Muh "have faith"

I think its more of a doubt actually, you doubt your rationality

>know whatever is after this life is either nothing or everything
>so why would any of this matter at all
>it doesnt
>still dont kill myself
>because I have doubts about what is obvious
>my doubt keeps a door open for God

One doubts, and when doubt becomes strong enough it morphs into a faith

It is a divergence from rationale, a pain, a cry

Humans are stupid and just use words wrong and jerk off a lot and shit and basically id like if someone shot me from a distance

Faith is a state of desperation, coherence with rationale is lost and the reverberation is faith, to put the weight of truth into something beyond your grasp and leave it there. Doubt grew into faith. You know that whatever comes next is either nothing or everything, and yet one always acts as if life matters at all, well relative to what comes next it certainly would not. We have doubts about what is rationally obvious, and this becomes faith. Faith is a divergence from rationale, a pain, a cry. If doubt grows strong enough, one has no choice but to place meaning into something unknown and intangible. Faith. I will say it again, doubt begets faith.

Doubt is a precursor to faith

Faith is not an initial or base state

The human mind is the reason our species is alive today, ascertaining how reality works and influencing it in our favor is how we thrive. To demand a human to ignore that and "just believe lmoa" is like telling a bird flying is a sin.

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I'm saying this

We try rationality in the first case, if it fails we extend ourselves into irrationality via doubt growing into faith.

You try to flip a light switch before you pray for it to work.

It's a tool.