should threads like these go on adult or sfw gif i’m honestly not sure

>>28960813
yes.

and fuck the blue suit.

>>28960781 (OP)
Pro tip: try shrooms.
No, seriously.

>>28960781 (OP)
my wife is completely demoralized about being autistic and it drives me crazy. i'm autistic too but i don't wear it like a emotional handicapped badge like she does. whenever i remind her that even autistic people can improve their social skills, she gets angry. today she got offended when i reminded her that there are autistic people who have to use an ipad to tell their caregiver that they need help to use the bathroom. i admit i'm a little insensitive. but still.

Why does it seem like the source of everyone's woes are other people?
Go scroll through /adv/ for a minute and notice everything the exact same. Everyone concerned about other people.
Am I alone in feeling down because the world doesn't seem to have any meaning?

>>28960781 (OP)
If you think that's sad now, just wait until Gen Alpha normies discover LLMs and make AIs their first and last friend.

>>28961142
agree and start watching Joe Rogan's podcasts and try look up deprivation tanks in your area.

pull that shit up.

>>28961584
Oh yea we are heading that direction, we always were i believe.
Vidia games were always great haven to escape to VR, AI and interned is simply too powerful band aid for the misery real world offers to people.

>>28960791
hahahah denied broccoli head jew fag

>>28961577
Why is that a sad thing? I personally find it quite liberating. If there is no predetermined meaning to life, then any meaning I decide to assign to it is valid.
Whatever I decide to make the meaning of my life - it becomes that.

>>28961845
Because you know that it's made up. It's not the truth. And if you value truth, then how can you lie to yourself and prescribe meaning where none exists?

>>28961912
For you, the truth is that life has no meaning. We live every day for no purpose other than to survive until the next day. Would you rather spend the next years of your meaningless life happy or depressed?

Sure, it doesn’t matter in the end but doing things that I enjoy make me happy *now*

>>28961061
He is literally me except I dont have any friends, haha.

>>28961912
>Because you know that it's made up.
I mean, if there is no "actual" meaning, then any meaning you "make up" is as good as anything can possibly be.
Dragons don't exist, but dinosaurs did and were just as cool if not cooler by the virtue of actually being real.

>>28961061
This is a really good movie.
I'm surprised to see that the same cultural problems that exist today also existed in 50s.

>>28961577
>the world doesn't seem to have any meaning?
it does, you're supposed to make it better for the next generation
this has been completely replaced in favor of making money however

>>28962023
hahaha ..wait a minute.
:(

>>28960781 (OP)
It's cause you faggots turned yourself into civilization hating rightoids. The real red pill is that you did this to yourself.

>>28961061
>>28962038
man, ive had the same conversations with my mom. kinda embarrasing desu.
i dont even think im ugly, but i was as a teen, also really fucked up teeth back then and no social skills, maximum introvert. not getting attention from girls just messes u up.
i barely try, theres a feeling of inferiority thats buried deep that makes me rethink even trying with a girl, cause of course she wouldnt want me.
and even if a girl shows some signs of interest ill just bask in the ego boost and not even ask her out, cause that might ground me and also cause im afraid of a first relationship due to inexperience (im 30).
im a load of hot mess… pretty much a walking red flag, but i still feel like im the one living in unfairness. does this make any sense?

>>28962154
>you spread rumors about yourself
>you were isolated as a teen because of yourself
>you got bullied because of yourself
>your parents were absent or neglectful because of yourself
Do you hear how retarded you sound?

>>28962247
this >>28962154 is exactly the attitude faggots and women have of men, they dont have an IQ high enough to grasp the Male Condition.
Ever see that video of the transman crying about how little hugs she got now that she is a faggot with a beard?
Worst part is, the cunt doesnt even have as fucked a social life as most men and was only crying about getting LESS affection than she is used to.

>>28962471
lmao
>>28960811
Honestly can't picture why people are depressed because they don't do something grand and important. Not everyone is made for history and that's true for 99.99999999% of the population.

lurked since 2008, first time posting. dont even know how to work the captcha these days

not sure why i got a lot of these

>>28962577
This dude is ice cold, glad he's dead.

>>28961142
in my experience ive seen psychedelics do more harm than good.
have quite the healthcare background, personally i dont think shrooms do anything for me, might just be a little bit more irritable afterwards for the next month or so.

i think its more helpful to focus on the stuff that has evidence to help, like religiously exercising everyday and making it somehting that defines you. antidepressants maybe if theyre for a ~3-12month period and you have a legit risk/benifit discussion with an actual provider, not some pill pushing midlevel who pops them herself for the last decade. depression is so awkward and good providers are so nonexistant or rushed that it pretty much impossible to not gamble when starting ssris. most men will have sexual sideffects and best case scenario the "success" rate (people who think they are doing better 12 months later per survey) is like 30% after switching to 3 different drugs due to sideeffects.

>>28962584
that shuffle parkinsonian walk/cogwheel regidity
his facial expression is a good example of what psych docs call flat affect.
weirdest thing i learned on psych rotations was how comically cliche/similar almost all psych patients are. more so with straight up schitzophrenia (not some bpd mix/new age made up catagory but og schitzo. theres like a dozen flavors of schitzo now)

dimentia is like super complicated to understand or describe. best thing that ive found that seems accurate is a 6 hour long instrumental meme album. no doubt if we find out how to live forever, we will all end up demented due to neurodegredation. much accelerated in parkinsons/vascular dementia. another reason to exercise. ironically smoking nicotine seems to help reduce risk of parkinsons.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJWksPWDKOc

i just assume the dementia state is some mixture of confusion/emotional flatness that is amplified by whatever type of drunk person people are. like if youre an angry/agressive drunk, thats who youll be when you get demented out. the whole assisted living/snf/nursing home abandonment seems really harsh until you try to care or help the people who are there. then you realize almost all of them are there for a reason.

>>28962424
bullying or shitty parents weren't your fault. But it is your responsibility what you are gonna do with it now. Noone is gonna pity you. You have to fight or admit you've given up

this ones kind of cringe imo. actually all these are but i have them saved

terry davis schitzo rant is appearently too long now, more than 300 sec. owell

ussr olympic stadium in st petersburg russia collapse during planned demolition work, i think circa 2018

ill just keep posting till i hit some kind of post cap/spam limit and then "log off" for the night

>>28962666
You have that golden prime ultra first class 4chan pass ?

checked brother, trips of darkness.

