>>211664955 (OP) I would like the sexo But dislike talking and spending money on her.
Anonymous
6/12/2025, 11:12:32 PM No.211665364
if it was a girl for the sake of having a girl and she was a normalfag nothing would change if it was an actual decent girl i was in love with then she would give me the strength to fix my life
>would have to sms her all the time >would have to spend my little spare time on her >would have to have sex daily even though my libido went to 10% five years ago >would have to deal with her emotions I'm not saying I'm better off as is but I don't think I would like it
>>211665713 your libido would come back of you found her even slightly attractive. having a woman in love with you and lusting for you does wonders for a missing libido
>listening to her having pains all the time >same old conversation, at most watch a new series together >occasional sex, im not even that good at it so it only makes me feel worse >cant go MIA occasionally withtout having her freak out >parents would be happy, hope for a grandkid >have to hide my alcoholism again so she doesnt realize i only hang out with her while with at least a buzz currently unemployed anyways so im better off alone
>>211664955 (OP) How my life did change meeting my gf back in 2020 >my apartment went from empty and barren to decorated and full of things >proper food every day >homemade bread and other baked goods >scented candles >gasoline usage went from one tank a month to two >activities most days, even if it's something simple like taking a walk instead of sitting at home all day >sex >someone to hold and talk with >someone to argue with >sudden increase in clothes budget, no more sweatpants and old hoodies >vacation actually means leaving the country >had my teeth fixed >lost weight and gained some muscle >better cardio >ikea every month
And... >mom no longer calls to ask "are you ok?" every day
>>211664955 (OP) No joke when I say that I am not made for a gf. I'm 34 and a virgin who has never even had a kiss. My life is the 48sqm apartment I live in and the pc I am sitting by. I live my life through the screens and have zero irl experience with anything.
>>211667604 Nothing wrong with that. That is basically my life minus my job keeps me out and traveling. But when Iโm not working. I live on the screen, only leaving my apartment to go to the gym, or buy groceries/mcdonalds.
I'm finally done with college so I'd get a job and someone to live with instead of moving somewhere alone (I can afford not to have roommates). Also I like watching movies with others.
>>211664955 (OP) I'd be able to have sex more than once every month or so and I'd have someone to take with me places so I can blend in rather than stick out like a sore thumb
Anonymous
6/13/2025, 12:57:14 AM No.211668349
>>211668064 Sometimes I wonder if building my home gym was a mistake. I used to go to the 24/H gym at night twice a week but these days I just workout at home.
>>211665340 she is a 3/10. Nothing of value is lost. >>211665437 3/10, a 40 year old women using makeup and wearing children's clothes is not attractive.
Anonymous
6/13/2025, 1:03:44 AM No.211668487
>>211668349 I would workout at home if I could. It is better not being around other people. I go to the gym at 5am when nobody is there