I don't know how to cope with not being young anymore

I never really tried, I thought I had time and now that time is over

I see young people achieving more than I've even dreamed, I didn't even realize that was a possibility and now it's gone and I feel like I lost so much

just feels like I missed the boat, like I missed my chance to be somebody

do you feel this way in your country

>>212285146 (OP)
>College dropout
>Failed musician
>Virgin
>Socially awkward
>Moved to 2 different cities and failed
It blows, I live in hedonism and it still fucking blows.

How old are you? I'm about to turn 36 this year.

>>212288205
30

he got the bad guy so it's all good

what, do you not have free will anymore
what is it you think you can't do

>>212285146 (OP)
i just try my best

>>212288240
lol
lmao even
im 33 and i still feel young, especially considering what a bunch of manchildren all men from my generation are

you will be SEETHING once you are 60 and wish to be young and in your 30s again

just do whatever

Life may or may not have meaning. Just experience life as it is given, then move on to whatever is past the unknown veil of death.

All my life I did right as best as I could, excelled academically, got a lot of awards and certifications, know several languages, done right by all people both my family, not so good parents, friends, patients and coworkers. And what I am now? Some alcoholic lonely incel posting on this website, of what use was all of this?

>>212285146 (OP)
Just came out of a job interview, a millenial woman jokingly said she was a zoomer. Growing old is scary.

>>212288240
That’s not too bad, you have a few more years left to achieve your dreams and do what needs to get done. You need to start now and put the past behind you.

>Waah waah woe is me

Nobody cares

>>212285146 (OP)
You need to lock in and dedicate your whole life to the grind and you'll make it.
But we both know you won't do that. You'll probably try something for 2 weeks and give up.

Some men are born as losers.

>>212293149
there's nothing wrong with living life at your own pace, is there?

>>212288733
>This too is vanity, says the preacher

39 soon
NEET
I have no regrets

>>212285146 (OP)
supposedly a coyote won't eat a mexican

https://youtu.be/XfRf8Pt2QTs

>>212285146 (OP)
It's nice. Nobody bothers me with stupid shit anymore.

>>212285146 (OP)
you sound like a crybaby bitch and it's repulsive.

>>212294275
Shut up faggot

>>212294406
fuck you, loser.

>>212288316
objectively the best attitude, but it's impossible not to think of my wasted youth sometimes

I cope by telling myself I never had a chance to begin with. Ive realized lot of evil stuff in my past interactions the last 2 years. Noticed how people abused my naivety and clumsiness to mock me without ever telling me whats wrong. But its okay. I'll continue to live and try stuff just to spite on the world.

>>212285146 (OP)
>I don't know how to cope with not being young anymore
Accept it. Everyone (who survives) ages.
>I never really tried, I thought I had time and now that time is over
Why is it over? My life really took off both career wise and socially in my 30's.
>I see young people achieving more than I've even dreamed, I didn't even realize that was a possibility and now it's gone and I feel like I lost so much
So you sat in your room and jerked off?
>just feels like I missed the boat, like I missed my chance to be somebody
You own fault
>do you feel this way in your country
No. Being a kid was fun but I like being an adult more.

I never wanted to be anyone, I just wanted a quiet life
Maybe you never actually wanted to be someone?

>>212285146 (OP)
To me it just seems that "being young" was just the crutch you used to justify being a loser and living a useless life.

No doors have been closed to you because of your age. The only change is that now you have been forced by an external force to confront your life for what it is instead of hiding in the realm of wishful thinking.

>>212285146 (OP)
Just stop aging. Simple as.

>>212288316
>im 33 and i still feel young
it's over dude stop coping

>>212285146 (OP)
Same. I'm 29 and I've completely wasted my pathetic joke of a life. Never been to a party, never had many friends and the few I've had were always losers like me, never went on any fun crazy trips or even lost virginity till I was 23. I'm pathetic and worthless and I tell myself that out loud every single day

>>212290958
How old she was?