>>28962675
ya ive been saving up my 3 chin gold pass points since 2010 when you could still buy them with ur parents credit card and find out what why the story was cool bro

white phosphorus in ukraine. has a weird mad world beauty. im sure there are worse things in war/history but they didnt look as good.

no sound, but it would go well with similar track.
background i think it was towards the end of bahkmut defensive in ukraine, ukrainians had retreted back to "the citidel" on the west side of the town which was a bunch of concreate soviet appartment blocks which were supposted to be very difficult for russians to advance on. guess the russians had been saving up all of their white phos shells which are supposted to be used for defoleation/burning out vegitation and they did i think 2-3 days worth of night artillery and burned out most of the area. in high enough concentrations white phos oxidizes in the air/humidity to have a secondary teargas/bleach bomb type of effect. was suprizingly effective i think only in this one use for finishing the bahkmut offensive.
imo depicts kind of its own descent into madness... might be off topic desu

fresh off the converter
good interview on yt, worth listening to the whole thing at 2x speed

just me in here, just the way i like it

clearly starting to scrape the bottom/boarderline offtopic. one more post and ima go to bed/start dealing with the fact that i got suspended right before graduation from md program and will probably have to spend the next 5 years of my life suing my school

havent seen a feels thread in a long time on here. they usually quickly self delete since all the feels people usually finally go to sleep and couldnt care enough to keep posting

hope yall know it gets better :)

>>28962760
Really good contrast of highs and lows of emotion humans can "feel" when theyre in a life/death situation. kind of fascinating to me.

have a good night/day everyone :)

>>28962683
>I think i'll use my credit card
I could only imagine.

why do I get the impression of this thread being totally gay? you snowflakes don't know what sad means. stay in your basements and wait for your tendies. fucking homos.

>>28962841
And why do i have the impression that you are too afraid of feelings other than anger and hate and also to play with your own asshole ?

You attic dwellers always look down on us.

>>28962870
when I look down I only see the floor. where are you hiding you fucking homo?

>>28962154
Most of the biggest autists I've seen have broken homes, were bullied, abused as children, and/or have some mental illness
None of that shit is their fault and the world is cruel to these people because they can't comprehend how abuse can change you at a fundamental level and instead of showing compassion, they just tell you to fuck off until you've learned how to be normal like them. Ironically enough this sort of rejection from your peers does even MORE damage than might have already been done.
>>28962631
It's hard to take responsibility even when you have to when the game was stacked against you and I don't blame anyone for giving up or being bitter because god knows I've dealt with all of the above and putting in tons of effort will usually only get you to the baseline expectations of society and that might not seem worth it to a lot of autists.
At the core of it all, most people do not understand what it's like and I only started to get my shit together when I realized that and stopped trying to fit in when I was effectively an alien to most people.

>>28963005
yup. most of the shit happend to me as a kid from bullies and especially my dad. defending yourself? no chance. I always cried and asked them to stop. I even asked school teachers and total strangers for help. nobody helped. at first I really tried to integrate but the more I tried, the more they used all my efforts against me. life got harder and harder while growing up, because of lack of social skills and trust. now I don't give a fuck anymore.

>>28962932
Homo maybe but not "fucking"
Open the window and let the fresh air in attic boy, you are not thinking clearly, wasting your time here.
Instead to some productive.

>>28963079
good advice and thank you. window was open all the time, even though the pollen are hurting me and I was doing something productive but could have done more. otherwise, I can do whatever the fuck I want with my time. like fucking your mom for instance.

>>28963113
There is a deep hurt in you that forbids you from growing up to be something you would like see in mirror.
That's what my homo gene tells me.
good luck anon

>>28962932

>>28961752
These wolves live infinitely more meaningful lives than the vast majority of humans ever will.

>>28962584
he's glad too but you're still a cunt

>>28962841
everyone has their own experience of sadness. when i was 10 years old, my grandmother gave me a swatch and i loved that thing, but someone stole it from me at the swimming pool changing room and i was sad for weeks afterwards. a friend's mom died of cancer when she was 12, and i know it felt bad but my knowledge of her sadness isn't the same as living through it.

There's nothing more forgettable and pathetic than giving up as a man.

>>28963154
>forbids you from growing up
why? so I can get fucked even harder in the ass by society? no thanks. everyone owes me. now fuck off and fuck yourself. "fucking" homo.

>>28960781 (OP)
Transition

>>28963206
we can out the measurement tapes, of course. but can you even comprehend being regularly spit in your face, smacked in your face, always the face, your ears being almost torn from your weight because your father wants to see if he can lift you by your ears? I don't think so. can you even spell PTSD? from doing regular chores? that fucker really used every opportunity to abuse me. so please don't tell me you are having a bad day because you got some material shit stolen from you. fucking homo.

>>28962631
>it is not your own fault if you were born with 80 IQ
>but it's up to you to decide what to do
No, becoming a doctor at that point is not fighting. It's denying the reality, as you are right now.

>>28963203
You are a retard, I am glad because of what he said, tf do I have to explain everything to newfags for?
Read between the lines dipshit.

>>28963278
>my life was worse therefore you arent allowed to be sad
Come the fuck on bud, that's retarded.

>>28960781 (OP)

Men dont have support really; we are used for safety, stability, and financial security. From my window into the world, most women just want that without the actual man. They hate their husbands and dont even want to be touched. Im in a relationship myself where she does very obviously love me, but we still cant talk. She acts like she wants to, but if I do try to open up, she doesnt listen. She isnt having a conversation, shes waiting for her turn to talk - and wont wait long. She vomits everything in her brain out and I maybe get a couple of sentences out here and there. Theyre usually interrupted and within 3 minutes we've covered like 9 different subjects of hers, and we're not 36 light years from where I was interrupted. try to open up about other things, and its met with extremely poor reactions - body language, facial expressions, sighs and scoffs, and verbal. Why even open up and try to talk to someone if its going to be like that? Why the fuck do I need to know about what Bethany had for lunch three days ago, and how is that connected to anything we were just talking about?


>>28962424

A sure sign of mental illness is bringing political alignment into a discussion that has nothing to do with it. Its a display of uncontrolled intolerance and hate that is constantly at the forefront of every thought. Its not normal; its extremely unhealthy.

>>28961577

I noticed this too; especially in my last workplace. I left after being there for 20 years. There was this clique that was always concerned with what other people were doing; they always had an enemy to worry about. Society as a whole seems to have this problem and it turns into a mob mentality problem too. Extreme consequences for the most trivial or even completely honest mistake is the norm - but when they screw up, its not a big deal and no one should care. Its completely fucked.

>>28963310
no u

>>28962672
>Who needs friends when you can just talk to yourself in your head?
I also have a teddy bear for that.

>>28963338
not everyone can talk to themselves. but yea, this. some people talk to their penis.

>>28963356
I mean that i both talk to myself and my teddy, both works for different things.

