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>Understandable, I would've threaded lightly too
Yeah I barely asked any question, she would talk on for minutes about it, I'd mostly just nod or ask some not too probing questions.
>Oh no really? That's just horrible. She was probably doing her best to hold back tears so she wouldn't put you in an awkward situation
Maybe verge of crying is a bit exaggerated, but at least very, very emotional.
>I can't believe I never asked you. What was it like looking into her eyes from up close?
Looking at pics of her is absolutely nothing in comparison. I expected her to say "Hello, my boobs or down here." at some point from all the staring into her eyes.
> So you were basically thinking that she would've just ghosted you anyway?
Something like that. When I first started chasing girls, I went for the mid ones and got mostly ignored, which left a bit of a dent in my self esteem. Then I myself got chased by girls who I thought were out of my league, and when I due to my prior experience didn't respond to their advances appropriately, they got really mad at me. I got a gf later on, but the damage was already done. I still to this day let girls do the work, I have no "game" nor do I hit on them on my own.
>recovery in relation to the bullying?
I actually meant her illness, but yeah, now that you mention it, that needed healing too.
