>>212705403 (OP)I can't enjoy anything with girls, going to parties feels bad for me, going out for travel seems pointless, I like to make money to help others not for myself and so on. For my looks I'm treated like a chadlite, stacies approach me from to time to time, monthly catcalled by women on the streets, insecure stacy cousin compares herself to me, heck last month i got invited to a highschool party by an underage girl that is into me (I'm 25), 14 y.o stacylite that i teached maths some months ago asks for me and says to my mom that I'm cute and should have more confidence and so on. And still after all of this, i feel that i can't offer anything to women and probably would get cucked and deeply hurted.