>>28963329
>A sure sign of mental illness is bringing political alignment into a discussion
>has nothing to do with it.
Nice fantasy, faggot.

How did this go from just posting videos we can relate to, to some faggot pretending he is Freud and another pretending he is the arbiter of what does and doesnt constitute suffering and sadness.

You two need a smack with a baseball bat , spamfags.

>>28963364
I sometimes get caught talking to my penis while fucking your mom. she always asks me who am I talking to. really sucks. I mean real good. she sucks me dry every time. like no time for talking.

>>28963226
kek if you can make the "kill yourself" move and flash or like multiple fonts of it just increasing numbers coming at ya, that would be great.

>>28963423
This is retard tier bait, go back to your discord.

>>28963432
don't have discord. should I?

>>28963443
We both know you do.

>>28963421
this place is gone. might as well take a dump in it before leaving it forever. moderation, randomly banning people and now these fucking bots did a number on this place. I don't feel like fighting anymore for this place. this place is gone.

>>28963226
What's the song name?

>>28963453
I really don't. almost all social media has turned into echo chambers. why the fuck would I want to do that to myself?

>>28962792
>fat wage
>friends
>family
>gets laid
>relationships
>vacations
man i love Seinfeld but this meme of him being a sad pathetic man is just him being a spineless foreskin salesman

>>28963329
Sorry buddy. But that is not a healthy relationship or even a romantic one. If you don't do or talk about this communication between you two, you're only going to both get frustrated.

Damn that's some shitty grammar. But yeah.

>>28963464
This place is indeed a rotting corpse, but it will get better... xDDD

>>28963421
Cause the videos are gay and retarded holy shit.

>>28963464
Typical newfag 'oldfag'.

>>28963475
Yeah, its hard to find a discord that allows you to express yourself without getting banned for le haterino speech.

Thing is, I dont think the people on discord connect with me like they do others.

im just there, if I died they wouldnt even think about it.

but its better than nothing.

>>28963494
no it won't. what is dead, stays dead.

>>28963503
kek not me, I was reincarnated.
I was such a good poo, that now Im a white man

>>28963503
you wont believe the amount of shit i had to get through as an indian.
Every time I smell dung I get visions of my former life
>aaaaaah nooo please, by Vishnu have the mercy on meeee nooooo!

>>28963501
have been here since about day one. everything went downhill real fast after about 2009. I don't know why I am still here. out of habit I suppose.

>>28962623
I am looking the parody of this video, is from 2023 is a teenager woman dressed like him and smoking a piece of paper instead a habano.

it must be from /gif/ or /wsg/ because it has sound

thanks in advance.

>>28963514
well, you are what you eat, after all

>>28963511
who's a good poo? who's a good poo? yeees, you are! such a good poo.

>>28963531
Well I must have eaten a lot of good boys lately cause my asmr mommy keeps calling me a good boy

>>28963511
>>28963514
Then we get Typical schizo niggers samefagging

>>28963516
Because everything is worse by comparison although marginally so. And out of habit.

>>28963539
Thats not samefagging

>>28963539
I think it is a bot. might even call it poobot.

>>28963550
>>28963539
this is samefagging

>>28963556
nope, you got two unrelated posts. maybe don't be such a shiz yourself, shiz?

>>28963569
>nope
Tidder is missing their King.

>>28962154
says da jew pedo

>>28962602
psychedelics for me are like windscreen wipers cleaning the dirt off my windscreen, at least temporarily
i would be dead without psychedelics
shrooms lsd and ketamine have been there at several times in my life where I had just given up
last time I did LSD I connected with my inner child again and for months afterwards the stupidest little silly stuff would make me laugh again, I had a general contentedness with life. I'm back to feeling like shit and I miss the clarity LSD gave me last time, might drop a tab again this summer. I catch myself coming across memes and at best i can muster a forced chuckle, but I know that if only I could wipe the windscreen clean again, that shit would make me full belly laugh even if I were watching it on public transport full of strangers
too bad it wears off after a while, but yeah, the abrasiveness of life tends to do that and I'm well aware that i am very sensitive to it
antidepressants make things infinitely worse for me, i'm not a coomer, i'm not addicted to any substance, not a gamer, i have family, but I have cptsd from my upbringing and I don't ask for sympathy or whatever, but i'd never write off stuff like shrooms because for some people it's the only thing that truly gives temporary relief
thx for reading my diary

>>28962602
good webm btw
full vid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YIMvM8u9C-o

>>28963574
not going back there

>>28963634
buy an ad faggot. psychedelics do more harm than good to unstable people. fuck off.

>>28963278
>so please don't tell me you are having a bad day because you got some material shit stolen from you. fucking homo.
i'm not claiming that, but you're so self-centered that you can't see that. you don't get internet points for claiming that your experience was worse than anyone else's. the fact that you would think that way says you will never move past it.

>>28963648
commit suicide and make it hurt

>>28963556
Is it?

>>28963748
For a nigger who did shroom, you sure showed him. Anyways he's largely correct. It's not a fucking panacea nor is it required for everyone and anyone.

>>28963652
exactly the kind of shit people used to tell me. it's always my fault. right. so many blowjob points to you, anon. not. fuck you and fuck your mother.

>>28963805
? Blowjob

>>28963805
i never said anything about fault. it's just another of your hallucinations to stroke your ego.

>>28963914
yea, keep 'em coming. now it's all just a hallucination. next you will tell me the earth is flat, right? fuck you.

>>28963467

Radiohead - No Surprises

https://youtu.be/u5CVsCnxyXg?si=fuMLUMVJuT1pUuQR

great band anon.

>>28962639
Cringe is not an inherent trait. It's a feeling

>>28962651
>>28962651
whats this from?

>>28962772
honestly, being out in the rain drinking is something to experience. not sure why people think you must be having a midlife crisis

>>28964253
light beer is a thing, right? no need to wait for rain.

>>28964206
from real life.
No lie, it's working accident.

>>28962247
I don't know if you'll read this brother, but this was me 4 months ago and it was me my whole life. I was a virgin until 29, got on a dating app and hooked up with a 2/10 and went back to her like 6 times. That gave me the confidence I needed to at least try again. I used alcohol before I went I drank 3 shots, but try to get anti anxiety meds like gabapentin to help for your first experiences to calm you down. Now I have my first girlfriend I met at a group for addicts, and no she's not perfect and has a traumatic past but I'm getting out there and getting experience. I thought I'd die alone or self delete eventually because of my intimacy anxiety/intimacy fear, social anxiety, etc. But I got help from an outpatient program and went to every appointment and the groups and I got better brother, I hit a point where I said in my journal: I either get laid or get a girlfriend or this will be my life forever. So seek help, seek medication but be careful with meds, and force yourself to go out and talk to people. I know it's cliche, but if I can do it so can you. I was so bad brother, I mean 29 virgin, addict, suicidal, depressed, and now I actually see a future if I keep going on my path forward. And I was bad at see, and kissing, but my girlfriend didn't care, she worked with me because I was kind and open to her, she's been an angel to me and has made me into a better man.

