Why haven't you killed yourself yet?
For me there's 2 reasons
1. mom would be sad
2. maybe AGI will happen o algo

1. i generally enjoy life
2. i want to see if something ever happens

>>212293362 (OP)
Family and especially mother
I want to see if anything of significance like a nuclear war is ever going to happen the next decades (highly unlikely unfortunately)

I've already picked my way out in case of ever doing it and it's intentional overdose with a cocktail of holy trinity meds

>>212293362 (OP)
Don't want to miss out on Jurassic franchise

because i’m not a quitter. i will slave in brown shit for 80 years and when i die people will say there’s a man who should have killed himself but never did

>>212293362 (OP)
I am spending every cent I have before I kill myself

I didn't get an entry-level job after university, so I started coping by setting up my own business

>>212293362 (OP)
I need to buy a place to live first, it would be cringe to kms in parent's basement

>>212293362 (OP)
the last time i killed myself the higher functioning part of my brain was brutally over ridden by the lower function of my brain and i would rather pretend free will exists still and not relive that experience