Why haven’t you killed yourself yet in your country

because it would hurt my mom, after she passes, i would consider it

Cause that means the Jews have achieved total victory in my life. I mostly live to spite them.

i dont want to make my family sad

>>212413085 (OP)
I got plans this weekend . Also not a tranny .

Why won't anybody fuck me? I don't want to live life lonely.

I don't know how to do it properly.

I like to imagine myself as a spectator
I observe how others live

I'm too strong to even consider it and everything I do is under my control

>>212413085 (OP)
Even when I am miserable I like experiencing reality and sensations, killing myself kinda ruins that for me

>>212413085 (OP)
i don't have a gun

>>212413085 (OP)
Postponing everyday

>>212413085 (OP)
I'm too scared

>>212413085 (OP)
too lazy

>>212413085 (OP)
how the fuck does no one ever say "I don't know how to"?

Is it just me that doesn't know how the fuck I can get that done?

>>212413085 (OP)
I know you guys would miss me and I don’t want you to be sad

because my gf would be sad

>>212413085 (OP)
i love my parents too much

Because my parents would be sad. I’ve been trying to distance myself from them for years but I’m still to close to them to do it unfortunately.

>>212413085 (OP)
still got posts to make on /int/

>>212421842
This

>>212413085 (OP)
it's white boy summer and i got a gf, I'll kms when she dumps me

>>212421842

>>212413085 (OP)
Because I don't want to leave her and even in death the guilt would follow me. Plus I have no interest in killing myself.

If this 5m long rope with a 2.4 cm diameter ive got could do the job ill kms tonight

>>212418036
If by that you mean "don't know how to make it quick and minimize pain and chance of survival" then yes
I don't want to be bleeding out for 10 minutes or become a vegetable