I lost my job a few months ago, my girlfriend asked me for "a break," my mother is dying of pancreatic cancer, but, hey! It's what it is, right? Right?

>>28964036
Fuck! I've been getting into radiohead, just started with OK. Thank you anon. They are indeed

>>28962743
UK - rain

>>28964328
Nta but good job anon. Truly keep on keeping on champ.
You sound wholesome

>>28963482
This is the running gag through the show. He's so self involved that it never occurs to him that he's batting whay above his average. He constantly self-sabotages because he thinks he deserves something better than what he's got, when in reality he has it way too good as is.

>>28963464
The problem are the 1000 trans and blacked threads. Also the threads that are repeated over and over.

Just do drugs.
>buh-buh-but muh SPACE FAIRY told me they're BAD-
Oh, that's real? You have 10 minutes to present it.

>>28962658

>>28962247
>im afraid of a first relationship due to inexperience (im 30).
Porn / 4chan / internet makes you think that girls only care about is dick size and sexual performance. They don't give a fuck about that. All they want is to feel loved just like we do.

>>28960781 (OP)
If you relate to any of this then you're an effeminate fag.

https://youtu.be/iQpXcLD4wHk?si=0ezKPXejPZRg27ez

>>28965115
i'm happy for you. i just hope it doesn't happen that he finds a chad, and she trades everything for a night with him

>>28960781 (OP)
What's that second graph showing? I can't understand it.

That AI stuff is freaky shit.

Generous guys, you know where to find me. aina0.107

>>28966954
Go to hell, no one is proud of you.

This is your end. Your end is trying to show us your wrinkled ugly privates and maybe have enough money for dollar store groceries.

You're done.

>>28966115
Increased levels of self-reliance, vastly decreased level of familial and friend-based support, increased levels of romantic partner emotional support

>>28960781 (OP)
That AI is doing everything it can to keep him hopeless and miserable, god damn.

>>28967097
probably the most based blackcel of all time.

>>28960781 (OP)
I gave up trying to be productive. What's the point? Nobody talks to each other anymore. People start having families and they cut everyone else out of their lives. Society tells you it hates you. Every fucking day they make sure you know they hate you just because you don't check a box on a sheet of quotas.

>>28967099
I can think of worse ideas. Certainly a more stable place than that shithole LA.

It'll be okay guys. Idk if it will get better, but it will get easier.

>>28962683
How many years has it been since youtube banned him for something they made up?

>>28962514
People were sold the idea that your life is your story. Or that your story is your life. People probably take that too seriously, but you can't blame them. It's bred into them.

>>28960781 (OP)
Why is 40 the worst time in a man's life? Why is it so common?

>>28960791
why are you posting ylyl vids in a feels thread?

>>28964206
If my memory serves me right it's a Russian construction

>>28961282
Tell her there's autistic girls in big cities that frequent BDSM clubs and run DND campaigns.

>>28962514
I think it's movies. You get tricked into thinking you're the MC of a movie.

>>28961142
how many friends did you make after taking shrooms?

>>28967424
hormones

>>28962835
>an Asian making fun of someone asking for something non-dairy

oh the irony!

>>28967647
AI is getting real clever.

>>28967784
not ai bro, that clip is a few years old.

>>28963428
you do it faggot

>>28960781 (OP)
youre not sad. youre just mad and too cucked to do anything. emotions are a femenine trait

>>28967802
I see.
It's gonna get more more tricky to distinguish what's real.

>>28961061

It's always darkest before the dawn. Marty went on to fly the most advanced helicopter in the world, save chicks, and bang bitches.

>>28963528
Cant post a webm but here is the youtube video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKbIQva6gAA

>>28968167
kek based Airwolf enjoyer

>>28967851
too tired desu, i would have to start from scratch, its much easier.

>>28968260
BLESSED, I'll make a webm of it

>>28962623

Like what you see? Don't be shy-let me know. cccxyy.847

>>28967312
they banning everyone for anything now. miss the good old days where i could listen to james yeager tell me how to pew glowies for being on my lawn

>>28960781 (OP)
Spent the entirety of my 20s not dating due to not liking those kinds of social settings, (bars, clubs). I was also truly happy being single, thinking a relationship would be a strain on my solo time and money. I only worked, hung out with a couple of close friends from school, and played vidya. I had zero interest in learning how a relationship worked. All of those super popular relationship videos and common discussions that you see everywhere I found useless and boring. Now I'm a wizard and am glad I didn't make choices in my 20s because I didn't know what I wanted. I know now if I want someone I should go for someone who holds their own. I want someone who doesn't need me because a lot of false love is based on dependency. I think I missed some things that could've ruined my life, but I also think I missed out on the chance of finding someone. So many my age have kids now, when I'm only in the past 6 years wanting to just find someone, and that got hindered by Covid, just when I started thinking about it at 25. If I do find someone they;ll never fully appreciate the last 20 to 30 years of my life like the people around me can, nor could I do the same for them, nor would they ever know my dad. RIP Everything feels so artificial now. Meeting people in school felt natural, because there was no motivation behind our actions other than company. I don't miss school, but I do miss a couple of people. I wish I could go back to the days of not wanting to have someone, it was easier. Being asocial was great. Can't talk about this with my friends either, because one just changes the subject anytime it's a serious conversation and the other is a racist misogynist, and not in the way Twitter likes to throw those words around.

>>28968478
dam thats a good one. saved bro.

crazy to read all the people in this thread complain about how social media is an echo chamber but they cant help but display the exact behavior that caused it to be an echo chamber.

what if AI was made just to to fix the dead internet all the asbies killed.
like an hour ago a semi truck almost slammed into me on the hwy, didnt even see me, they just merged into my lane driving my gf back from work.
i just straight up didnt even react. just thought through logically like a dozen reasons why he maybe didnt see me or didnt mean to almost kill me and my gf.
kind of just basqued in my ability to have self control and understanding instead of being a basket case asbie who can only react and lash out. maybe thats what happensif you do too many shrooms lol

>>28960781 (OP)
I've mostly always been a loner so thankfully loneliness doesn't affect me much. I barely had any friends at school. I had a couple of friend groups in my late teens and early 20's but both groups drifted apart due to moving away and disagreements. I could've kept in touch with some of them but I felt like those groups came to their natural conclusion. I had a couple of girlfriends in my 20s but I didn't really care about them. I was only happy with my first relationship because I no longer had the cloud of being a virgin hanging over me but I didn't feel love for her. My second girlfriend was sweet but it made me realise that I just don't care for relationships. Most of the time I spent with her I wished I was doing something else. Now I'm 33 with no friends and yet I couldn't care less. I work out, play vidya and spend time with my close family and that's all I need.

