Did you ever think you were going to be one of those old ass virgin losers when u were a kid?

No. Kids don't think about virginity and stuffs.

one day it just dawned on me when i was 17yo, 31yo now, i hate being high iq

>>212897621 (OP)
I didn't think I was going to make it past 21

I'll fix my life in 2 more weeks.

Clothes and shit

>>212897621 (OP)
virgins were always portrayed as fat so I could never imagine myself as one

>>212897621 (OP)
I mean I was grossed out by sex in my teens so kind of

>>212897621 (OP)
no but also yes

>>212897621 (OP)
Not one of you kissless retards but I wanted to get married with no kids. When I was a teen I had a dream of marrying a non-braindead woman I could spend my life traveling and doing fun stuff with. it was stupid but I was young and naive. I thought wmn's feelings were real and not weird hallucinations that vanish overnight. When I realized this I knew I wasn't going to get married. Women do not experience love and are only loyal under social duress. You only want to get married if you want kids, because it's the only arrangement that makes sense economically.
Never getting married or locked down with a baby was the greatest thing I did. I have never seen a happy married man outside of the boomer generation. they're all so fucking dead inside even when they try so hard. their kids are all feral tablet junkies. I have seen multiple cases of guys ruined by wives who claimed marital rape or abuse when it wasn't true. they lost their jobs, money, reputation, everything, and when they won the trial absolutely nothing happened in their favor to make up for it. divorced men living on a shoestring budget to pay for their ex's leisures and raising children who've been taught they're the dumbest shittiest people in the world. I cannot possibly justify marriage in this era. when you think you're a virgin loser you have to remind yourself about the guys who actually fell for the marriage meme. no matter how retarded and cringe you are, you will always be infinitely superior to the balding soi cuck who married the post-wall roastie

>>212897621 (OP)
I'd thought it be a virgin but turned out I didn't. Weird. If you'd look at me you'd say I'm a virgin tho

>>212897621 (OP)
No, still wonder where it went wrong my life to become the only incel in my country though...

>>212897621 (OP)
I thought one day my autism would disappear and I would magically become normal

>>212897621 (OP)
>be 21
>co-worker was an 27-year old who was fat, autistic, and balding
>be me now
>just turned 27
skinnyfat - "normie" - head full of hair
still a virgin loser though

not in a million years. everyone thinks theyre a victim of something, thats natural. and ive made my mistakes, but i feel like my life got fucked over by a series of unpredictable misfortunes that were just out of my control. the last 8 years of my life having been humiliating and torture. but hey life goes on

>>212897621 (OP)
Actually, yes. I knew it in advanced that I was going to be a 40 years old virgin. I was so certain that I had this plan to kym by the time I become 35. I've been sticking to this plan for a while now, but now I'm 34 I think I might chicken out. Being alone isn't as bad as I thought.

>>212900466
I'm fat, possibly autistic, and balding and 30. And yeah I never had sex, but I never genuinely tried. I still occasionally run into girls that clearly want me, but I don't go for it.

>>212900682
im not close to 30 but 30 isnt old anymore. with how advanced things go your only in "unc" territory at 40

>>212897621 (OP)
When I realized that I enjoyed being alone in elementary

>>212897621 (OP)
As a kid I used to joke and protest that I'll never have a girlfriend when my parents teased me, a fine joke that became

>>212898100
Same

>>212900919
They always knew it wasn't a joke.

>>212897621 (OP)
didnt really think much about the future really, i was too worried about surviving the present.

I was okay with it back then

>>212897621 (OP)
I thought that once I finish school I get a fresh start in another city, away from a small town where word of mouth was that I'm somehow weird so I basically had no chance to make healthy friendships.
Then I moved to go to university and it was like I imagined. Today I have a wife, a paid off house and a child. On the way there I travelled a lot and obviously also have a good job to afford the house. I'm respected at work and I had a lot of sex, mostly with foreign women.

>>212897621 (OP)
I distinctly remember telling my aunt that there's no way I'd ever have a girlfriend when I was like 10 or 11. The concept of me being in a relationship just didn't compute at all.

Hormonal puberty interlude aside my mindset has mostly retvrned to this original state.

Yes I did, even thought about killing everyone in my school as a kid and planning it; and it turns out I actually get a lot of female attention and lots of high quality pussy since I turned 15. But I’m also insane and can’t hold down a job. Win some, lose some. Not homicidal anymore though so that’s a win.

