>>29065469>>29090903>>29091480Thank you! Found all her stuff and spent a while looking through it all.
>perfect figure for my tastes>instantly lovable face>exactly the kind of hair I like best>doesn't wear makeup>those adorable titties, hhnnnng>warm, girl-next-door demeanor>legitimately gives the impression that she's just pleasant to be around>really nice pussy>really nice butthole18/10
I've been watching porn and ogling over girls on the internet less and less the past couple of years, and you know what? I think I'm done. This girl is the end of my fantasy road. Even though I'm seeing her naked, my strongest inclination is not that I want to fuck her (don't get me wrong, I do...), but rather that I want to like... have ice cream with her in a park on a nice sunny day and make her laugh. I want to kiss her cute face and hold her hand.
Yes, I know that I'm buying into a contrived persona and I have no idea what she's actually like. I'm not dumb.
But I've slogged through the grimy trenches of porn addiction, dabbled in nearly every twisted fetish there is, and cranked my hog to some truly detestable garbage. Finally I became so overstimulated and desensitized that something broke in my brain and my whole sexuality was just fried, so I took a long break and focused on other things. More recently I have rediscovered the simple pleasure of just admiring a pretty girl with no clothes on. Nothing fancy, nothing deranged, just a nice pose and a smile. A reminder that what I'm looking at is a woman, not just an agglomeration of anatomical features and kinks. And here in my middle-age years, I think I've finally gotten all that can be got from these vaults.
Turn the lights out when you leave, fellas. So long and thanks for all the fish.