>>28967008
It's not actually an e-whore you retarded zoomer

>>28962706
This was actually a magnesium explosion at some port or warehouse if i remember correctly. the reason they were walking slowly is cause if you ran you could have the burning metal hit your face, so you had to just keep your head up and walk slowly forward so hopefully it'd just land on the helmet. Can't remember where it happened but well before the Ukraine conflict

>>28968260
... that's a dude isn't it?

>>28962779
This was entries for an animation competition

>>28967097
the funny thing is, if he talked to them like this they would be wet
>my daddy told me when I was fourteen years ol-
bro where's the rest?

>>28960781 (OP)
https://youtu.be/_qN57XjqM-c?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/CogOs2jMnGI?si=gLGGRJTbKpbxh6Zp

>>28963329
I hear you. I have communications issues with my wife too. We both want to talk to each other but it's tough. It's important to have male friends to talk to. I don't really blame my wife, I can be a bit condescending especially when talking about things I'm passionate about, and we're not really intelligence matched so it can be tough for her to talk to me, and vice versa. Maybe your wife feels the same, and it's just easier to talk about Bethany, or whoever, because it's tough to talk to you about important things out of fear of disagreement, rejection, et cetera. Even if you tell someone you won't judge them, everyone knows that not really true so it can be tough to get past that fear of being judged. Timid women especially. Good luck.

>>28963487
Communicate about the communication issue? I imagine that's been tried a few times.

>>28968564
what's the story?

>>28961142
hallucinogens dont really effect autist people. DMT does, but shrooms and acid dont do shit but give you butterflies in your stomach. Shit drugs desu.

>>28963329
God damn that's depressing.

>>28968564
really?
sauce?

>>28970508
Girls want attention
They imitate memes coz being original is hard
Or maybe someone paid her to do it

>>28962760
best in thread

>>28961912
>Because you know that it's made up. It's not the truth.
Abstract things like "meaning" can be both made up and true. You determine what is true about your meaning - it belongs to you!

Idk what your age or life situation is like but I had the same beliefs as you for a long time. Reading existentialist philosophy kind of helped but it was still just words on paper. As I grew up and became an adult, things got a lot easier - gradually you acquire agency and see the influence your own mindset, belief, and willpower can have on your life over the course of a couple years.

Don't get me wrong, life is not sunshine and roses, it's just assloads of pointless suffering in any direction you look. But it is a lot more manageable if you can find a few things to captivate you for a bit, see progress in, etc

>>28968564
Cringe

>>28970832
See thats why you will never have a women in your life

It was a tribute to the 5th anniversary of his death

>>28960781 (OP)
>ai chats.
Gayyyy

>>28970530
>hallucinogens dont really effect autist people
Lies.
Shrooms effect them just the same.
LSD start out milder but with every dose the effects become stronger and stronger.

I came to this board to jerk off, not cry

Living at home with my recently divorced mom and sister while looking for a job.
Similarly recently divorced dad is living in a nearby apartment.
I am afraid that something very bad is going to happen soon, especially with a blow-out over the phone last evening.
My sister is the most important person in the world to me, but I cannot accept how she is handling this divorce.
I am not thinking about suicide but have thought about homicide. I am afraid that something very bad is going to soon happen.

>>28962706
That was factory fire. In US I believe.

If that was artillery munition, it would be incendiary, not phosphorus. Phosphorus explodes with high speed. In order to stick to things. Incendiary spreads over large area and falls down slowly to start fires.

>>28969371
I know how you feel man, I did the same throughout my 20's. I'm 32 now and I was in a relationship for 6 months this year after being alone my entire life and now I can't go back. I thought I had accepted the thought of me being by myself forever, I thought that I had made peace with it, but after experiencing just a small amount of genuine mutual love I'm finding it impossible to return to that frame of mind. I can't find enjoyment in anything anymore and my mind ruminates on her for 99% of the day, my old distractions can't hold my interest anymore and life feels pointless without someone to dedicate myself to. The absolute worst part is that I pushed her away and ruined things myself, so the loneliness is compounded by the most soul-crushing regret imaginable.

>>28971766
Ouch, the loved and lost. I had a gf when on RuneScape when I was 14, not sure if that counts but I can understand the feelings. I met her IRL later so... The feelings were that I couldn't wait to see her and I couldn't stop smiling when chatting with her. It helped playing a game we both liked. We met on the game and a mutual friend said we should date each other. I ended things because I didn't want to tell my parents, thought I'd get in trouble. Her dad knew and she wanted to meet up, but that parents needed to be involved because of course they did. In hindsight it was lucky neither of us was a creep, she actually found me based on some limited info I had given her and scolded me for it. I don't think I loved her, just liked the feeling of being having a gf and getting do say the sweet things to each other. I also protected her as a friend when her next bf was a dick to her, I would tell her to dump him when she'd call me crying, but it was friend advice, not because I wanted to get back together. I knew the distance wasn't going to work.

I'm glad I had the relationship, but moving on was for the best. I feel worse about the girl I rejected and the other girl who was my best friend who I never asked out. I now don't know her. Both from middle through high school. The former is still near where I live actually, it might've worked out well, I just was surprised when she asked me out and I shut her down because I couldn't say anything else. Kept myself awake wondering why I rejected her.

How did you get into a relationship? I've thought about dating apps, but it feels shallow and fake, but at the same time I have a list of what I won't deal with, and it's a lot of fairly common things that a lot of people do. (Mainly drugs and alcohol.) The thing that scares me is I remember having less logic when I was with my ex-gf (but it was never involved anything serious) How did you push her away?

>>28971506
Who do you think about killing? Why? I've had homicidal thoughts about my old grandmother because my mom taking care of her was ending her life. I didn't end up needing to get away from it because she died of old age while away at a facility. I think homicidal thoughts are actually A LOT more common than people admit, but as soon as you do, it's time to think about locking you up or heavily medicating you. No, I can want to actually kill someone but know better than to actually do it.

