>>29585456
you should not be viewing pornography at any age but certainly not a young age. it is a disease. the fact that you have health issues in your youth and don't have a solid family indicates that you have a worse karma compared to most other people. this means you have to fight harder against the tide. your virginity is an asset.
in classical latin, "white cocks" could be described as "mūtō", or "male organ", interestingly the other meaning is "to alter, change, modify, transform" which reminds us of "adultery". every person you engage in intercourse with changes you as a person. most successful men are loyal to one woman who herself has a very low body count. men and woman with high body counts are always trying to grasp on to some form or identity...
to actually answer your question, well since the person who produced that video was making pornography they are probably a frequent ejaculator, their prostate probably didnt have much time to recover from the sexual abuses inflicted upon it so the semen was likely of runny consistency, not dissimilar to if you are blowing your nose too much when you have a cold. she could be tight enough but realistically he's hammering away at that every chance he gets so its not like shes a virgin. and since he is a dissapator his semen is like water so it just poured out of her. this is not the ideal scenario, ideally both you and your spouse make love for hours and refrain from the orgasm, so you can maintain your passion and virility constantly, while eliminating your defects with meditation to improve your harmony with each other constantly. this is victory. and of course you are opposing modernity when you engage in a wise life