what keep you going iyc?

>>212124164 (OP)
Pussy

>>212124164 (OP)
whish i could live like the bottom pic. instead, i have a gf and a job, so i have to work every day from 9 to 5, study another 4 hours, lift for about an hour, and finally "enjoy" whatever is left.

>>212124265
just ask for paid sick leave for something like anxiety or something and enjoy life

>>212124265
Is your gf a cute morena?

>>212124164 (OP)
I don't even know at this point. I dream of getting my PhD in Material Science and Engoneering and maybe working at a national lab one day, but I turn 24 this October, still don't have my shit together and haven't even gone to college.

Guess the only thing that's stopping me is me waiting for my primary care doctor to prescribe me ADHD meds during my next appointment this next week. Where I hope it'll be as life changing as she said it'll be and maybe I can start knocking out CLEPs and start studying math.

Pray for me anons and I'll only do the same

spite

>>212124296
no, she is unironically pale

>>212124295
i was promoted on january, so i still have to give a good impression.

deep inside i know i could be happy by working as truck driver or even as an uber driver. (my autism makes me love driving)

The prospect of leaving this godforsaken shithole

I'm going on a trip to scotland soon
never been and I'm excited to witness some Caledonia sovl

>>212124265
>>212124407
Keep going sounds like youre crushing it

>>212124407
nah bro
you are good where you are
you love driving in a controlled environment of a simulation game. real life driving, dealing with other human drivers, is horrible

cheers btw. well done on that promotion
you keep grinding bro and take a vacation when you can

>>212124412
And move where?

>>212124438
thanks friend. After my vacation, I hope to come back with my will to live renewed

i doubt it

/int/

>>212124439
Somewhere in Asia probably. Not even a sexpat I just want to experience life in a country that isn't characterised by decay and depression

>>212124164 (OP)
>he got a desktop PC in his bedroom at age 10
spoiled little bitch.

I dont know, I just get up every morning and go through the motions. Im stuck on the far side of the world for work for 5 months now, 2 more until I get home but the kicker is there is nothing waiting for me. Been like this for years now I am just used to it.

>>212124164 (OP)
>23
aha lol

>>212124164 (OP)
Fear of death o algo

Looking at this image makes me happy

>>212124843
>Asia
>a country that isn't characterised by decay and depression
Oh my sweet summer child.

unironically, the dream of evropa
just gotta get my money squared away

>>212124164 (OP)
>23
If fucking only
But what keeps me going? The slim hope of a better life.

>>212124164 (OP)
The hope that one day i will be able to move permanently to East Asia and have a wife there
25 and only managed to actually live there for 1 year, rest was just travelling
grim

>>212124164 (OP)
>A good life
need none
>Good food
fuck off
>Good work ethic
This is it

>>212124265
You're not insane anon. I escaped from your position to something like the bottom image and this is the most happy I've ever been in my life. I drink greedily from the fountain of freedom.

>>212124164 (OP)
I am literally the botom picrel kekorino

>>212124988
What are you stuck doing on the far side of the world? Is that a commercial fishing rig?

>>212124988
Wish i could do this

The dream of moving to SEA. I just like trannies and tropical climate.

>>212124164 (OP)
My whole life in one picture

>>212127709
Lol, I can barely stand the local 35-40C heat, and at least it's dry. I can't imagine what it's like to live all summer with the same temperature and 80% humidity, it's just hell

>>212127776
Do you live in a city?

>>212124164 (OP)
I don't like the thought of ageing, but I try to remember that I wont be old in the current year, I'll be old in the future. They might have really awesome stuff in the future, just think of how far we got the past 15 years in terms of technology.

>>212124164 (OP)
nothing

>>212124164 (OP)
too much of a coward to end myself

>>212128174
In that case, there should be something worth living for, otherwise you wouldn't care, and you wouldn't be afraid of taking your own life.

Try to be productive a find out what makes your head/heart tick. Good luck!

>>212124164 (OP)
>23
lmao, most of us have been doing this for far, far longer

>>212124164 (OP)
My mom, I can't do that to her. Honestly, for the past two years my only wish has been to off myself, and be free for at least a few seconds.

>>212124164 (OP)
>He can afford pizza
FUCK YOU!!!!

>>212124265
>study another 4 hours
Why, you're already employed?
>lift for about an hour
Why, it's literally destroying your body, just go on a walk with your gf to remain healthy.

>>212124988
What do the green lines mean? Are you only supposed to walk inside them?

>>212124988
did you try making a 5 year plan

>>212129502
what are you a communist or something