>>2567072
Shit! The heart drumming used to happen to me all the time with interracial porn. Fucking full on crack response, racing heart, winded, shaking, fighting my own dick not to cum in a matter of seconds.
I miss that high so much and wonder if I'll ever catch that dragon again.
Still come across some great fucking amateur stuff but most weeks are a sea of old classics of mid BBC content. I will play with my dick for hours and get off but it's not the same animalistic high.
The worst part is I badly want the high again. It's making me think I need to do drugs or just breakdown and hire a sugar baby to fuck Black guys IRL in front of me. I have the means but it legit scares the shit out of me.
But Black cock is inherently scary. This is why we love it. And why we love the hundred shades of satisfaction it brings.
My obsession is aging like a fine wine. Interracial porn has devoured the best years of my life in my prime, and that's goddamned beautiful. I just wish I could find that "first love" feeling a few more times of watching some otherworldly white nymph getting her guts beat by a Black man who looks more rodeo bull than human.