>>28969502
you really are the problem

i try to be there for my friends, some of them are total dickheads, some of them dont want to talk about it, but as someone who beat my depression all i want to do is try and be that rock for people. am i lonely? not really, but i lack intimacy in my life with someone. thankfully no longer a virgin but i've never had a real girlfriend. that's what's missing in my life. i have a lot to give, but no one to give to.

>>28971831
I had a milestone birthday late last year. Let's just say it was a pretty big one. Nobody even called me. No party. No one stopped over. No body even texted me. I don't think I have friends anymore. It's not like my life went no where, but kids never made it into the picture. So what is it? You don't have kids and you don't get to be part of the adults that have kids club? It's not like we didn't try.

>>28972404
You need to remind your friends. When was the last time you talked to them? Birthday's mean different things to different people. I have 1 friend who messages us and sets the reservation to go eat.
I don't do anything on my birthday except for spend a bit of time with my mom because it means something to her but not to me. Food, cake, she gives me a gift. Gifts do nothing for me. I have a buddy who drops by with soda, but he didn't last year. He's dealing with a lot but I think he plays it up sometimes and we hang out a lot less.
When your friends have kids, they get really busy. Between work and having your kids wake you up at 2am, there isn't energy for much else and it'll be that way probably until they are teens. My mom's friends used to come over for Christmas when I was a kid, but as I got older, one moved away and another became a nun. I've been thinking that some of my 10+ year friendships were going to be lifelong. My neighbor moved to the other side of the country for work and to get away from bad childhood memories because his mom wasn't great. I never knew because I wasn't around him for much of that, we didn't hang out around his mom. The soda friend, still acts childish sometimes despite being almost 40. I go for a fist bump and he still punches hard, going to hurt my hand bad if he keeps it up. I stopped doing that. He no longer likes the things we bonded over either so that's hard. My best friend is pretty much my only friend now and I've thought about cutting him out of my life several times because he's abusive sometimes, but I know it's his personality. He more than once got on a kick of telling people to kill themselves and likes to find someone to make fun of in every group. But he's the only one who helps every time you need it and we have a lot of interests in common and he is the only one I can really hang out with whenever. If I had more backbone earlier in life we wouldn't be friends but now he's better.

>>28972541
>abusive
>personality
>defect*
Had a hard life. Helps people more than any of my other friends but also talks the most shit to people and about people. Never says anything behind your back he won't say to your face though. Just an overall asshole. Wouldn't surprise me if he's bipolar or something because his mom smoked meth near him when he was a kid.

>>28972541
>You need to remind your friends. When was the last time you talked to them?
It's been about four years. I go to my one friend's parents cookouts. Sometimes he's there. He's barely talked to any of the others either. A few, but most of them have ghosted everyone. I lot has happened in those four years. None of them ever reached out. I feel like I don't have any social connections left.

>>28972633
You go to the parent's cookouts? Well, maybe you can save the friendship if you talk to him. Ghosting works both ways. You got to reach out too. But yeah, I think usually anything more than 1 year of no contact ends things. No holiday messages, no happy birthday, nothing. But even then it's a bad sign when your only interactions are those messages. Making friends is hard, maybe it is time to go to new hobby things.

>>28967424
>Why is 40 the worst time in a man's life? Why is it so common?
It's when you realize you'll no longer have any youth left. I'm nearly 34 and I'm realizing that I'm no longer young. It kind if hits you like a truck. In your 20s, you can always fall back on others and droplets don't mind if you don't have your shit fully together. But once you reach 30s, there are different expectations from you. You also look older and aren't as athletic as you used to be. Joints and bones start hurting, and things take longer to heal. You realize that you always told yourself "my real life will begin when x happens and then I can truly become who i was meant to be. Then I can be happy." But that day never comes, and you realize you've deluded yourself for your entire youth. 40 is the pinnacle of all this realization.

>>28960791
won't even front this was posted on twitter months ago, that's his fucking sister dude it would be weird as fuck if they kissed or did shit on the kiss cam

>>28967126
What is the name of the song?

>>28961584
kek I'm in the process of making an AI for this exact purpose right now

>>28968564
based

>>28968477
This is why I have abandonment issues and am afraid of getting close to people. It's the same story every time. I meet someone new. They think I'm alright. Some might even enjoy my company. But then I get closer to them and they get to know me better. Then they realize I'm not as cool/funny/popular as they would I was when we initially met. They distance themselves from me and I slowly lose contact with them. It's gotten so bad to the point where I don't even bother making new connections/relationships because I know they will eventually abandon me.

>>28960781 (OP)
Lol one time in high school, I was depressed and had been for years, my friend asked me (or maybe I just opened up and shared this first because we had gotten to be pretty close) about my type of music. I sent some songs to them and the first thing they said was "Wow, no wonder you're depressed".

It was a slap in the face but hilarious thinking back on it. It was so true. I honestly did things and surrounded myself with depressing shit all the time. It was a constant self pity party (mainly stemmed from unresolved childhood issues albeit). That's what OP's video reminds me of. Who would create or consume such a cringe depressing video aside from those who revel and enjoy the painful sensation of being depressed and miserable?

Glad I am not that person anymore. Some wounds I faced were not my fault, but goddamn did I really constantly shoot myself in the foot and blamed the world for it. Lmao

Wish the best for those going through a hard time and wisdom for those who continously put themselves through it by their own actions.

>>28971230
keep crying, that video is from 2023, 10 years before that you discovered 4chan in 2033.

this thread is organic as fuck. it should have a certification label.

>>28971875
Same. If I am going to end my life either through dying or my family/career collapsing, I would prefer to take someone out with me.
It's really like that one Family Guy clip where he says to the guy who is suicidal over a cheating wife, "wouldn't it make more sense to kill her?", as cringe as that sounds.

>>28969336
>they banning everyone for anything now
>now
2016 was the peak of banhammers, fuck Susan

>>28970287

We have a pretty good intelligence match. She's just selfish/self centered. Early on in our relationship, she accused her sister of always interrupting her. Well, I pay attention to people and we were at a family event...turned out SHE was the one interrupting - not her sister. In fact she had to be the center of everything at every family event; she talks and talks and talks and cuts everyone else off constantly.

She also cant have a 'flow' of conversation. Like I said, she flits from one subject to the next with zero 'input' from others. Its not even a conversation; she's literally just vomiting everything in her brain out, and into everyone elses.

I just tried to talk to her about it again. She wasnt having it. We were discussing some other things in the pool and I brought up that adult conversation involves two people; there are pauses for others to talk. Its not something you should even have to think about; it just happens naturally (or does for me). But she doesnt stop, or if you do edge in, she'll take back over. Sometimes she even does this 'involuntary' head shake like shes saying no, you dont get to talk, and takes back over.

