I've become obsessed with this Russian girl I met online two years ago. I listen to her break-up stories, and send her pictures of animals and nature I took during my adventures in the American wilderness. Every time she breaks up with some retard she tells me about it and I have to give her counseling.

This shit has been going on for two years now. I even played music for her mother on video call which was weird as fuck.

Anyway I told her if I ever visit Russia we can go trekking in the Urals.

>>211746896 (OP)
How black and big is your dick??

>>211746914
It is black but not big :(

>>211746896 (OP)
you should stop doing this shit immediately. start listening to patrice o'neal and andrew tate podcasts daily as if its a medicine prescription. get a hyper realistic fleshlight and jack off daily. simping like this will be terminal and result in your life being ruined if not treated with urgency.

>>211746896 (OP)
Its called being an emotional support cuck, black bro. Pursue someone local instead

>>211746980
I am also a jeet like you. Actually I have dated girls irl during this period of time.

With this Russian girl, I am not actually attracted to her. She is 4/10 at max. Rather it's like an outlet where I can say whatever I want without repercussion. I love the outdoors and want to see Russia. Her hometown is very close to the Ural mountains.

I'm just worried that if I talk to her face to face I'll realize what a spoilt brat she is and think why tf did I overshare so much with this kid.

I wanna fix her desu. She's a very smart kid academics wise, studying at the very best university in Russia. But she's wasting her time on stupid guys and drinking, partying etc.

>>211746896 (OP)
It's nice to have connections with other people, but try to distance yourself if you're actually in love.

>>211746896 (OP)
https://youtube.com/shorts/guDaCHsYfBM?si=pF0YcYYz7r4rfg8P
https://youtube.com/shorts/mmEuNZQ4vQo?si=yhfNljvR6Ptuw-xV
Same but this Ukrainian girl

>>211747355
Seems more like some sort of friendship then. I don't see the issue really as long as it doesn't ruin your irl life

>>211747404
Do you know her?

>>211746896 (OP)
This happened to a classmate in hs, that idiot was in love with a peruvian "girl" he met through discord. The scammer stole money from him and then ghosted him, which led to this moron to try to kill himself multiple times. I can't conceive how people can be so retarded holy fuck.

>>211746896 (OP)
>I listen to her break-up stories,
stopped reading here
if some bitch talks about her breakups drop that shit

>>211747355
Stop it. She is fucking chechens and then using your shoulder to cry on after they dump her. It is cucked. Also don't call yourself jeet

>>211747551
Nah, I wish tho even if I never got a chance with her.

>>211746896 (OP)
She owes you sex

>>211747587
You call yourself jeet too albeit

>>211747611
Its just a trip. I never refer to myself as a jeet in posts

>>211746980
this guy gets it

>>211747552
Most men are retarded

My man I had an online friend who is an incredibly pretty girl from Vladivostok who I used to talk to about literally anything all the time back in my late high school and early university years. I was straight up in love with her but we never met because we're both poorfags who can't afford to travel to eachother's cities, so it was never meant to be. We would talk about all kinds of stuff, even perverted shit. I used to tell her about how I'm a kissless virgin and she would flirt with me and send me nudes to make me more confident and try to make me more comfortable when it comes to talking with women and tell me her perv stories, she even flashed her tits on video chat plenty of times. One time she told me she had a bath with a girl from her class when she was in high school and how they tongue kissed and my young brain went crazy over that kek. We played games together and I made her laugh a lot, it was a lot of fun. We talked about all of our hobbies and interests. She always talked to me about her problems and asked for advice and I talked about mine. She apreciated my retarded personality and sense of humor, I didn't have to pretend to be some super normal polite person like I have to around most women. Eventually we both stopped playing games and she got into a relationship so we really don't talk anymore. It's so hard to engage with any woman after you realize you could've had someone who's basically perfect for you

>>211747737
I feel you
Except the girl I knew was in contact irl with me

>>211747767
Damn thats even worse, sorry bro. I would have felt even bigger regret for not putting in any effort in pursuing her if that were the case

>>211747355
Nah I'm not this much of a retard. She is a legit person and I have video called her like a 100 times. I even met her mom

I stalked her on her college website and the details check out to be true (like which department she studies in, her hometown, year of birth etc)

I've never sent her money or anything stupid like that. I never even complement her appearance or say anything simpy. She on the other hand is very simpy. She used to write elaborate flirtatious emails until I told her I'm not attracted to her. And she said "oh sorry if it seemed that way" and then just continued bitching about her friends and boyfriend. I wanna post a screenshot but I feel bad for posting that shit on 4chan. And she knows what 4chan is. She might be reading this thread right now

>>211747587
All her bfs were ethnic Russians so far

>>211747888
>All her bfs were ethnic Russians so far
Oh really? That's totally fine then.
मूर्ख माणूस

>>211747737
>One time she told me she had a bath with a girl from her class when she was in high school and how they tongue kissed and my young brain went crazy over that kek
Yeah this Russian girl told me that she had her lesbian phase too when she was in high school. I don't play video games, but I've solved competitive programming questions with her.

Honestly she's not such a bad person. I had a Marathi female friend in real life who is much worse. And she gaslit me into thinking I was the bad guy for telling her not to do drugs.

At least the Russian girl has some shame. She told me now that she wants to clean up and pray to Jesus and things like that. I never had to pretend to approve of her shenanigans. I always told her she was in the wrong.