>>29614090
This one got me in my feels mid goon.
Never gonna have a girl hold and look and me like this while I dig her out. I'm pretty attractive and my cock is avg if not above, but I'm scared of social rejection. Long story short, a lot of girls were just mean through out school, or down right rejected me socially when I'd try to initiate conversation. Fast forward to post middle school and I start to reject attractive girls socially out of fear it was some ruse. I dont think that now, but holy fuck I regret not getting out there more and talking to more kids cringe or not, asking girls out, building a good circle past my sole bestie who has no problem being a fucking social butterfly. Being 28 and never having been in a relationship, I fear I'm a red flag, or if I do manage to find a woman, I get anxious at the thought of sex. I've had it probs 7-8 times that I care to mention but those were hookers or hook ups with easy pickings, but I fear I'm behind in terms of skill so I never do more with woman I'm interested in past flirting. Idk, I needed to write that out I guess. Any anons care to leave words of hope or judgement feel free, I'm curious to see what others think besides my friend.