She has a very, VERY difficult time listening to other people, and 10x more difficulty hearing anything that sounds remotely like criticism - no matter how constructive.

I DO have a couple of good friends. I can talk to one of them about stuff like this; he's like me and will absolutely not just blindly take a friends (or GFs') side. If Im being an idiot, he'll tell me for sure. And thats what friends and couples SHOULD be doing.

>>28961577
The meaning is to be found within you, and then the world will respond.

>>28974176
>fuck Susan
She's dead. And you know what. Good riddance. Remember when her and her sister colluded with Ethan Klein's H3H3 to promote her sister's company's scam DNA testing BS? It was called 23andMe.

I realized I've hit emotional rock bottom because I've fallen in love with a cosplay e-girl on the other side of the ocean just because she had pretty eyes and a cute laugh. I know it's fruity and honestly pathetic, but at least it's gotten me to think a lot more seriously about fulfilling my dream of becoming a game dev instead of wasting my life away as just another IT wagie.

>>28975441
Find a younger than you, not conventionally attractive girl with a good personality.
Stop paying for porn and egirl nonsense.

>>28961061
>34 was considered tragically late to still be unmarried
>I'm 34 in 2 months
ayyy lmao

>>28968167
based post

>>28961282
>>28962154
>>28969714
kys

>>28962675
i swear i know this song

>>28975786
Don't worry it's only tragically late now if you're a woman.

>>28963174
beast

This is not what you want, but it's what you need:
>>28961577

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOzxegx9DRs&pp=ygUTc2FkaGd1cnUgb24gc3VpY2lkZQ%3D%3D

A world full of love, light and laughter.

I mean, America is just a shit-hole nowadays, technology has reduced 90% of human physical experiences and connections, making pleasant memories is almost impossible. Job opportunities are trash and depressed, even with 4 yr degrees. Physics grad with 70k debt cant find any work besides 12$ food drivers or janitor shit, been looking for 2 years... Constant stress about money saps the fun out of life. Shitty liberals and tranny queers who hate men and whites fill the media space so its all you hear and see all day. etc. Life is horrible unless you are lucky and attractive enough to get an opportunity with a high paying company so you can try to do the things you enjoy. But atlas most of us are poor, so we play video games all day, and try to workout 4 days a week hoping something will eventually change. Trying to scrounge up change to eat, and complete more online certifications to beg for job opportunities is my current life.

I'm ready for something else... Keep goin boys, something will change in time.

>>28962803
Song name?

>>28972698
>that's his fucking sister dude it would be weird as fuck if they kissed
He still went for it though

>>28976354
brutal

>>28972698
Now I'm thinking of the one where the guy brought a sign that says "She's my sister."

>>28973099
Now I'm thinking about how Chester Bennington hung himself. A lot of his songs were his thoughts about his life. Songs like "In the End" and "Lost" really highlighted his depression.

>>28962570
This

>>28972698
yes, sisters normally have completely different hair colors and facial features

>>28975786
well thats not great, you dont even know if its your karma or not for your first marriage to be a bad one. when that is the case you need the experience in order to have a good second marriage so you can find out all the signs. and you have to do all of that before you hit 50 because that is a decently solid cutoff date of finding a young bride. i'm roughly your age and have 10 years of marriage under my belt, if she calls it today (and knowing women, she could) i have ever warning side, every red flag etc memorized, could get the hottest purist lady from the countryside etc.

and really 50 is being generous, you'd be making it easier on yourself with 45. women being what they are nowadays, the world being how it is, you push it off much longer and the economy and potential wars etc are gonna make it hard for you to travel if needed and so on, not to mention the energy that is about to go out of you over the next few years, takes a lot of energy to keep a marriage going. but you also need a marriage to keep your energy going.

>>28976235
Ernst Zündel said that America would turn into a second Wiemar Republic. I had managed to get a second job recently only because my hiring manager was white and I had worked with him 10 years ago, he's since gone and I managed to get a year and a half work in and put some money aside and invest it for a chance to change my life.

That is what you are looking at because all these companies have racist anti-white hiring policies. During the work survey which was supposed to be anonymous, I put in that I was Jewish, tranny, black, etc, instead of white like I did before, the next day they offered me a promotion. We are going full on Wiemar, maybe go to your job interviews wearing the gayest clothes possible, I'm goddamn serious, wear a pride flag. Doesn't mean you actually have to suck a dick. Means you are taking a job away from them and getting a job for us.

>>28978823
what is your job?

>>28978831
not going to dox myself in any way but will provide a symmetrical example. i am not the type of person who is disciplined enough to have an 80k a year job. my method is to have a stable technician job, say maybe you take a 6 month long course studying diesel engines or whatever and you get a job where you just "do rounds" and watch machinery or whatever, it will be 12 hour shifts maybe 3 times a week.

that gives you a lot of free time for your mind, which is important as we arent enslaved men. it also gives you 4 days a week to moonlight at another job (important you don't let your first job find out about your second job). you will be able to handle that for a year or a year and a half, which is pure savings. you will be learning how to paper trade in the meanwhile (we are in a bear market right now). i made 6k on tsla with the money i saved from the second job (that i no longer work) in the last 2 months, i bought april 2 and sold thursday, so its a simply buy and hold strategy in what i perceive to be a bear market. this is an achievable strategy for the dregs of society, where we are unseen and unheard and made to do slave work, its a way of getting up into that 60-70-80k+ bracket. i dont know how long this is going to work becuase we are going Wiemar, but dont be discouraged just make sure you study your macro too so you dont get chewed up by inflation

>>28978823

Just went through a situation where a handful of man hating/resenting women made me their enemy; wound up leaving my employer of 20 years because of it. Theyre insane; they always have an enemy to hate. I watched them change enemies to me from an Indian guy since I didnt participate in their clique of hatred. They sit in an office talking about everyone else, often not doing their work, but talking about how its everyone else not doing their work. I hired and guided the entire 'lower' management staff into the office from field work, yet they sat there talking about how I intentionally held people back with someone else that was on her way 'in' to a manegement role. It just wasnt happening as quickly as she wanted it to. (gotta learn first, then an opening has to exist and you also have to be the best qualified for said opening)

I just stopped caring; I kept doing my job but I just didnt care about the place any more. Fake nice to your face, talking behind your back, blame shifting, low effort put into their work, fake praise about how awesome theyre all doing to each other...I couldnt go be around those people any more. Upper management was no help; I went to the leader showing him group text message trash talk sessions trying to tell him that he has a major problem. Im honestly glad it happened though; I was miserable there but was making good enough money to not really think about just how miserable I was. Im starting my own business now.