>>212902410
>Not homicidal anymore though so that’s a win.
You're wrong. Bullies need to be punished

>>212897621 (OP)
No. My head was in the clouds and I never thought about anything. Just played Pokemon emerald, ratchet and clank and watched comfy cartoons. Now im 29 and I haven't really done shit with my life and feel like shit because of it

>>212902460
I became a bully and a drug dealer and learned to fight and went to the gym, then I grew up a bit more and stopped the illegal stuff and the being mean stuff we all have a journey and a story but I unironically used to think in that anime ahh larp you just said lol

Yeah, at some level I always knew that because I was born with red hair and kids were giving me hard time already in kindergarten. It also didn't help that I have an
>Error 404: Jaw missing
so genetics pretty much conspired against me. Oh well, at least I have a decent job and hobbies that bring me joy

>>212902648
>jaw missing
why didnt you just fix your posture and mew? at this point everyone even normies know its not a meme

By middle/high school I didn't even think I would ever grow old lol

>>212902689
I'm a really bad case. Jaw is a bone, I don't see how changing your posture etc. can make a bone grow.

>>212897621 (OP)
No. Took me 26 years to realize I would never get to put my hands on anyone attractive. Fucked el atrocidad to burn the V-card then moved on.

>>212897621 (OP)
I only started thinking about stuff at age 20

>>212897621 (OP)
Well one part of me knew, that I would end up like that, but the other part had hope, that with time I would maybe get the opportunity to get a girlfriend. It never came.

>>212902858
well I started mewing at 17 and it changed everything. Had literally no jaw prior and an overbite, now I have a crazy good jawline and a normal bite about 6 years later. Think you have to start young though not sure if the advice is any good to you, but any young gen alphas here do what I did

>>212897621 (OP)
yeah
actually as a kid I yearned for a wife but thought morally maybe it was better to just avoid women completely as an adult

>>212897621 (OP)
Yes unironically. I was a loser among my peers since first grade

>>212897873
Im a gymcel. It makes no difference. Women dont care about men's physical bodies aside from height or whatever

>>212900466
>test says "have you not been laid in a while"
>test never asks if you're a virgin
>test tells you you've had sex
>test follows up telling you maybe you haven't had sex though
>test tells you you're one category while your dot is in the adjoining category
>"bro the solution is to just do things you hate and don't want to do so you can do things you hate and don't want to do"
it's shit
as expected of redditards afraid of saying normalfag

>>212903406
fucking untrue you faggot im 2.5 years into lifting and my body pics on my hinge profile got me so many lustful matches. i have a good face too but good body is bonus

>>212903406
>>212904684
how the fuck do you guys actually build muscle

t. mostly regular gym goer for 3 years, autistic about dieting and can lose/gain weight at will, just that the weight is all FAT and if I don't want to look like a pearbody soyboy I gotta cut it all down

>>212897621 (OP)
I didn't want to marry, but didn't think I'd end up like this. Also this >>212897873

>>212904824
do you eat 170-180g protein a day and do you sleep 7+ hours a day? i didnt see much physical muscle growth till i started doing both of those things, although my strength kept going up regardless

>>212897621 (OP)
i knew i wasnt a normal boy but i didnt know what to think about the future
now im a tranny crying everyday bc i dont pass

>>212897621 (OP)
I suppose around the time I graduated high school and later uni without ever getting a gf or having sex it began to dawn on me this was it.

>>212897621 (OP)
Yes, Im an old ass loser but at least not a virgin.

>>212897621 (OP)
I remember being 13 and thinking "I don't want to lose my virginity too early, I think 15-16 will be just fine" lmfao

>>212897621 (OP)
I was pretty much cognizant of where I stood by the time I was like 12

no.
but now I feel like a monk without a religion

>>212897621 (OP)
I always thought it would just sort of happen without me trying hard, and then eventually it did. Jizzed a fat load in her pussy the second time we had sex

>>212897621 (OP)
Yes actually, I always imagined I'd end up with a fat retarded wife even when I was about ten. Though jokes on me as I don't even have a fat retarded wife.

>>212897621 (OP)
Yes but once I lost my virginity I got over it

>>212898100
>>212900948

>grossed

i keep seeing this sentiment. wtf does this mean? not watching porn? or are you guys just asexual

remember that 40yo virgin movie with steve carell

>>212911173
based architect

>>212897621 (OP)
nope. i had few goals in my younger years but one was to indulge myself in a highly sexual relationship and/or lifestyle. thats about the only early life goal of young me that i fullfilled to such an extend im satisfied for life. everything else might be looser tier.

Back in the day when I was an 18 year old on /r9k/ there was a general for people 25+ and I always thought, "well at least I'm not as bad as those guys." Now I'm 30.

>>212897621 (OP)
no, i started having sex at 13 and haven't stopped

When I was exposed to porn as a teenager and realized how outlandishly beautiful the actresses in those were. I quickly lost interest in sex with real women

>>212897621 (OP)
Frankly I figured I was gonna kill myself up until my mid 20s

I think if I hadn't met my girlfriend on 4chan I would probably still be a virgin