do you have depression in your cunt
well i cant conform it since i dont have a diagnosis from the doctor, but i definitely feel like shit for no discernible reason

>>213397975 (OP)
*confirm

>>213397975 (OP)
I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD. This means I have executive dysfunction which is related to depression because depression also has e.d.

>>213397975 (OP)
same. Been like that for years. Don't have a diagnosis either but I consistenly check all the boxes in online self assessments.

>>213398049
naturally, the dutch are ADHD
whilst the germans have autism

cheer up

>>213398074
i suppose the only solution for us is to keep marching forwards through the fog

>>213397975 (OP)
Can it be considered depression that I have been sitting at home for several years, doing nothing and only browsing the internet?

>>213397975 (OP)
I have confirmed diagnosis. Meds didnt help.

>>213398496
i do this as-swell, but not any longer since i'm in the process of getting my forklift license

>>213398555
>forklift license
Cool. Blue collar jobs are also not bad, especially if you don't drink and continue to develop your skills.

I remember once I went to a psychiatrist, she told me that I really had depression, and a severe one at that. I don't know if she diagnosed it or not, but she prescribed me pills that made me jump up in horror at night from a random rustle

>>213398519
it feels a confirmed diagnosis only comes with downsides here. if I got that, I'd probably lose my job. Only upside would be autismbuxx maybe, but if you sit at home only collecting state aid you may as well kys.

>>213397975 (OP)
yes and actually i do have a diagnosis, something like 'anxious depression' or whatever

Sometimes i go through episodes where i feel like absolute shit.
it's a living hell because depression corrupts the way you perceive the world and reason about things, and you're powerless to fight against your own mind

having a low-key one right now and day-drinking

>>213399012
How do you function? Do the friends know about it?

>>213399061
I have a job. The depressive episodes haven't resurfaced for a long time up until now, work-related stress has likely triggered it

I have no friends, which is probably a contributing factor
Funnily enough i typically don't care about other people in my life, but when in a depressive episode it's the opposite - I want to be around others

>>213397975 (OP)
did the nurses gossip anout you pee pee size again?