>>29034094Yes, what
>>29034609 said, I think on some basic level I don't consider them human. I actually feel like I've tried to tell myself they are basically my entire life, but I know deep down that they're not. I don't think I ever really believed it.
I don't go into gore threads except for ones like this. I don't like seeing stuff like Russian war videos, it's disturbing. When I see videos like these, it's mostly nothing, or mild relief or amusement if it's something very unexpected.
I have talked to a therapist about some of this, actually, but I never said "by the way, it's only blacks." I don't know what they'd say or what there is that needs to change. More specifically, I don't know what serious detriment there is to me feeling this way.