Another summer wasted in my hot humid room. I am so fucking disappointed in myself. Everyone is outside having fun while I am inside like the pathetic loser incel that I am. I told myself last summer that I was gonna get my shit together and enjoy the next one. That I could perhaps turn it all around. This time I don't even have that hope or dream anymore. I just feel a sense of acceptance that this is what I am supposed to do. To sit and sweat in front of my PC like the incel neet pig that I am. Unloved, unknown and unwanted by all.
I can't wait until I am 40+ and look back with a bitter and painful regret in my heart. Wishing I just did things different.

does THIS happen iyc?

same
I really wish I at least knew what was wrong with me
it's not like laziness where I avoid doing something because it's boring or hard, I'm genuinely sitting at the computer and playing a game while at the same time screaming at myself internally for not doing literally anything productive

Consider getting an AC

Everytime I actually go outside I just wish I was back in my incel cave so no.

>>213134996 (OP)
Basically same. I'm 29 and I've completely wasted my pathetic joke of a life. Most of my memories are just me being alone in my room in front of a screen when I'm not wagecucking

>>213134996 (OP)
Boo hoo nigger.