>>29170128
>Now I have this boring ass aspie virgin gf, preg, wants to marry me but it's just so unfulfilling
Before the internet, and even today in most conservative places, marriage was/is considered the ultimate responsibility. 2 lives become one, and the make something new. Clearly you're not married, but you're about to bring a new child into this world, and your thoughts are about some crazy bitch that didn't care about you, wasn't loyal, and clearly not worthy of a ring or a child.
Mate, instead of reminiscing about a whore, maybe focus on what's important; the girl you're with is loyal, sees fit to bear your seed and bring life into this world, and actually wants to make some kind of life with you.
Stop chasing some magic pussy that doesn't exist and grow the fuck up, you're about to become a father. And if you don't get it into your head now that becoming a parent is one of the most honorable things someone can do, you'll miss your purpose, and ultimately regret it 20 years down the line.
This place is for the destitute and the hopeless.
Get the fuck out of here, and take responsibility.
