if I allow this doubt and permissiveness to exist within me, I will be trampled. This place will try to use and abuse me to the end. So it HAS to be punished, it has to face judgement, it must face facts, it must change. It cannot remain a time capsule, rooted in simpler and illusory comfy times...

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