>>29413961
Im in my 30s, and I've been curious for quite some time now, but never had any experience other than my wife pegging me. She told me to hook up with a dude just to try once (we have a very open sexlife to eachother and are willing to try new stuff all the time). Well, i did meet a dude but i ddnt go all the way. I freaked out and told myself that i wont ever do it. I felt so discusted even considering it. I ddnt know the dude, how am i gonna live with it if the whole situation turns to a rape scene, it was too much of a negative tention. Now (2 years later) i met a friend, really cool and down to earth dude. Turns out that he is gay. Well, eventually our conversations started to evolve more to under the belt. But i explained my situation, but on the other hand, he makes me really comforable with this topic. So i might explore this sexuality with him in the future. We have many things i common and we have seen eachothers family and friends couple of times. So this is starting to become a friend relationship but with benefits behind the curtains. If i dont enyoy it, were gonna keep seeing eachother like friends and never talk about it again.
I feel alot more comfortable and relaxed thinking about it now when its a person i know and trust. He told me that if i ever decides to wana try it out, he will go super slow on everything to make it the best experience possible. Maybe its something wrong with me overthinking every single detail, but i feel like if im gonna explore gay sex in this lifetime, this will be the one and only shot ill give to try it out.
Any tips before i decide to loose my gay virginity? Id be glad to hear other peoples stories if you got something similar :p
