>>2546562
i cent get out of this too... the more I try to get out, the more I come back to it. but I am deeper in this fetish, because in one of the previous threads I posted edits with irl girls
>>2546572
I can't remember exactly when it started. At first I was just into porn and from regular porn I moved to female domination, from female domination I moved to sissy porn plus it got worse when i couldn't lose my virginity properly: due to aggressive wanking and pornography i couldn't get hard with a girl, i had to struggle with this problem for about a year, I just started to be afraid of pussy because I associated it with my sexual failures, I didn't know what to do with pussy and I watched porn to heal this pain, t and big black guys in porn know what to do with pussies and it turned me on and made me ashamed. I eventually had sex and everything was fine, but I couldn't forget the emotions from porn with black guys... at some point I caught myself thinking that I was fantasizing not about how I fuck the girls I like, but about how they are fucked by a black dick and I decided to back up these fantasies with pictures,I came up with babycocks and pictures with captions on my own, when I hadn't seen them online yet... I was wildly surprised that there were guys like me, I thought I was the only one who was worthless ... and here is my first public picture of my college crush, which I posted here a couple of years ago and someone saved it on imagefap
I know I'm doing bad things, I don't wish anything bad on these girls, I want them to be fine and happy, but I'm just so obsessed with this that I can't stop doing it
>>2546499
Now I listen to this song and this picture appears in my head
