>>29250473There are really no words possible in the cosmos to describe this, no words to describe suicide, or at least, I don't know what they could possibly be. Such a bottomlessly horrific thing. I've been in a place before where I would regularly imagine doing it, and nowadays, I could never, ever, even for a second, seriously consider something so dark. I think about the sort of thing from time to time but not like I used to. Terrible thing.