They will implode eventually. Theres no way a group of people that behave this way are going to be successful. Theyre too busy finding enemies and rallying against them to actually do their jobs well.

>>28978895
well human resources as well as the ecosystem you describe is actually basically a wing of our uniparty government. stalin through out the bolsheviks for his own reasons and now america is being run by their grandchildren, who have set up in academia and big business etc. so it is by means of social engineering you hear about all these guys with great degrees not getting hired and spiraling out of control and hopefully its only because they haven't adjusted their tactics accordingly, wherein they should be working more on back end systems, away from people, in markets etc, in their own businesses, as to get away from that social workplace because that game is rigged against them. theyve gone on record many times saying they are willing to sacrifice oceans of productivity for "social change" aka Wiemar.

so i'm not just gonna sit here watching good men get chewed up, that is complacency with crime. good on you for escaping that environment.

>>28963634
i would not recommend psychotropes for very long, i say the deadline is maybe age 27 to have quit weed/lsd/mushrooms all of that stuff. resign yourself to maybe 3 large beers once or twice a month, or if you can do it less that is better. caffeine and maybe nicotine pouches (no vaping or smoking) and just struggle to cycle off caffeine and nicotine every few months because those arent great for you, maybe use food as a drug and cycle to get thin again after getting fat rather than using those psychotropes because exogenous substances will gradually weaken your mind and make you more subject to your environment which is the opposite of what you want happening, you want to be exerting your mind over the environment. there is a reason why all these governments started legalizing weed as part of their initiatives.

for the spiritual component you must learn ethics, meditation, astral projection etc, i am not saying don't have profound experiences... it is certainly much harder to do it the right way. but no one said it was gonna be easy

>>28976235

'High end' degrees are almost useless in the USA any more. Overseas visa workers come here with fake or half faked degrees and do those jobs for half the price theyd pay you, so few companies will hire Americans.

We produce almost nothing of value any more. Factories with quality product are replaced with warehouses full of junk from China. Factories that do exist are small and dont employ a lot of people. They produce things that arent sold en masse; like turbocharger upgrades or engine blocks or somewhat niche products.

Trades are where its at. Yes, you'll have to work but DESU 'office culture' is lazy as fuck and just pushes more and more and more work onto the lower levels. The stress is not worth it. The constant go go go and your brain not being able to even take a moment to rest. Office politics and being fake is draining. In trades you can just go out there, have fun fucking with each other, and be pretty damn stable making decent money.

>>28960781 (OP)
Why is this an issue?

The internet and the death of God is slowly going to lead to the complete dissolution of religion, state and faith as the future generations care less and less about their own heritage. We are not too far away from the day people start taking their lives out of pure spite against their ancestors and life itself. Humanity as a spiritual essence is dying because of social media and it's too late to close that pandora box.

>>28978990
I like my programming job where I can work half the time I say I do, but all the corporate bullshit that's constantly being forced down my throat is what's killing me for it. It's draining, as you said, and it feels like it's deliberately designed to rot you from the inside out over time, starting with the soul.

>>28979071
>killing me for it
Meant to write "killing it for me".

AAAAAAAAAAAA!! FML!!!

>>28978797
thanks for the hope dude, gomma kms now.

>>28962570
How do you not reply to people's retardation on here? If I see shills and activists I troll them for being gay.

>>28978823
>During the work survey which was supposed to be anonymous
Why isn't it illegal for the government and employers to ask what race / ethnicity / religion you are? It absolutely should be illegal.
Maybe I should get my name changed to Jamal Muhammad Goldstein.

>>28979025
>pure spite against their ancestors
Is this a thing people feel? I'm the last of my father's family and so far I haven't been able to produce an offspring and the guilt I feel because of that is insurmountable. If I die they're gone forever. It's the most horrifying feeling.

I hate when people post retarded speeches or celebrity or podcast moments is feel so, I don't know how to describe it, I can't relate I feel like it's an advertisement, like they're just trying to tell me something, it's feels so performative, it's just propaganda
I much prefer webms that are just cool visual stuff and cool music
The only time I tolerate people talking is when I feel I can actually relate to the person on the screen
They're not telling me what to do, they're telling me how they're doing

>>28979207
I think I know what you mean. And I certainly know what John means in that video. Only now holidays are just a blur. I don't remember them and I don't drink so I can't even blame that for it.

>>28978797
wow sounds like you have a very healthy loving relationship with your GF while you distrust her and talk about conspiracy theories about her with strangers on the internet, and brag that you could get with hotter girls than her

>>28979203
>Is this a thing people feel? I'm the last of my father's family and so far I haven't been able to produce an offspring and the guilt I feel because of that is insurmountable. If I die they're gone forever. It's the most horrifying feeling.

oh no there won't be another lineage of monkeys doing mundane work most of their life. now the other 99 bazillion lineages of monkeys will just have to take up the reigns in your stead

>>28979207
>I much prefer webms that are just cool visual stuff and cool music

You just enjoy the arts my friend and hate the chaff that comes with a good chunk of it, there's nothing wrong with that. If you can't create then you can still bask in the glory of people who do if you enjoy it. Walking around an art gallery shouldn't be demotivating because you can't do it yourself, it should evoke feelings of awe in you.

>>28979207
I think I've finally begun to understand why time moves faster the older you get, it's just a matter of routine and repetition that comes with adult life and that we, as creatures of habit, naturally settle into.
Doing the same damn thing, over and over again just makes it so that your memories blend in to one another, thus, days turn to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Before you know it, you're more than halfway through the decade in the blink of an eye.

29 posts left of sad feels

Yep

>>28962706
Beautiful yet sad. It symbolizes for me humanities rebellion against nature and nature never stopping to love and show it's beauty while suffering in silence.

>>28963035
>I even asked school teachers
Realizing that people who were supposed to be leaders and role models didn't give a fuck was the worst part for me. I never asked for their stupid education and never liked going to school. In fact I learned more by myself reading books at home.

>>28962829
what did you get suspended for anon?

>>28963226
Fun fact: reflections in the mirror are always depressing because the mirror changes your positive frequencies into the opposite.

>>28963467
Radiohead - No Surprises

>>28961142
nah, shrooms made my friend go crazy and get arrested. He was lucky not to get convicted

>>28979025
Anon, god is not dying. Never will.

>>28967647
>mormon girl sees a boy that isn't her dad for the first time (she's 25 years old)

>>28978797
>first marriage to be a bad one
The anti baby pill disturbs the hormones and alters the personality of young women. They marry and then they stop taking the pill because they want to get pregnant. Now they see their partners with different eyes which leads to the couple breaking up most of the time.

>>28980924
This. Drugs are stupid.

>>28963174
thanks for the post brother