>>29273468I do? lol. I am a bit of a nerdy guy, most of my time i prefer to spend programming or fixing my home server. I work as a backend developer. My life is not very interesting, which is probably the reason why i donโt have many friends - I also tend to get bored going outside with people, at least in big groups, iโm always thinking stuff like โi could be home watching a good classical movie, or setting up some docker containers, or learning Rust, instead here I am attempting to socialize and find interesting things to tell these strangers and also pretending like I genuinely care about the things they love to talk aboutโ
Normally iโm feeling good and i smoke weed regularly so I feel happy with myself, and I can tolerate all the bad things because quite honestly theyโre not that bad, I have a good job, I have a few female friends that have sex with me on a regular basis, my only problem in life is that I am always feeling frustrated when I see other girls that are more beautiful who never show any interest in me, they talk to me, then perhaps they give me their number, then just stop replying after a message or two. Iโm just boring I guess, not a particularly exciting presence to have around
Anyway, i donโt want to write a fucking blog post, Iโm just sad today because that one girl saw my message, and although years ago when we met she told me she had basically found a brother in me and that she wished we always stayed in touch, itโs been now 5 days since she saw my message and still no reply. But thatโs fine, iโm just obsessed, iโve been obsessed before.