>>29592774
Don't regret her, brother. She was unfixable and a trainwreck from the start. She was gonna fuck your life up anyway. We always beat ourselves about things we supposedly have fucked up while in fact it was impossible in the first place.
I had a gf at uni, during 1,5year, I was in love and not her, it was really fucked up. But she was beautiful, big boobs, sex was very good sometimes, depends. When she dumped me for an Italian guy I was so sad and depressed. I easily accepted it, but I was just empty, and I couldn't really heal from that. Everyday I started living again but some time to time I thought about her and how good my life was with her, and how shitty it was without her. Men make the error to believe they're what they possess. You're the king if you have money, a girlfriend and friends, and you're just a turd if you don't. This must be in our genes, to force us to work to produce health. Anyway, that's irrelevant, back to the topic, even though I lived a normal life, alone, in my apartment, doing sport, gaming, everything was normal but I still missed her and daydreamed about getting back with her, regaining her with a declaration of love or something. Thinking about her when fapping always made me come etc.
And one day I met her on Tinder, at my brother's house. I super like her like a simp, she swipes right, goddam I was so happy. We discuss and she's super bitter, always ruining the mood. And I was like
>damn, even if she doesn't like me, why is she a wet blanket like that?โฆ I mean, you meet an ex, you just talk normally at least? What's up? What have you become. Also I don't want to get back with her, I suffered a lot with herโฆ
And the more I talk with her the more I notice she's boring, and bitter, and just hateful. She's super angry against me and I don't get whyโฆ like we were a couple for one year and half, we didn't see each other in 3 years soโฆ why is this bitch that bitter about me? That's fucked up lmao. (1/3)