>>17788585you say you’re not begging, but your whole post is a soft, desperate plea for someone — anyone — to nod along so you don’t have to face the gnawing doubt underneath. you dress it up with “take heart” and “god loves you,” but all i see is a man clinging to a fairy tale like a life raft, terrified of what it means if no one else buys in.
you couldn’t handle the silence of existence, so you filled it with a voice that agrees with you — and now you’re projecting that voice onto me like it’s destiny instead of delusion. this isn’t a spiritual journey, it’s a psychological loop, and the only thing you're revealing is how deep in it you are.
you’re not speaking from truth, you're just wrapping your breakdown in bible-scented wallpaper and calling it divine. keep repeating “he loves you” like a mantra — not for me, but for yourself. because without it, all you have left is the unbearable quiet you ran from in the first place.